reliving what was

I've been painting for Art. Our recent projects have been all about painting. Expressionism, realism, and now, impressionism. I was waiting for Monet to take over me so I could pass a decent work. Oh well, I did what I could and although my work isn't as good as Monet's, it's good for someone who lost her interest in painting. Well, not really though. I haven't at all forgotten what was my childhood dream. Remember I said I dreamt of being a painter? I just remembered how much I loved to paint when I was younger. It was a passion, I guess. How it slowly vanished, I don't know. While working on my work, I remembered how my mom would ask me in front of people what I'd like to be when I grow up and I would excitedly say that I wanted to be a painter. My mom was actually proud of me wanting me to ba a painter. Weird, huh? I know most parents would want their children to say "I want to be a doctor!" or "I want to be a lawyer!" but my mom was different. I guess she saw how much I loved what I was doing.

Don't get me wrong, I still love arts but not as much as I used to. I don't even know what my passion really is. I know it's in the field of arts but where exactly, I don't know. I wish I was a kid again. I wish I was that person whom I used to be who didn't think of so much things and listened to what her heart really told her to do. I can't hear it right now. Whatever it is that it's telling me to do, I couldn't hear it because it's too soft. Or maybe because I'm just not listening. Maybe I'm still too busy listening to what's not important. I wish I could me me when I was younger when I knew how to listen intently to what I my heart told me I wanted to do.

ateneo steals win

With one second left and with UST with a one point lead, Ateneo managed to shoot a basket, courtesy of Doug Kramer, and stole Game 1 from UST. Ateneo's coach was wise enough to put Jai Reyes, JC Intal and Chris Tiu together with Macky Escalona and Doug Kramer. I guess UST players were just too busy with Jai, Chris and JC because they were the ones who were making baskets all through out the game and totally forgot about Doug. Doug was right underneath the basket, with no one guarding him. So when Macky passed the ball to him, Doug effortlessly put the ball into the basket. Everyone thought UST has Game 1 in the basket. I guess they were to complacent about their lead and knowing there was just a second left. Oh well, they should've known what Ateneo can do.

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if i lay here, if i just lay here, would you stay with me and just forget the world?