and now i'm confused

Stupid me!!! Kung anu-ano kasing hinihingi ko kay Lord eh! Ayan tuloy, and labo!!! Waaaaa What am I supposed to believe in?!

darn

Don't they know how much I hate it when they do what they do?! Why?! Because everytime they do it, it makes me realize how impossible things are. It's like, the more they do it, the more they make me realize the things I would just want to turn my back from. The more they are making me wish that it were all true because it really isn't true. But as I see it, my wish will forever remain as a wish, unless a genie of some sort would appear and grants my wish. But no, I woudn't want a genie to grant my wish. I wouldn't want it to see me because of the genie. I want it to see me by his own. Get me?! Whatever! And once again, I am not making any sense.