why am i so affected?!

With Dumbledore's death?! I can't believe he's dead. I want to kill Snape! I even feel sorry for Harry too. Dumbledore's the only one who listens to him even if what Harry thinks is foolish. He's the only one who can protect Harry and who cares for him so much. Why does he have to die?! I am so weird. Judith's right, I act as if he's real. I don't know, maybe it's just that with every book that I read, I feel like the characters have been alive. And Harry Potter seems to be the book which has the most alive characters in my head. It's more like I've been with them, like I've been inside the story too. Weird as I am, my imagination works that way. But the question still remains, why does Dumbledore need to die?! One more thing, what will happen to Hogwarts?! They can't close, the story just won't be the same. And Harry, will he ever find those Horcruxes?! Gosh, I think I'll just have to wait for the next book. And the seventh book must have a happy ending. I don't want Harry or anyone else, except for Voldemort and Snape and Malfoy and all the other Death Eaters that is, dead. But I guess I just have to leave that with the author. :) I sure hope the last book will have a good ending.

nakakatuwa!

Life can be so full of surprises and humor. Who would have guessed that the Miguel my piano teacher was talking about is the same guy whom I most of the time see? haha We saw him with his parents awhile ago and of course, my dad tols me whom he was. My parents know his parents. Nakakatuwa 'di ba?! May mga taong nasa harap mo na pero 'di mo alam na siya pala 'yung laging kinikwento sa iyo ng ibang tao. haha Oh well, what a small world after all! haha And another thing, the Igi who often chats with Nicole happens to be the same Igi who lives at the back of our house. haha Sheesh! Oh life...you'll never really know what it bring you. haha

i want this bad!

Okay, I've been posting about the Ateneo thing for how many times now. I realized that I never wanted to have anything as bad as this one! I want this. I want to get in. For some reason, I really want to get in the seminar. It's more than "for the experience" thing. I don't really know what it is but I want this one badly. I hope I get in. I hopw WE get in. Please really pray for us. :)