..pissed off..

yep, im totally pissed off.and i dont want the exact reason to be posted here.=/.sheesh!!.im just.....i dunno.=/.i need someone to talk to.i need to let this all out.i just might burst anytime.no, on second thought, i wont burst, i will EXPLODE.my day WAS good sana.actually, ive been happy and hyper awhile ago.until.....argh.*ang kapal ng mukha nia*.she has already done a lot of damage.what does she want?!.no matter how i want to forgive her, i just cant.not now.im confused.i dont know where to go and what to choose.i dont even know what i should do.=/.naiipit ako between two big rocks and i dont know if i should go to one rock or just run.=/.why are all these s**t happening?!.i hate it.=/.its just so hard.before, i cant even imagine myself being stuck in this kind of situation.but now, im actually IN it.im actually in this reality.and now it made me realize that no matter how much you love a person or how long youve been together, if he/she finds another, he/she can leave you just like that.with just one blink of your eye, wala na pala.all the things youve put together will just crumble and fall.i cant believe this.now you still expect me to believe in happy endings?!.well, maybe there are still.but i guess it RARELY happens.i guess.oh well, good thing ive never fallen in love.and i dont think i would still want to.or maybe, i still do but not now.i just want things to be fixed.which i think will be beyond impossible.but, im still hoping.=).think positive!(like i always do!)

PROM
Sugarfree

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