sorry! :)

Sorry if I have not been blogging for a week now. :) It's just that we went to Bohol last weekend and when I got home, the pc crashed. It only got fixed last thursday but at the same time, our phone broke. So there. haha Anyway, there had been a lot of happenings this week. :)

Saturday and Sunday - Bohol!!!

As I've said, last Saturday and Sunday, we went to Bohol. Actually, our flight going there was delayed for six hours! tsk! Oh, but it was fine since I was able to do my journal and memorize my speech. haha Anyway, when we got there, we stayed in a resort near the beach. We just walked around since we wasted half of our day staying in NAIA. Sheesh! But we got to collect shells! And I got a coral!!! :) Anyway, the next day was an exhausting day. It was out tour day. We first went to Chocolate Hills. It was awesome! I tell you, the view is really, really great! It was tiring to go up and down though. We needed to go up to this place to be able to see the hills more. We went up using the ramp and went down using the stairs. There was 214 steps, or so I heard when those 2 people were talking. haha Then we went to the hanging bridge. It was fine. haha My sister was freaking out all the while when we were crossing it! haha And after, she was like "buhay pa ko!" haha Whatever! Then we went to see the tarsiers! They were really cute! They're so small and fluffy. haha Their eyes are really big! But they were really small! After, we went to eat lunch in a boat (well, it wasn't really a boat. More of a big balsa where 50 people can fit if you ask me) and it was moving through the river. But then, we got stuck for like 1 hour. The driver was just new and didn't know how to turn the boat around for us to be able to go back. We were rescued by another boat. haha I was sea sick! Then we went to this cave. It wasn't scary. haha Then we went to see the blood compact thing. Then we went to the souvenir shop...this can't be forgotten. haha Then there. Bohol is actually nice. :) Oh yeah, I was air sick(my ride in the plane made me hilo) and sea sick (the boat ride made me hilo) and land sick (the tricycle ride made me hilo for some reason which I do not know since I always ride the tricycle). So it seems like my trip to Bohol also made me sick. haha

Monday-the suspension

Start the week right -not. I went to school last Monday straight from the airport just to do the magbunot ng makahiya thing. I don't know if it really was a suspension but I think it is. Anyway, we had to fill 1 plastic bag of makahiya and if we talk, we would fill another one. We can't make any noise. We can't even sing or hum a tune. In short, we were deprived to open our mouths. Anyway, I was really really thankful that I got a quite small plastic bag which was brought by Kay. (I love you kay! haha) that's why I got to finish quite early. :) Good thing I didn't black out or whatever since I was already dizzy by the time I went to school and the sun was scorching hot. I was pricked 3 times and it bled. But then I had to continue what I was doing and so, the soil went to my wound. I was actually scared that it would get infected but thank God it didn't. I was wanting to go to the bathroom after I was done so that I can wash my wounded finger but I wasn't allowed. Oh well...if ever it got infected, I'll sue them for that! Sheesh!

Thursday- the open forum

We had an open forum las thursday and if it turned out well, you'll know later. So anyway, the issue of Biney vs. Mina was raised and it took more than half of our time. I don't know if they're okay na. Then the issue of "naiinis ako kay ________ (fill in the blank)" was next. People admitted they were getting pissed off with Chai and Karmin. Actually, I admitted that I was also getting really pissed off with them. But hey, at least I got to tell them. Anyway, it's just that I needed to tell them since my patience (and people know how patient I am) is getting filled up. So there, I just didn't want to errupt suddenly. Believe me, you won't like it when that happens.

Friday-another issue and the auditions

There was another issue which came out after the open forum. It was because Ms. Kathy was included and there were some opinions about her which she didn't like. She didn't want to be our class adviser anymore. Actually, I understand those who said that. You know the feeling when you're pissed of with someone for some reason and you just don't know why? Maybe that's how they felt. (Ms. Leni said it's either because that someone has this trait which you don't have and would like to have or you both have certain traits which you can't change) I feel that way in some people too. I think youth goes through this stage and maybe adults can't remember their youth that's why they can't understand us sometimes. When I start to become like adults, please tell me. Oh like the Little Prince said, youth is luckier than adults. :) Oh yeah, I auditioned for Grumio in The Taming of the Shrew. Ooooh, hope I get in! :)

and today…little mermaid!

We watched The Little Mermaid in Mega mall today. I have to admit that I didn't like the ending at all. Jewel and Christian didn't get together. It was Sapphire and Christian who got together. Darn! And to think that Jewel was reborn pa. I thought that she was reborn for her to be with Christian. And the angels also said that one day, they would be united forever. How can that be when Sapphire and Christian got together na?!?! The ending was also bitin. It ended with Sapphire and Christian's wedding where Jewel attended. And yes, Christian loves Jewel too. WTF?! That is just plain weird. You love someone yet you marry another one?! Ugh! Hate it! I really didn't like the ending!!! Anyway, before we went inside the cinema, Ms. Kathy was there and we were okay na. A lot of people were crying outside the cinema because of that. Haha But it’s good, at least the issue is resolved.

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haha. Sabi sa inyo, ako lang at tanging ako lang ang nakaka-intindi ng ibang nakalagay dito. :)

Naaasar ako. Naaasar ako sa sarili ko. Sabi ko aalis na ko sa lugar ko pero hanggang ngayon nananatili pa rin ako. Natatakot ako na dito na lang ako habang buhay. Pero 'pag naman naiisip ko na aalis na ko, natatakot naman ako na iwan 'yung lugar ko. Iniisip ko, pano na 'yung lugar ko? Sino ang mag-aalaga dito? Aalagaan ba 'to ng ibang tao tulad ng ginawa ko? Hay ewan ko ba…

alam ko...

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