..pised off again!!..

i hate our pc..it just bugged down..wtf?!!?!..hay nako..the reason why i wasn't able to blog yesterday..and im just using the pc sa cafe..argh..the pc will be fixed by monday pa daw..so maybe i wont be able to blog until tomorrow..bad bad..tsk tsk..i hate my pc..dapat dun pinpasagasaan na sa tren..nyhahaha..sheesh!!!..calm down ayeen..calm down..okay..so yesterday..no classes..i was suposed to go to EK..but i didn't go..i was pissed of with my parents xe..they were fighting bout that pa..wtf?!..ayan..i didn't go tuloy..today naman..were supposed to go to futsal training but i didn't go..haha..i dont like eh..pasaway!!hehe..anyways..tomorrow..sunday..wala lang..sunday lang..oh..wansapanataym..japoy's there!!hahaha..ill watch!!..haha..and i guess ill have to study for the long test in bio tomorrow..hahaha..anyways..yesterday..i was planning what to do for summer..hmm..i want to continue my piano lessons..i dunno what just got into me eh..but that's what i want..then im also planing to learn guitar..hehe..maybe ill learn both..i dunno..but i wanna learn piano more..i took lessons when i was grade 2 till grade 5..then i stopped..sayang naman..im gonna continue it!!..i can do this!!aja!!hahaha

..ayos!!..

i forgot to put something yesterday..i asked rach xe if japoy is his brother's frend..then she said yes daw and she also said.."bagay nga kau ni japoy eh!"..nyahaha..ayos!!..i dunno if she's being sarcastic or what..but, i dont care!!haha..anyways..a while a go..we went to the home for the aged..it was tahanan ni maria..grbeh!!..nakakaawa tlga sila..and while we were presenting..i saw them light up..they even danced with us!!..it was nice to see them happy..and knowing that we were the ones who made them happy..even just for a while..i made frends with this lola..her name was lalo janette(not sure of the spelling)..anyways, she was fun to talk to..mabait xa..we were talking about hiram and krystala..hehe..although i dont even watch it..hehe..then there was this one lola..lola maria..she was english speaking but she was masungit..she even called my classmates pulgas!!..hehe..and there was this other lola..lola teodora..she was so funny!!..she said.."grbeh!!ang ggwpo ng mga care giver d2!!"..haha..well, quite true..pero just ONE care giver..name was mike..hehe..the lola even introduced some of my frends to him..hehe..it was fun..at least if you make it fun..i personally had fun there..lola janette said she wants us to come back..=)..anyways..i have this song on my mind..nice one..for those who are..uhmm..broken hearted?!..not really..for those who are about to break up but still never regret the relationxip, even thanking for the memories..=)

Mata
Mojofly

Kamusta na, nandyan ka pa ba
Wala na yatang magagawa kundi tumawa
Nandyan pa ba mga ala-ala
Ang tanging bagay na naiwan sa 'ting dalawa

'wag na paikutin ang isa't isa
Lahat ng bagay ay malinaw na
Hindi na rin kailangan pagpilitan pa
'di mo na kinakailangan pang magsalita

Chorus
Nakita ko na lahat ito
Pinahihiwatig ng mata mo
Salamat na lamang sa iyo

..torete sayo..

this day was just an ordinary day..nothin new happened..except for one thing..my friend..(from another school)..he texted me a while a go..he was thanking me for always being there daw..especially when he becomes this drama king because of sceiy..hehe..and he was telling me that even though we hardly see each other..we made a change in his life..awww..i was touched..=)..so i told him that..that's what friends are for!!=)..maybe it was because of their recollection..they have it now eh..and they're graduating na nga pala..so the more that we'll be seeing less of him and our other friends na..awww..anyways, about 2 years and its our turn to graduate na!!..haha..ill be 3rd yr na next year..maybe we'll just see each other then..anyways, i've got this song stuck in my head right now..

Torete
Moonstar88

Sandali na lang
Maari bang pagbigyan
Aalis na nga
Maaari bang hawakan ang iyong mga kamay
Sana ay maabot ng langit ang iyong mga ngiti
Sana ay masilip

Refrain:
Wag kang mag-alala
Di ko ipipilit sa 'yo
Kahit na lilipad ang isip ko'y torete sa 'yo

Ilang gabi pa nga lang
Nang tayo'y pinagtagpo
Na parang may tumulak
Nanlalamig, nanginginig na ako

Akala ko nung una
May bukas ang ganito
Mabuti pang umiwas
Pero salamat na rin at nagtagpo

Chorus
Torete, torete, torete ako
Torete, torete, torete sa 'yo

Repeat refrain

Torete, torete, torete ako
Torete, torete, torete ako

Repeat chorus

Torete, torete, torete sa'yo

..oh and befor i forget..I LOVE CHRIS TIU!!=)

..crushed out!=)..

