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Yes, the heart knows. The heart knows who to beat for. See, I went to church awhile ago and I saw anonymous-or so I thought. I mistook one guy with him. This guy looks like him. He's white, with a hint of chinito eyes, has the same hair and serves in mass too. He's also handsome, mind you. I've always mistaken him for anonymous, ever since last year. I saw him awhile ago and I thought he was my anonymous. And I was wondering because when I saw him, my heart didn't leap, it didn't even skip. It wasn't beating fast. My sleepyness didn't go away. This just doesn't happen when it's really my crush I see.

My heart beats as if a hundred bulls are out to get me. It leaps as if it was my first time to. I become happy like I've never been happy. But it wasn't like that. I was wondering if my admiration for this person suddenly stopped. All of sudden? I knew it was impossible. Man, I've had crushes who became my crushes for what, 3 years? And yes, I didn't want my infatuation for him to wane. I want it to stay. Yes, pathetic little me. Anyway, so I was thinking what happened to my admiration. When we went out of church, I saw him going inside this trycicle, something anonymous does every week. And I was worried because still, my heart wasn't beating any faster. But when I got close, no it wasn't him. Thank God. haha I mean, I still have doubts until now if it was him or not, something I've been doing when I see this guy.

See, I trust my heart. (Naks! Crush pa lang 'yan. haha) It certainly knows who to beat for. Even though my mind and my eyes deceive me, my heart doesn't. Even if this guy looked like anonymous, served in mass, stood at the back of the church and rode the tricycle, I know it wasn't him. Simply because my heart didn't beat for him the way it does with anonymous.

Teen Commandments

This one came from Pinoy Big Brother Teen Edition and I thought it was nice.

ME, MYSELF AT AKO…
MAMAHALIN KO ANG SARILI KO
IPAPAKITA ANG TUNAY NA AKO
DI LANG PURO GIMIK, TEXT AT JAPORMS ANG IISIPIN
MASKI SA SCHOOL AT BAHAY, LAGI AKONG SISIPAGIN
HINDI AKO MALULULON SA MASAMANG BISYO
DI KO TRIP BUMARKADA SA MGA LOKO LOKO
BUKAS ANG LOOB SA ANUMANG PWEDENG MATUTUNAN
FOCUS NG BUHAY KO ANG MAAYOS NA KINABUKASAN

KAPAMILYA KO, KABARKADA KO
MAMAHALIN KO ANG AKING PAMILYA
UUNAWAIN AT KIKILALANIN KUNG SINO SILA
DI HUHUSGAHAN ANG PAGKAKAMALI NINA NANAY AT TATAY
AYOKONG MAGING PASAWAY
MAGIGING RESPONSABLENG KAPATID KINA BRO AT SIS
PAGTULONG SA BAHAY, DI AKO MAIINIS
ANUMAN ANG MARATING KO SA BUHAY
BAWAT TAGUMPAY, SA KANILA KO IAAALAY

HEYA WORLD! PINOY AKO!
MAMAHALIN KO ANG BANSANG PILIPINAS
SUSUNOD AKO SA LAHAT NG BATAS
TATANGKILIKIN ANG MGA PRODUKTONG SARILING ATIN
GAWANG NOYPI, IN NA IN SA AKIN
AALAGAAN KO ANG AKING PALIGID
SA MGA KAPWA PILIPINO, DI MAGIGING MANHID
SAANG LUPALOP MAN SA MUNDO AKO MAPUNTA
PINOY PA RIN AKO, WALA NG IBA!

GUDTAYM IS GODTAYM
MAMAHALIN KO ANG PANGINOONG DIYOS
ISASAPUSO KO LAHAT NG KANIYANG UTOS
LAGI AKONG MAGDARASAL
IBABAHAGI SA IBA ANG KANIYANG PAG-IBIG AT ARAL
HINDI KO MAKAKALIMUTAN ANG MAGPASALAMAT
SA KANIYA, AKO AY MAGIGING KARAPAT-DAPAT
WALA NANG MAS HIP AT COOL PA SA KANIYA
SA BUHAY KO, SIYA ANG IDOL NA PALAGING BIDA!

KABATAANG PINOY AKO SA ISIP, SALITA AT GAWA
SA BAHAY NI KUYA, AKO AY MAGSISIMULA
ISASABUHAY KO ANG TEEN COMMANDMENTS NA ITO
PARA KAY BIG BRO AT SA MGA KABATAANG TULAD KO

Sorry kung all-caps. Tinamad akonng mag-edit. haha