well...

Our pc's fixed! Yipee! :) It had problems with the AVR pala. Anyway, I'm still not that okay. I mean, how can I be?! Ewan ko ba. It seems na she still hasn't noticed what she's been doing. But hey, maybe pakiramdam niya wala talaga siyang ginagawa. Then fine. Wow, the best way to ruin a friendship. Sheesh! Or was it ever a friendship?! Now I'm starting to wonder. Sa totoo lang, I've done things for her in case she doesn't know. Hindi ko naman binibilang. It's just that parang lahat 'yun wala lang. Some people really just take things for granted. Amazing! *sarcasm* I asked Karel to predict how long will I ignore her. She said a month. But I think that's too short. Last time I had this fight (with Mela 2 years back), I ignored her for like 4 or more months. See?! Ako pa?! Matigas to noh. Patigasan tayo?! No problem. Magaling ako diyan. Kaya kong mantiis ng tao if that's what it takes. But yeah, I am NOT okay. Stressed on NOT. Not to mention my birthday and Christmas is just around the corner. What a nice way to celebrate. But on the brighter side, I've realized that...why would I be wasting my time on people who doesn't deserve my time?! People who don't respect me don't deserve my respect too. Mean as it is but true. Basta! Just get my point. But, I'm more okay than last week. :)

lots of things to do!

Oh my gosh! I haven't started with all my schoolworks! Darn it! I still have my ELA speech and julius ceasar thing. Oh yeah, the Filipino project!!! MELA!!! WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO?! *panic* Damn it! Need to start now!