im still in a state of shock

LET'S ALL PRAY FOR MYLA'S SAFETY, SHE WAS KIDNAPPED A MONTH AGO.LET'S ALL PRAY FOR THE BEST.WITH PRAYERS, ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE.=).LET"S NOT LOSE HOPE.KAYA NATIN TO!!.=).

while i was eating dinner, actually i just started, i was watching tv patrol.i cant believe myla (my classmate and a very close friend) just got kidnapped.natulala lang ako, i couldnt eat.i was so shocked.si myla?!.totoo ba to??.ung frend ko??.ung bangag na babae??.my heart was racing.my mind was blurred.i didnt know how to react.at first, narinig ko lang, agbulos.okay, i knew myla's family is very rich.i knew that her mom, maraming kalaban.but i seriously didnt think na siya un.pero, i saw her pic.and the reporter dais her name.MA. MILAGROS SALVACION AGBULOS or SALVE.siya nga.oo. si myla.what's more, a month ago pa un.and she called me a month ago.she also called patcha.or anna.both letter a.una sa phonebook.she might have been asking for help.di naman siya tumatawag sakin eh.or if she does, may txt na kasunod.eto, wala.i feel so so guilty.bat di ko sinagot?!.baka kung sinagot ko yun, i might have helped her or done something.alam niyo ung feeling na, i-wish-i-could've-done-something-why-didnt-i-do-it?!.malala pa dian nararamdaman ko.kinakabahan ako.what's worse is that the family was only given 2 hours to give the 5 million to the kidnappers.and now what?!.1 month na!.i dont want to think negatively sana, but i cant help it.iniisip ko, pano kung wala na?!(wag naman po sana, mahal ko un..*knocks on wood*).there are a lot of what if's in my mind right now.parang i want to cry but it doesnt want to come out.i dont know what to do.main suspect pa dad niya.siguro, although siyempre it will hurt myla so much thinking that her dad can do that to her, i would prefer na dad nia nag-kidnap sa kanya.at least, she cant kill her daughter, di ba?!.now i wish, totoo si superman or si darna or whoever superhero there is who can save her.hay, i know i cant do anything more.the least i can do is tell everyone i know to pray for her.and ill also pray for her.i just wish for her safety, kung nasan man siya.kaya mo yan myla!!.were here for you, well all pray for your safety.dont worry, youll come home safe.okay?!.=).tarayan mo na lang kidnappers mo.=).myla, i still want to see you next school year ha!!.kaya mo yan!!.=)

CONFIRMED

okay, im having a chat with zy and its confirmed.she was asking for my help when she called me.she got kidnapped April 17, at night.she called me April 17, 8.20 pm.now, I FEEL MORE GUILTY.how can i be so stupid?!?!?!.from now on, i would answer any call i receive.i promise that.the hell i care kung mabawasan sila ng load at magalit sakin.i cant afford that to happen again.i am so stupid and i hate myself for being one.