got a new crush!!his name is..tan-tananan-tanan!!..CHRISTOPHER JOHN ALANDY TIU!!..he's super cute!!..i saw him na before but i didn't like him..but now..im obssessed!!..i even made a collage a while a go in the cutting board..i dont use it anyway..hehe..then at the back..ill do japoy's naman..=)..hehe..anyways..aside from being "in crush" again..nothing really happned today..the day just started out wrong and i though my whole day would be a total mess..well, i was wrong..again..i always predict the wrong things..especially about what my day would be..but good thing it always turns out to be better..teehee!..a while ago during social studies class..our teacher was telling us what to do when people gossip about you and tell tales..EHEM..that was head shot!!..yeah, she's right..dont mind them na lang..as long as you know that your'e not doin anything wrong..and im not doin nything wrong naman eh..and there will always be KARMA!!..haha..oh and karel told me something awhile ago..just out of the blue she said.."ayeen, magkakatuluyan kayo ni *ano in the future!"..wtf?!..ano daw un?!..why..of all people?!..why?!?!?!..never mind na nga lang!!..anyways..i love chris tiu!!!..i love chris tiu!!..i love chris tiu!!=D

..pissed off..

im soo pissed off!!..my pc just hanged and now its black and white and the sounds are not working!!wtf?!..why does this day seem soo wrong?!..now my day is not bad..its now worse..wonder if it'll get to the worst stage which i was thinking a while a go..sheesh!!

..this day is not actually the worst, it was just bad..

just when i thought that this day would be one of the worst days of my life because..for one..i didn't study for the 2 long tests for today..second, i have to cram for my social project..and third, just the thought of going to school really sucks!!..well, it turned out that it will not be one of the worst days for me..it turned out to be better..but still bad..anyways..the long tests went out fine..the literature long test was easy..i got the tentative score perfect..still hoping that the final score would also be perfect..the social long test..i already git 10 correct answers over ten..so i just need to worry about the essay part..my hatest part!!..there was this question for 10 points about Alexander the great..how he was as a leader, a soldier and a conqueror..ack!!..it was based on the film shown to us..the bad part was that i didn't even watch that film!!..i was doin something else!!..never mind..and another bummer for today..i just learned that this particular teacher of mine was gossiping about me..she was telling things about me to other parents..she told one parent that when her child started being friends with me, she started getting low grades..wat da?!..she even started goin out with me since last year!!..argh..and she told another parent that i was brainwashing people and being a BAD INFLUENCE to them..argh!!..what a bummer!!..anyways..i dont care na..insecure people!!..why the hell are they doin that?!..what did i do ba?!..i guess theyre just jealous..cute xe ako!!sila hindi!!hahaha!

..tsk tsk tsk..

another entry for today..the hercules song (i wont say im in love)..that song..bat parang..wat da?!?!?!..tsk tsk..wats happening?!..*i wont say im in love..i keepn on denying who i am and what im feeling..try to keep it hidden but they see right through me..at least out loud..i wont say im in love*..sheesh!!..

..teehee!!..

guess what?!..i saw my crush a while ago!!..happy!!hehe..he's sooo cute!!..i swear!!..saw him in church..wearing a white shirt and tan shorts..teehee!!..he lives near us!!=)..anyways..this day was sooo..hmm..how do i call it?!..stressful?!..dunno, really..we have two long tests tomorrow..one in social and one in literature..then i have to research this 12% increase in vat and i have to find a congressman's email add..its for our project..we need to email them and tell them not to pass that bill..oh, and we have this filipino project wherein we have to research about the talambuhay of the propagandistas..sheesh!!..what a bummer!!..cant wait for this school year to end and finally have sumer vacation!!Ü..haha..i cant wait to be 3rd year!!..i promised myself that ill do good na when i become 3rd year..coz when i apply for college theyre gonna look at 3rd yr and 4th yr cards..hehe..but now..im too lazy..too lazy to do anything..how many days till summer?!..by the way..last day of classes would be april 1..wat da?!..

..and now it makes me wonder..

oh well..making a new blog..i missed doin this, really..anyways..just yesterday..a whole lot of my friends were depressed..so i was giving them advices and comforting them..as i was doin this..one of them was depressed coz of love..not again!!..anyways..so she told me how she felt..how she loves ds guy who doesnt love her back..and who doesn't have any idea that she loves him..i was surprised though..i had to admit that..i never knew she had this problem..she's not the type..i never knew she was already in love..and was in pain..i didn't know how dramatic this jolly person can be..see what love can do?!..she was telling me how it hurt her so much when this guy would tell her stories about the girl he liked..then it hit me..it REALLY hit me..oh no..if she felt that way..hmm..could i be?!..hmmm..i really dunno..maybe?!..is it possible?!..there's no point denying it..it IS possible..yeah..i admit it..it really is possible..hala..now i dunno..haha..watever..bahala na nga..sheesh!!..wonder what hit me?!..secret!!ill just keep it to myself!!..want a hint?!..hehehe

I Wont say im in love(hercules)

Meg:
If there's a prize for rotten judgement
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history, been there, done that!

Muses:
Who'd'ya think you're kiddin'
He's the Earth and heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, we can see right through you
Girl, ya can't conceal it
We know how ya feel and
Who you're thinking of

Meg:
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no

Muses:
You swoon, you sigh
why deny it, uh-oh

Meg:
It's too cliche
I won't say I'm in love

I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out
Oh

Muses:
You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling
Baby, we're not buying
Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown-up
When ya gonna own up
That ya got, got, got it bad

Meg:
No chance, now way
I won't say it, no, no

Muses:
Give up, give in
Check the grin you're in love

Meg:
This scene won't play,
I won't say I'm in love

Muses:
You're doin flips read our lips
You're in love

Meg:
You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say it

Muses:
Girl, don't be proud
It's O.K. you're in love

Meg:
Oh
At least out loud,
I won't say I'm in love