i can feel summer's heat slowly moving out

summer is slowly drifting away.its the 3rd of may and at least one more month beore school year starts once more.i feel somehow happy about it though.first, i have nothing to do here at home and im so damn bored.second, i want to spend more time with my friends.third, i want to start this school year right and hopefully end it right too.not like what i did last year.I TOTALLY MESSED UP.one mistake that i can never afford to repeat ever again.i cant believe i only have one more month left before classes open.it seems so fast.and with the fact that i have not been doing a lot of things.well, aside from watching a lot of tv and surfing the net a lot, that is.again, i wasted hours, days, weeks doing nothing productive.=/.this isnt what i thought my summer would be.i thought it would be different.its so frustrating how i planned my vacation and not be able to achieve even one of them.the futsal practices, piano lessons and all those, it just didnt happen.all because things became too complicated for us.change of plans every second.it sucks being stuck in this situation.=/.anyway, i know my mom's weird (not in an offensive way.teehee.) but she became weirder!.i swear.once again, she told me im in love.pathetic.how many times will i have to tell her that IM NOT IN LOVE.on second thought, maybe i am.with japoy!.=).but she wont buy that!.i guess nobody ever will but that.hehe.moms talaga!.they always have this "feeling".sheesh!.oh yeah, meeting up with nardo this thursday for some reasons i cant tell since someone would be reading this.=).but anyway, he just doesnt have the word "creative" in his dictionary or vocabulary.hihi.=).and i told him ill help him out.yes i know, im such a GREAT friend!.=).right?!.=).imagine life without me?!.it simply wouldnt be complete!.haha.=)