its over

Tests are over. On the other hand, I don't think I should be happy since I think that out of the 13 tests I took, I failed around 5 of them. Geometry was BLOODY HARD. I took it for 2 and a half hours. I got a stiff neck and a migrane and still, I have a gut feel that I'm going to fail. WTH?! ELA was also hard. I heard 3/4 of the class failed. Am I a candidate? I wasn't able to answer the 20 point question in TLE. (Puro hula lang at pag tumama lahat, pwede na ko pumalit kay Madam Auring. hehe Computer was also hard and so was Social. Everything was hard. haha

so wonderful

My life has just been so wonderful these past few days. I don't know, it seems like everyone doesn't seem to understand me. No, not everyone. Maybe those people whom I thought would be the very people who would just won't. The others whom I'm not close to are now the ones whom I can talk to more. I don't know. What did I do to piss them off? They don't even know the answer themsleves. I know that sometimes there are things which people do that not knowingly, they irritate other people. Maybe that's what I did or am doing. Ako rin naman eh, may mga bagay sa ibang tao na ginagawa nila na kinaiinis ko. But I don't take it personaly. Why? Because I know it's just my own perception of them. Sabi nga, I can't please everyone. I might do things which can please other people but not please them or the other way around. But it's just who I am. I'm not doing anything wrong and I know that for a fact. Oh and one more thing, if you didn't like me putting here in my blog the chat I had with her, I'm sorry. Sabi ko nga, my blog is my only outlet of what I feel. Pasensya na talaga.

Shout out: If I've hurt, irritated or annoyed anyone in any way, I'm sorry. Rest assured that I never intended to do so. I don't even know what I did which made you feel that way. And thanks to Jalvin. Sobrang thank you! You're the one I've been talking to these past few days. Sorry kung naaabala kita.

i'm running

Yes, I am. Ang kapal ng mukha ko. haha But I really want this. For some reason, I like what I'm doing. This election would be different from the rest I went through. Ito, kusang loob. Hindi pilit. Gusto ko. Do I want to win? I would be a hypocrite if i say no. But I am not expecting that I would win. I don't want to expect anything. If I lose, then this thing is just not for me. In whichever way, I don't think I would lose at all. I had the guts to run and do what I want and for me, I've already won.