..last day today!!yipee!..

finally!!.last day of school!.summer na!.yey!.haha.i wasnt able to blog yesterday coz blogspot was having this error or something daw.so aun.hmm,
elections are over.i didnt win.hehe.but its okay.=).i wasnt expecting too much anyway.which helped me.=).uhmm, im just gona run for class president.i even like that position better.haha.=).so there.aside from that, nothing more happened.a while ago, we did nothing.as in nothing.we stayed half day in school and did nothing.very nice.we shouldve stayed at home na lang.argh.people were just playing cards or sleeping.some were even using their phones ng bulgaran!.snd no one seemed to care.so we stayed na lng in the guidance office and read magazines and even slept.there was the turn-over ceremony kanina when the old officers gave this candle to the new officers.hmm, not fun.we wanted to go home so badly that we really didnt care so much.haha.=).i wanna congratulate these people:
SCO for 2005-2006
Lee Miranda-President
Kay Abalos-Vice president
Mikee Arambulo-Secretary
Kristine Latorre-Treasurer
Fides Ocampo-PRO
My friends from CDBS who graduated:
Dosia Reyes-Grade 6
Jolibz Tolibas-4th year
Niqui Perez-4th year
Leonard Reyes-4th year
Ej Salvador-4th year
**congrats ulet sa inyo guys!!.galing galing!=)

so anyway,this has to be the worst end of the school year ever.camille will go back na to canossa.=(.awww.just when we are already close.sheesh!.no more seatmate.=(.no more ballerina who does all the splitting.no more daldalan or eating while discussion is going on.no more bangag.no more "ayeen!!ex!!2long naman!!".no more green apple notebook.no more gtec pilot pens.no more cramming for tests.no more that gurl whom i always tease "ang payat mo!!buto!!kumain ka naman!!" when in fact shes really sexy.no more "shit!taba ko na!i have fats na!" but the truth is she has the flattest stomach.awww, im gona miss this gurl a whole lot!!.=(.*sniff sniff*.sheesh!.now i feel sad.=(.dont worry ex, ill still be here.dalaw ka na lang samin ha!.gala na lang sa summer!!.told you, dont listen to what they say.believe in yourself.they dont see how special you are.we do!=).never forget me ha!.tnx for the friendship and the trust!.dont cry!!.youve cried a lot na.=).alabshu!!.ingatzz lagi!!=)

IM GONNA MISS YOU CAMILLE!! ALABSHU!! TC OLWEIZ!!

here are some pics taken before and awhile ago..



rach, patcha, me and sceiy.=)



karel sleeping in the guidance office.=)



karel agen.this time inside the classroom.=)



this is carlene.also sleeping!haha.=)

..hmm, excited yet scared =/..

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okay, today was kinda tiring and boring.but, at the end of the day, it became fun with a bit of sadness.=(.what we did in the morning was the miting de avance.nothing special about that.after lunch, we did nothing but sleep.we first stayed in the library to cool down and slept there for about an hour and a half.then, by 1 pm, we went back to our classroom and slept again.haha.pretty cool seeing everyone sleeping.=D.karel even slept on top of the cubbyholes near the windows.haha.=).so there.by 3 pm, we went to the gym for the "pamana ni ate".its the 4th year students giving us their goodbyes.awwww.that was kinda sad.they are the first batch of students to graduate from our school.they have been together for 4 years.and now, theyre leaving.awwww.but it was fun.reminiscing the past years.then, 3 bands played.=).ate jessica sang torete while ate chem did the guitar.the sad part was when they were singing all together their song."someone like you" and another song which i forgot the title.a lot of people cried.awwww.sheesh!.anyway, we still have to go to school tomorrow.elections.err :/.i still dont know whom to vote.=/.this will be hard.hope to make the right decision.wish me luck.=).whatever happens, its his will.=).

..i just want to believe in us..

i just want to beleive in us, though you dont.shit.did i just say that?!.errr :/.cant believe myself.is this what happens after a day full of surprises?!.yep, what a day!.it started with a surprise and continued with more surprises.what more can you ask for?!.haha.=).first surprise: the "talk" of the SC with the HS body.we were just told an hour before.we were supposed to have a speech.uhmm, i was cramming and i thought that i would go nuts.next surprise, the nominations.well, i knew it will happen today.BUT, i didnt know ill get elected for vice.=/.i cant believe this.i just find it too fast.first year, i was just class rep.second year, secretary (because sabs made me pilit to run).now, what?!.vp?!.can i do it?!.yes, i think so.it just seems too high.anyway, so the third surprise, after the nominations were done, we had to eliminate the other party.from 3, there were 2 left.ATLAS and SLUMBER.okay, i belong to the ATLAS party.it really doesnt stand for anything.its named atlas from the greek god, atlas.he was the god of endurance.=).SLUMBER party.haha.nice noh?!.well, i forgot what the name of their party meant.hihi.=).but, it has good meaning.=).here's the list of candidates for each party.

ATLAS PARTY

PRESIDENT: Lorraine Montenegro
VICE PRESIDENT:Ayeen Karunungan
SECRETARY: Jade Llamzon
TREASURER: Kristine Latorre
PRO: Fides Ocampo

SLUMBER PARTY

PRESIDENT:Lee Miranda
VICE PRESIDENT:Kay Abalos
SECRETARY: Mikee Arambulo
TREASURER: Mica Labiaga
PRO: Mina Gosiengfiao

okay, wish me luck!.=).im not putting my hopes too high though.=).

..pics koh!!.=)

hmm, ive decided to put my pics na.hihi.=).bare with it.=)



this is my newest pic so far.=)



uhh, ang arte ko ata d2. ^_^ .forgive me.=)



this one was taken a long time ago na.last year pa.=)



with my siblings.=)



i would want to believe that this is my most matinong pic.haha.=)

so there.that's all for now.=).

