and finally!

Exams are over! Rejoice rejoice! haha No more worries! Oh yeah, I'll worry about my card grades pa pala. awwwww But for now, I'll enjoy first! haha I was stressed out the whole week and I'm glad hell week is over!

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I'm so sorry it turned out like this. But I believe that what is happening right now is not my fault. May paninindigan kasi akong tao. Alam ko ang tama at mali at sa pagkakataong 'to, alam ko na lahat ng ginawa ko ay tama. Alam ko ang gagawin ko kapag may mga pangyayaring dapat na ituwid. And I believe that what they are facing now are just consequences of their actions.

We always have to remember that in everything that we would want to do, we must always, always think first. I understand that we are in the phase of our lives where we want to try out new things. We are in a stage where we would like to experiment. But we should also always remember what is right and what is wrong. And I strongly believe that we should always choose the right path. Of course, I also understand that sometimes, we make wrong decisions which may lead to serious consequences. Minsan, sa sobrang kapusukan nating mga kabataan, agad-agad tayong gumagawa ng mga bagay nang hindi man lang pinag-iisipan kaya nga sa huli, napapahamak tayo. But I believe that these consequences are lessons which teach us. Yes, its sounds cliche but it's true. With every mistake that we make, we must always learn something from it. The best lessons which life can teach us are always being taught to us the hard way. Hindi man madaling harapin ang mga pangyayari, hindi ito dapat talikuran. Bagkus, dapat ay harapin ito ng buong tapang tulad ng pagsabak natin ng walang alinlangan sa kamaliang ating nagawa.

I know for a fact that they feel anger for me. Hindi ko itatanggi na nararamdaman ko 'yun. I feel the tension among us when we pass by one another. May karapatan ba silang magalit? Yes, they do. But if they think about it, kasalanan din naman nila. Hindi ako ang gumawa ng kabalbalan, pinanindigan ko lang ang paniniwala ko. Alam ko sa sarili ko na tama ang ginawa ko. Naglakas-loob akong gawin ang alam kong tama at sabihin ang katotohanan kahit na alam kong marami ang magagalit sa akin. Hindi man nila maintindihan ngayon kung bakit ko 'yun ginawa, alam ko balang araw, maiintindihan rin nila ako. One day, they would realize that what I did was also for them. I didn't do this for anything else but for their own good. They must learn their lessons early on para hindi mapariwara ang buhay nila. Pero sa bagay, ano nga naman ang karapatan kong manghimasok ng buhay ng iba, 'di ba? Nagmamalasakit lang naman ako. Yes, believe it or not, I do care for them. Minsan nga iniisip ko kung ano ang magiging future nila. I just think that they have to start straightening their lives.

Ilan kaya silang galit sakin? Alam ko marami. But do I have regrets? No, I don't. I kow, a day would come that they would understand that what I did was also for their own good, or so I hope. If not, then it's their loss that they do not learn from life's lessons.

mushroom!

Parang may lahing mushroom si Igie. Pano ba naman, bigla-biglang sumusulpot. haha Makikita ko na lang, na sa harap ko na siya. haha Ewan.