..out of my emotions..

so out of my emotions, ive been writing poems.and i made one again.ive been crying for 3 hours now (and counting).my mom even saw me crying inside the bathroom.=(.hay, never in my life have i been so depressed.*salamat kay monique who im talking to right now*.
TORMENTED
Fearful and distressed,
this is what i have become
my soul, my heart,
suffering from aches
how could you,
who have enraptured me
now give me misery?
peace and solace
suddenly grew into hell and grief
you knew i was fragile
yet you crashed me
falling into reverie,
now i know,
i am your casualty.
anger, hatred, fury, wrath
these emotions taking over me
everytime i breathe
i cant--it hurts
everytime i go up,
you bring me down
is this what makes you happy?
sitting alone, solely
hearing raindrops falling, leaves rustling
tears from my eyes
keep falling down,
rolling down my cheeks..