quinceanera

We had our quince las Saturday. Well, it was okay. It was kind of lame for me and it wasn't really one of the best nights of my life although the night was well, important. I don't know why but for some reason my night, or what was supposed to be my night, didn't really become that spectacular or that majestic as I thought it would be. Maybe it was also partly my fault because I didn't have the guts to ask the guy I liked to dance with me. Anyway, I also think that our quince practices were of no use since most of us forgot the steps anyway. The music skipped and we looked stupid not knowing what to do. At least we made our parents smile that way. The food was good though. The free dancing part was not okay. The escorts (well, most of them) were too shy to go to the dance floor. There was this show down between girls and boys but I think only about 5 boys had the guts to really strut their stuff. I actually admired them for that. Actually, I think that the escorts found it hard to dance with the parents around. Oh, and that night, everyone said I looked like a doll. Over all, for me, it was okay. Not having been able to dance with the guy I liked nor have a picture with him or of him and only having him smile and say a few words which doesn't even seem understandble even makes my rating of good too high. Do you get what I mean? If only I could turn back time. Anyway, good for those who found the quince very enjoyable and fun.

ang apoy

Bakit nga ba ang apoy, habang maliit palang, inaapula na? Dahil ba kapag lumaki ito at nagliyab, mas mahirap patayin at mas nakaka paso? Mahirap nga namang patayin ang apoy na nagliliyab na. Ngunit kailan mo nga ba malalaman kung ang maliit na apoy ay dapat nang apulahin? Paano kung ang apoy na ito pala ang magbibigay init sa iyong pagkalamig? Paano kung ang apoy na ito ang bubuhay sa iyo? Ngunit paano rin kung ang apoy na ito ang papaso sa iyo? Ang unti-unting papatay sa iyo? Ano nga ba ang dapat gawin sa apoy na ito? Dapat na bang apulahin habang maliit pa lamang o dapat ko munang hayaan na lumago ito hanggang sa lumiyab? Naranasan ko ng pumatay ng nagliliyab na apoy. Mahirap. Ngayon, ano ang dapat kong gawin?