stop that...haaay

It's been a weird day today. Haaaay. Damn it. Why are you like that? Why do you do things out of the blue? It makes me happy, damn you. And that's the point. IT MAKES ME HAPPY. What the hell?! I'm supposed to be apathetic by now. Ewan ko ba. Akala ko nga nagawa ko na 'yun eh, 'yung wala na kong pakialam sa'yo. Meron pa pala. Natutuwa nga ako eh, 'di ba? You've been weird today and I wonder why. I hate it when you do things like these. It just makes me smile and I don't like it when you make me smile.

Ewan ko sa'yo. It's always been like this. Naguguluhan tuloy ulit ako. I've been at peace with what I know but everytime you do these things, my mind starts to think otherwise. Ginugulo mo ang utak ko. Nakaka inis.

I hate the way I don't hate you, not even close, not even a little bit, not any at all. -Ten Things I Hate About You