i'm so so happy!

Yes I am! Why?! Because of the outreach we had awhile ago. God, I really do feel happy. Seeing those kids smile because of simple things we have given them meant so much to me. Their thank you's were more than enough to make me happy. My heart was just overwhlemed awhile ago, really. Sobra sobrang saya ko. One more thing, I saw my old student, Raymond, who stopped studying. Finally, I got to talk to him again! I asked why he stopped and he said that his teacher asked him to because he was just "nakikipagbug-bugan" with the others. Well, I told him that he shouldn't have stopped studying even if his teacher told him that. Maybe they just couldn't see who he really was. When I was teaching them (him with 5 other boys, he was the one who really wanted to learn. He wanted to, it's just that no one really saw him as that boy who wants to learn. Raymond was such a persevering student. To tell you the truth , he was the one who would say "tahimik na! makinig na tayo!" when my other students wouldn't listen. He wanted to know how to read but no one gave him the chance and when I did, they eventually took it away by saying that he better stop going to school. Awhile ago, we were chatting (yeah, I missed him) and he was always joking and smiling and laughing then he suddenly said, "gusto ko bumalik 'yung dati." awww. I asked him to repeat it but he didn't want to. He just continued laughing. Then I asked him if he wanted to go back to school but he said no. I said he should continue his studies but he insisted he didn't want to. I asked him if he would go to school next year and said he wasn't sure. They are going to transfer to Sta. Cruz daw. awwww. But I know deep down him, he still wants to study. I'm really gonna miss that boy if ever they transfer. Oh well, I hope that he would continue his studies. I know he would go far. I hope I could still teach him. Haaay, it was fun I got to talk to him but then again, may pang-hihinayang na kasama. I know that boy would become successful one day. :)