..just as casper once said, can i keep you?!=)..

aww, casper looks soo cute!.=).haha.so anyway, my day started so right.although i needed to wake up at 4.30 am for the salubong, it was worth it.gabby was there!.=).he was part of the group of sakristan who went with mary.i didnt know sakristans were also going with mary.haha.so anyway, they were there.hmm, i really hope he still knows me.well, i didnt know him before december last year.but i always knew he was familiar and that we became classmates.hehe.i guess he still knows me.I GUESS.oh well, i still remember all of my classmates before.i have good memory.haha.but i only have few communications and connections with some of them.the only people i still have communication/connection with is joseph(we text.just got his # last year from my bro's bday.turns out, his cousin is my bro's classmate!), leonard(i can say were close frends.we met again last 2003 through esmie), gabby(we always see each other and i do remember him!), angela(through friendster and emem.she git my # but never texted.errr :/) and christian(our driver knows their family but we never saw each other again.aww.).hmmm, i wonder where the others are.i wonder what happened to them.its been 10 long years.theyre alreasy goint to college.it was so long ago yet seems like yesterday.=).anyway, its my moms bday today.shes already 43 (right?!.haha).we just went to eat in pancake.=).i dont like the way our internet is working today.its too slow :/.which for some reason reminds me, i watched England's game versus northern ireland.ooh, they were soo good!!.the game ended with a 4-0.=).rooney played really well in that game.=).

..shit (sorry for the word)..

8 + 1=9.yes, the world has gone nuts.everybody is seriously ill.this has gone too far.i cant believe everybody just thinks the same way.bad3p.i was so bad3p awhile ago because of this.why cant people stop thinking of the same thing?!.and why does the other person concerned do not want to help us get out of this?!.argh.if he doesnt care, then i do.the more it makes me bad3p.when will the world understand?!.someday, ill prove them wrong.=).cant wait for that day.haha.=).that would be years from now.good thing joseph texted me.=).made my day better.he knows when he should text.hehe.=).oh yeah,we saw each other last night.he was in the prusisyon.he texted me awhile ago and said that i looked cute.=).hmm, true or not, i dont care.at least heres one person who made me smile.=D.mababaw lang naman ako eh.you can easily make me happy.hehe.anyway, i wanna answer more survey.=).

HAVE YOU EVER....

1. Kissed your cousin: beso-beso.

2. Ran away: wanted to, but never done it.

3. Pictured your crush naked: nope.and i dont think ill ever do that.

4. Skipped school: yeah, but not because i cut class.

5. Broken someone's heart: nope.

6. Been in love: yeah, with shrek.=).seriously, no.

7. Cried when someone died: nope.

8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yeah, japoy.=).

9. Broken a bone: hmm.nope.

10. Done something embarrassing: yep.

11. Lied: yep.

12. Cried in school: yep.sometimes.

WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: oh yeah, pepsi.rach.=).haha.

14. Sprite or 7UP: tastes the same for me.=)

15. Girls or Guys: both.=)

16. Flowers or Candy: candies.u cant eat flowers.but, if ul give me tulips, id rather have the flower.=)

17. Scruff or Clean shaved: whichever looks better for the guy.

18. Blondes or Brunettes: hmm.dunno.

19. !@#$ or Slutty: none.

20. Tall or Short: in the middle.

21. Pants or Shorts: both.dpends.

22. Night or Day: both.

23. What do you notice first: face.=)

24. Last Person You Slow Danced With: i think that was with my dad in one of the weddings we attended before.

25. Worst Question To Ask: i dunno.

HAVE YOU EVER...

26. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: nope.dont have guy best frends.=)

27. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: YUCK.nope.

28. Kissed Two People In The Same Day? yeah, beso-beso.

29. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?: do i look like someone whod do that?!.=/

30. Been Rejected: hmm.as far as i know, not yet.

31. Hated them after it: ..

32. Done Something You Regret? well, only for a short time.i stop regretting it anyway.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

33. You Touched?: i think my brother.

34. You Talked To?: nins.

35. You Hugged?: my brother.

36. You Instant Messaged?: nins.

37. You Kissed? my mom.

38. You Yelled At?: hmm.i dunno.maybe my sis.

39. You Thought About? hmm.=).

40. Who Text Messaged You?: charlie.=)

41. Who Broke Your Heart?: none.

42. Who Told You They Loved You?: family and frends.=)

..firsts, lasts, and current..survey!!=)..

since friendster wouldnt work in my pc and i couldnt answer surveys, ill answer some here.=).i missed doing this.=)

