..ill stop the world and melt with you..

i didnt really find out what actually happened with my template.it seemed like someone tampered with it.so my site was sira yesterday and i had to repeat all over again.DAMN IT!.i needed to go to blogskins and find my skin then go to photobucket, flooble and other sites.it was a waste of time, really.so again, i strained my eyes yesterday until today just to get this site fixed.i finished my 20-hour inernet card for this thing.oh gosh.can i get more pathetic?!.ive been going to different sites.getting this and that.my eyes are actually tired na.and have you noticed, my site became very STARRY.haha.its got lots of stars in it na.i just like stars too much.(NOT star the star the person).gulo!.basta not him.=).hehe.so much for fixing my site.but i guess im just too drawn into doing this thing that i cant help changing things and adding stuff.html is so addictive.its like drugs.haha.well, that is, for me.=).ive been addicted to it ever since we studied it in computer class.=).there.so i guess, i have sir noli to blame.=).haha.anyway, i have decided.yes, you heard (actually, read) that right.THE VERDICT:Go to US just for a vacation and go back here.i dont know if that would be the BEST decision that i made.only time will tell.but, whatever happens, i know i made this decision because i know that this is where "panatag ang loob ko".and i think this would be enough.i dont want to make a decision where i know i am not sure of and where my mind and heart will not be in comfort.for now, i know a lot would think that i did not make a wise choice.but, i know ill have no regrets.whatever happens, happens.and i will face it coz this is what i chose.as i have said, only time can tell.=).