damn this server

The server had an error for how many days now and I'm still not sure if it's fine. I blogged yesterday but it was not saved because of the stupid server. Anyway, last saturday was the YMAD concert. Well, not a lot of people came but there were enough to fill up half of the gym. There were lots of bands and I personally think Next Face was the best of them all. :) They had their own compositions and it was nice. :) So there. Anyway, there's going to be another concert to be held at St. Scho again on Dec. 21 which is sponsored by NU. They said Spongecola is already sure and they're still choosing between Hale and Orange and Lemons. Of course, I'd go for Hale. haha Biased. But hey, Orange and Lemons is good too! :) Oh, and if they could add Sugarfree, that would be great too! haha :) So if you want to come, please do come! :)

writing

I really don't know why but lately, I've been finding refuge in writing. It's what's been helping me. It actually makes me feel relieved and it's my cure for stress and distress. Here's another poem I wrote and it may or not be connected in my life. Again, these were random thoughts and it's in Filipino. :)

Halaga

araw-araw ika'y aking nakikita
tinatanaw saan man magpunta
mukha mong nakatatak sa aking utak
tinig mong laging naririnig
na tila ba ika'y naririto lang sa aking tabi
isip kong walang ibang laman
kundi ikaw lamang
nakakatuwang isipin na mayroong
nagpapangiti sa iyong mga labi
at ang buong akala ko ay ako siya
minsan pa nga ay napatingin sakin
at nagningning ang iyong mga mata
totoo ba ang aking nakita?
nang ika'y lumapit na
ang katanungan ko'y nasagot na nga
ang mga nakita ko pala'y pawang kathang-isip
pagkat nalaman kong ang
nagbibigay kulay sa iyong buhay
at nagpapatibok ng iyong puso
ay siya at 'di ako
ano nga naman ang pumasok sa utak ko
at inisip kong ako nga ay nakita mo
ano nga naman ang halaga ko sa'yo?
mahigpit pa sana ang pagkakakapit ko sa
nararamdaman ko para sa'yo
aasa pa sanang isang araw
ako ay mamahalin mo
ngunit sabihin mo lang
at ang lahat ay pakakawalan ko
kung ito ang ikasasaya mo
masakit man ay kakayanin ko
basta't para sa'yo
pakatandaan mo lang
na ang halaga mo sa buhay ko
ay ganito:
mawala ka man at iwan ako,
ang puso ko ay mananatili sa'yo

haha! Mushy ba?! Sorry ha! hehe :) Bear with me. :)