FIRSTS.
>>First best friend: cai-cai!!=).miss her na!=)
>>First car: havent had one pa..=)
>>First date: none pa..heehee
>>First real kiss: from my parents.=).its counted real right?!
>>First break-up: none.havent been in any relationship.
>>First screen name: screen name?!..ahaha.call me ayeen.=)
>>First self purchased album: uhh..wat was that?!.i 4got.haha
>>First funeral: my grandfather's..
>>First pets: that was a mayna..i still remember his name..louie..=)
>>First piercing/tattoo: ears..
>>First credit card: none..
>>First true love: G-O-D.=).aside from him and my family, wala.=)
>>First enemy: ahaha..enemies ko sa alpha.ung mga guys.i remember their names.darwin, mark, leonard..i think gabby din.=)
LASTS.
>>Last cigarette: i do not smoke.i never will.=)
>>Last car ride: a while ago.
>>Last kiss: from anton, my bro.=)
>>Last good cry: hala.long time since i last cried.4got na.=)
>>Last library book checked out: that was an encyclopedia.=)
>>Last movie seen: in HBO.that was andam sandler's film.=)
>>Last beverage drank: mirinda.hehe
>>Last food consumed: shrimp.
>>Last crush: last person i had a crush on?!.gabby ata.=).or was that justin?!.haha.4got.bsta now my biggest crush is still japoy.=)
>>Last phone call: karel called me yesterday because of..uhh..secret..haha
>>Last time showered: a while ago.morning.
>>Last shoes worn: flip flops.=)
>>Last cd played: eheads ata.=)
>>Last item bought: load.w/c lasted for only a day.=(
>>Last annoyance: my sister.hehe.
>>Last disappointment: hmm.i cant think of any.=)
>>Last time wanting to die: i never thought of that.=)
>>Last shirt worn: the shirt im wearing now.it says cagayan with a map on it.haha
>>Last website visited: blogspot, photobucket and xanga.
>>Last word you said: "eh di lagyan muna ng heart.."..hehe..weird noh?!..=)
>>Last song you sang: hmm.lss.love moves in mysterious ways.hehe
>>What Color of underwear are you wearing?: white..
>>What's under your bed?: dust.hehe.and some things which my bro keeps on hiding.
.CURRENT.
>>Current mood: normal.haha.
>>Current music: my sis is singing.yuck.haha
>>Current taste: uhh.sweet.=)
>>Current hair: lugay.=)
>>Current longing: i long to see japoy in flesh.ahaha
>>Current desktop picture: me.=)
>>Current favorite artist: hmm.a lot.
>>Current book(s): last book i read was By The River Piedra, I Sat Down and Wept by Paolo Coelho
>>Current color of toenails: the normal color.haha
>>Current time-wasting wish: to see wat nins and other people see.=).i think its time wasting coz even though i see it, i still wont agree.haha.=)

..good friday today..

_*do you think you can be in love with someone your whole life and never know it until something happens and you see it?*_(Win A Date With Tad Hamilton)

its time to reflect on some things today.=).we went to have bisita iglesia.we were supposed to have it in calauan(did i spell it right?!).the one in the garden.but, it rained.so we just did the 14 stations in churches.it was supposed to be 7 churches.we just went to 4 since it was late na.then, we ate in petron.heehee.gosh.we cant find a place to eat in eh.we couldve eaten in UPLB but we were already in calamba and it was too far.so we ate in the gas station.haha.so what?!.=).hmm, something happened last night.i was chatting with niña.she was insisting something to me.ay nako.tsk tsk.=).she said, "lam mo ayeen, feeling ko, kayo magkakatuluyan!".huh?!.wtf?!.at ako, feeling ko, mali ang feeling niya.haha.i mean, it cant possibly be.right?!.almost everyone has this "feeling" daw.another huh?!.okay, what exactly is happening to them?!.tsk tsk.people around me are seriously ill.=).right nins?!.i think youre seriously ill.=).i think you need proffesional help.haha.joke lang.=).im just blind daw.i cant see.im also manhid.haha.okay, talaga?!.haha.dont waorry nins, cge, ill think about what you said.=).but dont expect me to agree with you.=).teehee.=).here sre some pics taken awhile ago inside the car.=).its all my brother.=)

..c",) heehee..

hmm.just went to mass today.guess who i saw?!.hehe.nope, not the guy i saw yesterday.i saw my former classmate.he was my classmate in grade 1.that was a looong time a go.hes now going to college after summer and im now incoming 3rd year.labo noh?!.we used to be classmates but hes now 2 yrs advanced than me.well, its because i repeated grade 1 and i had grade 7.so there.we werent close before.or at least, thats what i remember.unless i got an amnesia.i find him cute now.=).i mean, he wasnr that cute before.you wouldnt even notice him.its funny how people change.i wonder if he still knows me.i hope he does.=).

..please take me somewhere else..

i wanna get out of this hell.my parents are at war again.used to it.i think i need protective gears for my ears.(it rhymes.haha).seriously, i think ill set one more month and im sure my ear drums will be defective.wtf?!.cant they separate houses NOW?!.id rather have them separated and still have my sense of hearing than have them together and let them scream their lungs out.why of all places, do they have to fight in front of me?!.cant they find another place to have their fights?!.ill give them a boxing arena if they want.no joke.someone please take me somewhere else.somewhere more peaceful.*sings*let there be peace on earth and let it begin with them.so anyway, yesterday's prusisyon was tiring.duh.but it was quite fun.=).i saw someone in yellow shirt.who he is?!.its for me to know and for you to find out!.=).i was also chatting with my friend last night.he's so weird.he was making kwento how he swam with his stiff neck.i imagined him as lassie swimming.haha.how can you swim with a stiff neck?!.haha.how weird this person is.=).*oi peace tayo!*.hehe.oh yeah, just editted my site again.put some counters and new icons.=).oh well, just blog again later.just needed to get the anger out of my nerves.=).

