i hate my pc!

It had this "technical error" thing so my pc keeps on shutting down everytime I use it. Sheesh! It still needs to be fixed. Next week pa daw, pero ayos lang. I'm just using the pc of the net shop. :)

exam grades

It was a disaster! Argh! Hate it! I won't post any of my grades here. Well except for ELA where I got a 96 in Literature and Grammar. haha Social, CLE and Geom grades have not been given to us. But still, I know that a passing mark would be a miracle and a high grade would be impossible. Oh never mind. What's done is done.

conflicts

I've been in conflict with well, most of my friends. Why? It's just that my patience blew up. I've been trying my very best to keep my patience. But it came to a point where I can't take it anymore. It's just that I feel that they have not been respecting me. Lagi na lang akala nila biro lang lahat. Tapos nung Monday, pinipilosopo pa nila ako. Especially with the new rules I've implemented sa class. I feel so disrespected. They kept on making jokes on my new rules and parang the consequences was okay for them. And you know how it made me feel? I felt like wala akong silbi as the president of the class. Parang what's the use of them voting for me if they won't follow naman pala. Then when they were punished because of their noisiness, nagreklamo sila. Hello?! Is it my fault that they were noisy?! They knew the consequences even before they made their noise. Do they think na just because they were my friends, lusot na sila?! Then sasabihin nila na sila lagi 'yung nakikita. How can you not notice them kung sila naman lagi 'yung pinaka-maniingay sa class. Right?! They just don't know how hard it is to be the president of the class and at the same time a friend. I've been trying my best to be fair to everyone. Sila kasi 'yung hindi marunong magpasaway. And I hate people like that! Isa pa, one of them is so immature. Sa tanda niyang 'yun, immature pa siya?! Oh please! When people said that they were pissed off with her she said sorry. That was fine. But did she do anything after that?! No she didn't. She didn't change. I don't see any changes, even minor ones. Sana naman kahit kaunting pagbabago lang. Hindi 'yung sorry ng sorry pero hanggang salita lang naman. Well, she hasn't said sorry to me yet. Maybe she's too numb to feel that she did hurt me in a way or maybe she just doesn't feel like it. That's why I can't have the option of forgiving her. But if ever she'll say sorry, I still don't know. I'm sick and tired of saying "it's okay" all the time when it really isn't. As Ms. Kathy said, there comes to a point when sorry isn't enough and change is needed. She NEEDS to change. At kung 'di niya napapansin, marami na talaga ang naiinis sa kanya. Well, it's still her choice. Basta ako, I've been trying hard to understand her. Pero tama na. Sawa na ko sa kakaintindi sa kanya. She needs to grow up. She can't be what she is now forever. Man, start respecting people so that others would respect you too. And personally, naaartehan ako sa'yo. One more thing, masyado kang reklamador minsan. Oh yeah, not to mention, mapanlait pa. :/ Change man, change!

**Sorry for harsh words. My emotions took over me. Oh yeah, if you know the person, keep quiet and let her realize who she is.