..happy!=)..

ill blog now coz i might not be able to blog later.we have prusisyon eh.so anyways, no classes today!.yey!!.well, i did nothing interesting today.i just watched hbo the whole morning.i watched this movie (cartoon) where adam sandler stars in it and its about a guy who lost his way because of the death of his parents.well, he used to be a nice guy.then he suddenly became this drunkard for 20 yrs.so, the community was trying to help him change.he was given the time to change for the last time or hell be in jail for ten yrs.then theres this old guy named Whitey who's so dedicated to his work.hes so bait.he helps the everyone although no one seems to care.hes already 70 yrs old and all he wants was the patch about being the all star person of the year.it meant a lot to him.having that patch means that people care for him and remember him for his good deeds.he was the one who helped adam sandler change in the movie.although adam was too stubburn and dont show that he cares, he really does.whitey didnt get the award, a billionaire got it.but adam insisted that he should be the one who must get the award and helped the people realize the small things whitey does which they didnt care about.in the end, whitey got what he dreamed of.that patch.you can learn a lot of things from whitey.about doing the simplest things yet being an important person.that living life the way you want it too is very imporatant.money isnt everything.whitey wasnt a rich man, he was actually poor.but everybody liked him.he didnt need money to be respected.=).nice movie.=).so there.ive learned that what i believe in was true.anyway, ive got nothing to do today.except for having to go to mass later and join the prusisyon.hmmm.i wonder if ill see someone later.=).hope so.haha.=).oh yeah, im soo happy!!.isp internet card is now 20 hours!.yeah boi!!.=).haha.okay, im so babaw.hehe.which reminds me, i got so hyper last night.i was chatting pa naman.haha.so i apologize to all my chatmates last night.it was just the effect of chocolate cake which i ate.haha.=)

pag may mahal ka, sabihin mo..malay mo mahal ka rin pala nia..baka magsisi ka pag nagmahal pa siya ng iba..cge, ngiti pa..galingan mo pagtago ng sakit ha?!..

..pics!!..

these were taken intrams namin..just posted it now..hehe..




hmmm..me, nicole, patcha, kay and sceiy!=)




kami ulet! this time with mikee..from top-bottom left-right..mikee, me, kayie, nicole, sceiy and patcha.=)


this was taken yesterday naman..after school..=)




chai and jalvin!!=)

..im a chocolate ice cream!!=)..

Your Icecream Flavour is...Chocolate!

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..my teeth still hurts =(..

we did nothing in school nanaman.we just had recollection.no use.it was not that good either.verrrry boring.during breaks we played with our guitars.sceiy taught us.hehe.now i can play 214's intro and verses!!.yipee!!.i need to practice the chorus.i cant get it pa.hehe..and the Bm chord.my fingers are tired na nga eh.(but im still chatting..heehee).anyways, i also went to the dentist awhile a go and my teeth still hurts.the dentist changed the wire (she made it thicker) and she tightened my braces.the wire wouldnt even fit in the thing where it should be.so the wire was stuck outside my mouth.unluckily, there was this guy who saw me.turns out, he was the son of my dad's frend pala.wow.very nice.very very nice.hes cute pa naman.=).hehe.i dont know how i looked at that time.i must be looking weird.stupid wire!!.anyways, oh ya, what a wonderful world!!heehee.found out that i have connections to all of my crushes.=). #1=kay-kay's frend-stephen.#2=miki-miki's ate-the twins!.#3=rach-rach's kuya-japoy!!.ha!!.even japoy whom i thought was too impossible for me to have any connection now seems possible.although, just a bit.but who cares?!.=)

..how to make me!..

How to make a ayeen

Ingredients: 1 part friendliness 5 parts courage 3 parts energy

Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add lovability to taste! Do not overindulge!

Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

..boooring..

very boring day.we still needed to go to school but we didnt do anything.we just had confession and cleaned the classroom.we collected dust and hair which doesnt seem to get ubos no matter how long you sweep the floor.very annoying.i got my bio and social grades for the exams.i got 91.86% in bio and 92.7% in social.not bad after all.tomorrow, il bring my guitar to school so that i can ask sceiy to help me out.and also so that i can do something more productive.i just noticed that i wanted to be more productive these days.which i think is a good thing.=).i wanna see my math grade sana.but maybe ill get shocked.no, maybe ill not get shocked.ill fail.didnt finish statistics.im bored.obviously.oh yeah, sco election is gonna be next week na.will i run?.no, wag na lang kaya.hmmm, ill think about it.depends, if someone forces me to run this year.like what happened last year.which i think i was just lucky enough to win.hehe.pure luck.=).

..pacquaio lost!!..

yeah, he did.i watched his match a while ago.awwwww.anyways, we still have classes tomorrow.DARN.i wonder what were supposed to do tomorrow.exams are done.we have been cleared.wats the use of goin to school?!.but sadly, we have to.we went to church today.the gospel was soooo long.the mass started at 6 pm and the gospel just ended at 7.45 pm.i dont know how many times ive changed my position while standing up.all i know is, my feet hurt.at least it didnt hurt as much as it did yesterday after playing soccer.i forgot how many times i tried the volley kick.i didnt even pay much attention to tne gospel :|.okay, that sounds off but, it was really boring.anyways, today is one of my most unproductive day.i didnt do anything.maybe except for watching tv.which reminds me, i eatched soccer awhile ago.that was arsenal versus another team which i forgot the name.arsenal won 1-0.a lot from their team got injured.the other team had lots of yellow card.hahaha.anyways, i was thinking wat to do this summer.ive decided to have: futsal, piano lessons, guitar(if esmie would be available), summer job.wat else?!.i want more things for me to do.=).i want my summer to be productive =).was that me who just said that?!.ha! for the first time, i actually wanted something good to happen for my summer.whic i think is good.=)


True
Ryan Cabrera

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me

you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i'ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you meant me!

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
the way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true


you, who passed by me..made me an angel that no one could see!=)

..currently tired..

just went home from the soccer game versus the irri people..they were older than us..much older, they are already working..score:0-0..draw..again..but its okay, they had an advantage naman eh..awhile ago..when we were practicing on our own pa..i was the goaly (khit na long time no practice na ko..hehe)..then all the players were literaly on the other end of the field..no one was left on the other side but me..tapos there was this korean guy from westgrove who was also playing..lumapit xa tapos sbi nia.."i wanna be a goal keeper too!"..aba..may accent pa un ng korean!!..hahaha..at first i cant even understand what he was trying to say..pero i got it na rin..nyahaha..wala lang..he was funny..hehehe..tapos, the exams..math was HARD..we were already given 2 hours but it still wasnt enough..and another good thing happened..VERY GOOD THING..my calculator just hanged in the middle of my calculation for statistics..nice..i did it manualy na lang..although it was sooo long..i never got to finish it..i only got the median..sheesh!!..now i know numbers and i can never be friends..just when i thought math would be easy..ugh..ill fail statistics for sure..anyhow..lets rejoice na lang!!last day of regular school!!weeeeee!!!=)..the first picture was taken a while a go..liobans!!=)..the socend pic..thats mica!!..alaga koh!!=)




Yr. II-St. Lioba..=)




si mica!!cute cute!!=)


lyrics of Nahuhulog by Sandwhich

Kapit, nakakalula na
Wala nang masabitan
Lapit, nakapagtataka
Wala nang makapitan

Ako ay nahuhulog sa 'yo

Kapit, lumalayo ka ba
Hindi ko na masabi
Hapit, tumutulin yata
Baka ano mangyari

Ako ay nahuhulog sa 'yo

Unti-unting bumibilis
Mga kamay namamawis
>Nauubusan ng lakas
Paano kaya maliligtas

..pics!!..

here are some pics!!..




hmmm..fingers ko!!haha..




bears ko!!=)

..huwag kang matakot, di kita pababayaan kailanman!!..

okay, my mom already fixed everything in school..other parents came too and yes, they complained..our HS principal cant do anything..haha..and my mom also talked to our adviser in front of our HS principal..she was denying wat she did..ha!..bhala xa..hehe..oh yeah, merit card will not be taken daw..yipee!!..Sr. Ida was just kinda disapointed daw in me cause im a part of the student council daw and i didnt even tell her na we are already being stressed out and stuff..eh they dont even listen to us and they dont even call for meetings, how can the student coincil act on that?!..anyways, tests today were not really hard..just got some mental block..tomorrow's test would be math, health and computer..math wil be quite hard..statistics and algebra (radicals and graphs)..well have to take it for 2 hours..i wonder if that will fit..which i hope it does..health is just about pre-marital sex and abortion, its effects, and knowing when youre ready for it (which is after marriage)..easy enough, just about your morals and what we really believe in..and computer..just html coding..that would be easy too..though i still have to memorize some tags..tomorrow's last day of exams!!..yey!!..well have futsal practice game versus the UPLB people..from iri daw eh..they were the ones who wanted to practice with us..nyek!!..we played with them in one of the tournaments held last year in UPLB..they were so brutal!!..a lot of people got injured in our team when we played against them..i remember gabby's arm being fractured..i think it was nike's ankle which got hurt..erika's knees din ata..and yes, my face..hahaha..a player kicked the ball in front of me which flew and landed flat on my face!!=0..hahaha..that time, my braces were just new so my lips started to bleed and the skin went out..gross!!hehehe..i just hope the same thing wont happen again..got a new nice song here..well, its not new..but, just got into me lately eh..its Huwag Kang Matakot by Eraserheads..=)

Huwag Kang Matakot
Eraserheads

Huwag kang matakot
'Di mo ba alam nandito lang ako
Sa iyong tabi
'Di kita pababayaan kailan man
At kung ikaw ay mahulog sa bangin
Ay sasaluhin kita

CHORUS:
Huwag kang matakot na matulog mag-isa
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot na umibig at lumuha
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot

Huwag kang matakot
Dahil ang buhay mo'y walang katapusan
Makapangyarihan ang pag-ibig
Na hawak mo sa iyong kamay
Ikaw ang Diyos at hari ng iyong mundo
Matakot sila sa 'yo
CHORUS:
Huwag kang matakot na matulog mag-isa
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot na umibig at lumuha
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot na magmukhang tanga
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot sa hindi mo pa makita
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot
Aahhhah

CHORUS:
Huwag kang matakot na matulog mag-isa
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot na umibig at lumuha
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot

Huwag kang matakot (huwag kang matakot)
'Di kita pababayaan kailan man
(Repeat till fade)

..annoying..

TODAY IS A F****** DAY.besides from the quarterly tests, those people who were absent yesterday were called by the HS principal..yes, sad to say, we did something wrong..its now wrong to be absent in order for you to prepare for exams.ARGH.wat the?!..weve been dishonest DAW..wats dishonesty in that?!..i just can't see their point..they dont even listen to us..theyre going to take me out of the merit awardees.WHO CARES?!.i dont even care about being one..they just give that small piece of paper saying that youre a merit awardee.I DONT EVEN GIVE A DAMN.take me out of the list forever if they want to..i didnt do anything wrong, for goodness sake!.theyre a bunch of pathetic people.we were disgracing daw the school's name.blah blah.being absent means disgracing the school's name?!.holy s***!.we were supposed to review daw in school lang..we were given time DAW.WE WERE NOT.we even had long tests the day before exams..they even gave a SURPRISE LONG TEST in Filipino..wtf?!.no one even passed.DUH?!..surprised long test?!..are they insane?!..who would pass a surprised long test?!..wtf?!..they gave the absent people 0 in speech long test, tle quiz and filipino long test..they gave those who were present +5 in math exams..+3 in biology exams and + grade in homeroom.how ufair can they get?.i hate this day..i just want it to end..oh yeah, they called for our parents.because we were absent for a day.my parents didnt get mad at me..they were mad at the school(haha!)..oh, one more thing..i feel for you mikee =(..she's a merit awardee too and she's really good..now theyre taking away her merit because of this stupid thing..how nice..here's the list of exams..

1. Biology
2. TLE
3. Social
4. Panitikan

5. CLE
6. Grammar
7. Speech
8. Literature
9. Wika
10. Math (algebra and statistics)
11. Health
12. Computer

4 gone..8 to go..again, wish me luck..

..i think my all my braincells are gone..

yes, i think so..ive been studying from 9 am with just an hour of sleep as my rest..ive only finished biology and social(at least i think so)..2 more subjects and guess what?!..i forgot what the other subject is and i left my notes for panitikan.NICE.good thing the notes are just about the panahon ng kastila..at least ill be able to study 80% of the lesson..oh yeah, the other subject..ill have to ask other people for it pa.ugh.biology was quite easy to study for..it was just long..i hate social..my hatest subject..its history of the world.YUCK.i hate it..there are tons of names and i get them all mixed up..i hate history and ill never be able to like it..why study about the aztecs and incas?!..greece and rome?!..sparta and athens?!..julius ceasar and alexander the great?!..how about darius, xerxes, leonidas, phidippides and themosticles?!.WTF?!.i wont need it in the future!..hope i can get through this thing..after tomorrows exams, ill be rejoicing..wish me luck..

..hell week..

this week is hell week!!..i swear hell is a better place to be in..or maybe im just exaggerating..but, whatever..exams will start a day from now and i haven't even started studying..ill just be absent tomorrow..im in need of studying..our tests on thursday would be biology, social, panitikan and another subject which i forgot..sheesh!!..biology and social together?!..wtf?!..anyways, there's no point complaining..as if i can change the sched..argh..

Secret Love
Jojo

Boy youre so hard to believe
Boy youre so hard to believe

[Verse 1:]
Just a friend
Thats all Ive ever been to you
Oh just a girl
Who wants to be the center of your world
But I aint got much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess thats not enough
For you to notice me
Im just a girl
And I guess thats all Ill ever be to you
To you

[Chorus:]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh
You dont know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesnt even know
My secret love

[Verse 2:]
In my dreams
I see us both together constantly
Why cant you see
This love thats here for you inside of me
Ohhh
What do I have to do
For you to notice this
You look at her with love
With me its just friendship
Im just your girl
And I guess thats all Ill ever be to you
To you

[Chorus:]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh
you dont know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesnt even know
My secret love

[Bridge:]
What do you see in her
You dont see in me (dont see in me)
Boy youre so hard to believe
Why do you show her love
But theres none for me
Boy you dont make sense to me
Cause I dont have much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess thats not enough
For you to notice me
Im just your girl
And I guess thats all Ill ever be to you
To you

[Chorus:]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok (everything aint ok)
But ohh
you dont know how it feels to be so in love (so in love with you baby)
With someone who doesnt even know
My secret love

Boy youre so hard to believe

..sometimes, i wonder...

whats with the title?!..la lang..as it says, sometimes, i just wonder..=)..anyways, we really didn't do anything today..we had no classes..a day full of activities..well, half of the day at least..the rest of the day, we practically did nothing..well maybe except for having to xerox some notes nad poems..so i had to say that the day was not really boing yet not that exciting..gulo noh?!..oh yeah, rach wants us to go to her bday daw and she wants us to be introduced to boboy!!haha..cant w8!!=)..and if japoy has no class that day..i migh bt able to see him!!=)..that is if he would go to rach's house..which i hope he does..=)..okay, im getting too excited about these things..hehe..how cant i?!..imagine..boboy and japoy?!..okay, calm down ayeen..hehe..oh yeah..ill have to lessen my time in front of my pc na..huhu..=(..starting today until friday..exams are nearing na xe eh and ill have to start studying seriously na..haay, i really wanna end this school year!!..i hate this..why cant the school year end without having to take tests?!..oh well..as if i can do something about it..here's the lyrics of weak..

Weak
Jojo/Freestyle

[VERSE 1:]
I don't know what it is that you've done to me
But it's caused me to act in such a crazy way
Whatever it is that you do when you do what you're doing
It's a feeling that I want to stay
'Cuz my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of lovin' you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, you

[CHORUS:]
I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak, I lose all control
Then somethin' takes over me
In a daze, your love's so amazing
It's not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak

[VERSE 2:]
Time after time after time I've tried to fight it
But your love is strong, it keeps on holdin' on
Resistance is down when you're around, pride's fading
In my condition I don't want to be alone
'Cuz my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of lovin' you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, you

[CHORUS]

[BRIDGE:]
I've tried hard to fight it
No way can I deny it
Your love's so sweet
It knocks me off my feet

[CHORUS]

[BRIDGE 2:]
I get so weak
Blood starts racing through my veins
I get so weak
Boy it's somethin' I can't explain
I get so weak
Somethin' 'bout the way you do the things you're do-oo-oo-in'
Knocks me right off of my feet (off my feet)
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak (I get so)

[CHORUS TO FADE]

..i need to start sudying..

yes, i NEED to start..NOW!!..but, i haven't even started..i dont even have complete notes..waaaa!!..ill fix everything on monday..ill copy pointers and ill xerox the stories and poems..which reminds me, i still need to find the synopsis of to kill a mockingbird since i have not finished reading it..i actually stopped on page 27!..it was so boring xe..then i found out it's included in our exams in Literature..ugh..very bad!!..i want the exams to end..but of course, i need to study first..this is getting bad..i hate it..ill have to start being serious if want to end this school year right..which means, having to study more and lessen my time online..which sucks..=/ ill just blog more later, if i got the time..

..googlism!!..

okay, just for fun!!..lets find out who i am!!=)

Ayeen..
>ayeen is presently enrolled in the house for early learners
>ayeen is the letter meaning sight and insight

Renee..
>renee is vanity fair 2002
>renee is an anti
>renee is cozy with george (hu the hell is george?!)
>renee is out of business
>renee is crying (am i?!..no im not!!)
>renee is so cute when she gets out of the shower (i know!!=)haha)
>renee is crying mp3 @ mp3raid
>renee is a great trader
>renee is 'lovely (thanks!!hehe)
>renee is back
>renee is currently in a testing phase
>renee is a column for everyday people who want to ask everyday questions (true!!)
>renee is one of the most perceptive people i've ever had contact with online (oh yeah!!)
>renee is a straight shooter and i always like chatting with her (really?!)
>renee is an active member of the louisiana legislative women's caucus (the what?!)
>renee is such a treat to discover (^_^)
>renee is a certified natural childbirth educator of the bradley method® of childbirth (where?!)
>renee is so cute when she gets out of the shower likwid 12/31/2001
>renee is fourteen" (huh?!)
>renee is fourteen" word music (what?!)
>renee is shocked (yes i am..with these things..)
>renee is examined by dr
>renee is an upper jurassic reservoir
>renee is ready for her next challenge
>renee is crying direct url
>renee is not the person you need (ul miss half of ur life if u dont need me!!)
>renee is a principal of rowles & company and serves as manager of the salisbury office (i do?!)
>renee is also developing an online relationship university in alliance with digital education corporation (what!?)
>renee is speaking what powerful women really want these days (oh yeah!!..its women's month!!)
>renee is a creative type who loves her work and enjoys directing plays at the university (i do!!=D)
>renee is 2 now (huh?!)
>renee is the greatest actress ever (gee, thanks!!)
>renee is once again putting pen to paper; however (im about to..)
>renee is an adult (not yet..=))
>renee is a practical
>renee is a prolific writer (am i?!)
>renee is only one of two teachers in minnesota to receive the award
>renee is our third child (im first!)
>renee is all class
>renee is a 1989 graduate of lunenburg high school and a 1993 graduate of umass lowell in lowell (i was just born in 1989)
>renee is gone (still here! *knocks on wood*)
>renee is a national board certified teacher in adolescent/young adolescent english language arts (ooohh..)
>renee is a minnesota board of teaching member
>renee is currently pursuing graduate studies towards a masters degree in recreation management from the university of wisconsin
>renee is an angel with such a sweet voice & easy to talk to (thnx!!=D)
>renee is heard in homes
>renee is a veteran of the 96 (im not!!)
>renee is our first the gap personalitity to be featured here
>renee is perceptive
>renee is showing no signs of slowing down (oh no!)
>renee is a friend of mine who has a very wide variance in personality
>renee is also the director of volunteers and is responsible for coordinating volunteers for the various tradeshows and other events that the foundation attends
>renee is also the web mistress of "rockin' with richie sambora unofficial online fan club"
>renee is a member of the chris isaak web ring
>renee is the daughter of alex and karen larson of warren (of whom?!so, im adopted?!..haha)
>renee is the first person account of a young jewish child who witnesses the chilling events in france during the
>renee is a real estate agent that is known in the community of point pleasant beach for their dedicated client service
>renee is tired of raj'el's cryptic messages and is determined to leave
>renee is a character from the tv show "earth final conflict"
>renee is tremendously accomplished composing as much as she's playing
>renee is walking home from work she runs into a man
>renee is a cgfm (a what!?!)
>renee is awake during the procedure
>renee is my third daughter (first nga eh!!)
>renee is doris and i'm basically the tony randall character
>renee is so cute (oh yeah!!)
>renee is attending college and hopes to become a spanish teacher (i actually hate spanish, w/c reminds me..i took up spanish when i was in grade 4 and 5..ugh)
>renee is a boutique owner in beverly hills
>renee is a bright
>renee is working as a sound technician and studio engineer
>renee is jewish and from brooklyn
>renee is an album of subtle charms and obvious pleasures
>renee is a compassionate young lady who likes to be close to people and have lots of friends (yes!!)
>renee is an animal care giver along with pam and jan
>renee is the president and creator of the wright workout group
>renee is currently living and writing in northern california
>renee is in providing whatever maggie needs (chai!!maggie daw?!..haha)
>renee is always trying to find creative (yes!!)
>renee is a graduate of indiana university and has graduated from a postgraduate program in computer programming at the university of denver
renee is a real estate agent that is known in the community of plymouth for their dedicated client service
>renee is very much like this
>renee is 15 jaar en ze hebben elkaar bij een voetbal wedstrijd ontmoet (i didnt understand a thing..but yes, im 15 y/o)
>renee is a cuddle baby (awww)
>renee is responsible for writing new systems or making changes to existing systems
>renee is a real estate agent that is known in the community of winter haven for their dedicated client service
>renee is a new face around the center
>renee is an entrepreneur
>renee is also described as very athletic
>renee is a member of the american college of sports medicine
>renee is deeply involved in almost all taelon/human co
>renee is originally from indiana and has always been active in either dance or weight training
>renee is about to give her (my what?!)
>renee is always among my top choices (really?!..tnx!!)

okay, that was a lot!!=)

..dunno wats happening..

okay, i cant seem to see my blogs posted at my site..and i dunno why..ugh..this sucks..camille went here na a while a go and we studied math..well, kinda..we just studied for an hour and then i helped her make her blog..after she wehnt home, our family that is,if you can still call it a family, went out and ate for my sis bday..i just dunno wats happening with us..the more my parents try to solve their problems, the more it gets worst..and yeah, it means getting worst per minute..i hate it..i hate how they fight about those petty things..i hate how they scream their lungs out to each other in front of us..i hate it when they try to show theyr'e okay when theyr'e not..i just simply hate our situation right now..i wanna get out of here..someone please take me out of this house..=|

..im 17 at heart!=)..

You Are 17 Years Old

17 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

..wala lang..hehe..

Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

..haaaayyyy...

hay nako!!..i was supposed to change my skin pero..ewan!!..back to the old skin nlng ako..hehehe..anyways..busy day tomorrow..ill have to tutor my classm8 in math..hay..then well go pa to ATC..it's my sis bday xe..how can i study for the exams?!?!..waaa!!..oh well..bhla na si lord..hehe..ayun..wat did we do ba today?!..nothing naman..ordinary day..wasn't able to watch full house..=(..haha..babaw..anyways..ill just blog again tomorrow..=)

..talo real madrid!!( -.-)..

hala..they lost!!..okay, jeremy just told me that..pero, sad naman..si beckham..huhu..anyways..just finished my autobiography for the ela project..oh yeah..i had a nice day..somewhat boring nga lang..most of our teachers were out..so we only had 3 subjects!!=)..hehe..actually, we really didnt do anything...math, just statistics..bio, ip defense..we used cle for math din..so..wala lang..hehe..anyways..nothing really happened..here's the lyrics of Balisong by rivermaya..currently feeling this song..wonder why?!..

Balisong-Rivermaya

Your face lights up the sky on the highway.
Someday, you'll share your world with me someday.
You mesmerize me with diamond eyes;
I try to fool myself to think I'll be alright.
But I am losing all control -
My mind, my heart, my body and my soul

Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody's made me feel this way before;
You're everything I wanted and more.

To speak or not to; where to begin.
Your great dilemmas I'm finding myself in.
For all I know you only see me as a friend.
I try to tell myself wake up fool; this fairy tale's got to end.

Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody's made me feel this way before;
You're everything I wanted (more) (Repeat 2x)

You're everything I wanted

..stressed..AGAIN!!..

okay, so im stressed..again!!..we had futsal training today..actually, we just played the whole time..anyways, there were also these students from our neighbor school (cdbs) who went there and interviewed us. it's for their thesis daw..hmm..oh yeah, a while ago..mela told me about her dream..haha..i like her dream!!..it was about japoy and me..=)..we were on a bus daw..going to baguio for some reason..then mela sat beside japoy and i sat in front of them..japoy doesn't know us daw..but when mela explored his phone, she saw our pics!!..and guess what?!..i had a solo pic daw in his phone!!!=D..then mela asked him if she could sleep in his lap..eh japoy didn't want to let her..so he got a pillow instead and gave it to mela..then japoy and i went together..haha..okay, ang babaw ko na!!haha..ayos lang yan!!..*a girl can dream*..hahaha..anyways..i have to do a lot of things pa pala..i have to do my autobiography pa..sheesh!!..nakakatamad..lagi naman ako tamad..hehe..so there..i guess ill have to start doing my projects na..

..sheesh!!..

okay..i haven't wriiten my blog for..2 days..why?!..my computer just bugged down..AGAIN!!..argh!!..i hate this pc..dapat ata d2 eh pasagasaan na sa tren!!..grr..anyways..these past few days have been busy..clearance week na rin xe..haayy..im not yet done with the Filipino project pa nga eh..so im gonna do it now na..and..yeah..im stressed out..nakakainis!!..im too young to be this stressd out!!haha..anyways..ill just leave it here..ill just blog later if i have the time..=)

...?!...

okay..i dunno wat title to put..hehe..anyways..i wasn't able to blog yesterday..i was supposed to blog late at night pero i NEEDED to watch something..which is full house and stairway to heaven..haha..mga kabaduyan ko!!haha..anyways..so yesterday..what did we do ba?!..ahhh..the ip defense..hihi..it was good..we made good palusot..haha..i think we defended our ip well..lahat naman ng questions we were able to answer..sooo..i guess it was good enough..kaya lang we were deducted 5 points xe we were supposed to defend earlier..eh we weren't able to print the hard copy..so one day late kami..sheesh!!..sayang tlga!!..anyways..what is done is done..hmmm..today naman..we have futsal training..pero im not going..i have to do the 12 talambuhays of the propagandista to be passe don wednesday na..im only done with two eh..so wish me luck..hehe..i only found 7 palang..so 5 more..waaaaa!!!..oh, and i'll but kitchi nadal's cd later..=)

..stressed out..

okay..this day was sooo stressful..i duno why..im just always stressed out this past few days..maybe just because the school year is nearly ending and requirements are still a lot..which reminds me..i have to reasearch about the 12 talambuhay of the propagandistas..sheesh!!..nakaka ewan toh..and a while a go..we had to our bulletin board..grbeh!!..we were all pressured!!..haay..and we had this long test in math about radicals..it was fine naman..quite easy..i wanna have summer na!!!..hmm..29 more days?!..wow..still a lot..exams would be on march 17-19..but we still have to go back to school and the school year is going to end april 1 pa..sheesh!!..matagal-tagal pa un..anyways..29 days will be going past us fast naman eh..i hope so..i can't wait for summer..hehe..i think everyone's excited naman for summer eh..imagine, after summer, i'm already 3rd year?!?!?!..ang bilis!!hehe..im pissed with yahoo..ayaw mag-install nung ym ko..grrr..bagal pa nung yahoo..arg..anyways..oohh..i have to do the computer pa pala!!!oh noooooo!!!

..yipee!!..

yey!!at last!!..our pc is already fixed!!..wow!!..after 4 days of agony without internet..sheesh!!anyways..im sooo tired..just got home eh..from the futsal training..i feel so stressed out!!..anyways..il just blog again tomorrow..really tired today..oh, its our ip defense tom..pray for us..=)