what's with HP?!

Yeah, what's with Harry Potter?! Some people look at Harry Potter as something which must NOT be read by Catholics and Christians because it "ruins" the faith. Huh?! C'mon, what's with that?! Harry Potter does not at all ruin any faith. It's not something bad. Yes, it's a story with witchcraft and wizardry but there's more to that. Besides, Harry Potter is a FICTION. Duh. The book is not real. The spells and all those things are pure imagination, all of which are product of the mind, specifically JK Rowling's mind. If Harry Potter is "bad" because of this, then should fairytales be banned too? Harry Potter is not the first book written about sorcery and magic. A lot of fairytales we grew with are also filled with magic and that's why we love it. What's the difference? Okay, maybe there are differences. For one, in fairytales we see more of the good than the bad while in Harry Potter, we see darker things. Second, fairytales would always have happy endings while in Harry Potter, it seems that when a book ends, Voldemort just becomes stronger. But these things are which happen in real life and that's why Harry Potter books are for the more grown-up people. Why do we like Harry Potter? Because we can relate to him as he grows up. We share his angst and feelings. We share his problems and the difficulties he has in school, in life and even with his friends. We knew the feeling he felt when he had a crush on Cho. We knew how he felt when he had his first love. Sometimes, like Harry, we cannot find love in our own homes. We find it easy to relate to him because we too, are teenagers. Those people who have something against HP, think and read between the lines. Voldemort can be a representation of what in the real world are problems. Problems which are too big, we fear to face but we know we have too. There's more to what just we read. Harry Potter is a book which teaches us a lot of values. It teaches us courage and strength on facing our difficulties. It teaches us how to value friendship. It teaches us that in every decision, we can make a difference. Most importantly, it teaches us the value of love. Really, there's no need to fuss over Harry Potter. There are even more books which directly opposes the faith (like the Da Vinci Code and Angels and Demons). But still, all of these things are fictional. If we have a strong faith, it wouldn't be ruined by some fictional books. Right?!

Harry Potter is a fairytale for grown-ups, a more matured book. But all the same, we enjoy seeing how good triumphs over evil just like how Cinderella wore her glass slippers and got her happy ending.

movie making

Okay, we are supposed to make a 30-minute movie for History. Uhm, how are we supposed to do that?! I don't know. Anyway, Karina and I talked awhile ago and we said we would make an animation film instead. Again, how are we going to do that?! I still don't know. But Karina does. haha Well, I have an idea on how to do such thing but I haven't really done anything like that. I think we're going to do it on Macromedia Flash Player. I'm going to her house this Friday and Tuesday and I hope this works. It's a long test dude! God, help us. Woohoo! Aja!

confused and frustrated

I had a chat with Mikee earlier and she told me she was confused of all our schoolworks. Believe me, if she's confused then I'm more confused and frustrated as well. I mean, Mikee's right, it's our Christmas break which doesn't even feel like a break. There's just too much stuff to do and I don't know where to start. I've never been so disorganized! Argh! I'm hating it! And yes, I think I'm actually failing Geom! Damn it! I have a really, really low score on my long test and my quizzes are low too. And no, I am not being sarcastic. The only way to make up is to mkae good on my periodical test (which would seem impossible. grr). Oh and not to mention that my Chem's doing bad too. God, what is wrong with me?! I've been too lazy this past month. I know I have to make up for the mess I've done. I don't know why but sometimes, I just find myself getting tired from all the expectations I have to meet (and they're really high). But then, I myself get frustrated when I don't do my best and I know I have not been doing my best. I want to be the organized me again. I want to be the what-used-to-be-responsible me. I am so fucked up. pssss. Never mind. I know I'll get over this. I'm being stupid and this has to stop. God, help me.

on the brighter side

I've been seeing Japoy! haha Of course not personally but I've been seeing him on certain shows. haha I saw him on Badminton Extreme the other day. Yeahboi! He showed his kicks and he was just so good at it! Then he played badminton with the Asuncions (of course he had no make up). He was sweaty and since he had no make up, you could see his pimples. haha But I don't care, he's still cute for me. haha Anyway, I wish I could watch him on more shows. harhar

my wish

I know, it's a bit too late for my wish list but better late than never, right? Actually, I don't have any wish list but I do have a wish. Only one wish which I know that if granted a lot of things would change for the better. I wish that everyone will learn to love each other. I know, it sounds cliche. But then, believe it or not, this is my wish. It seems simple but why is it so hard to do? This Christmas has been different from all my other Christmases. It's this Christmas when I just didn't feel the Christmas spirit. There's just too much going on around me. I'm just so sick and tired of all these stupid stories I here everywhere. God, I'd want them to stop for a second and start appreciating Jesus' birth for Heaven's sake! Anyway, so much for that. I just think that our world really lacks love. If there's love, would there be children longing for love and attention? If there's love, would there be broken relationships? If there's love, would people be so diverse? You know, we just tend to close our hearts at times. Every single one of us makes a barrier in our hearts and we only choose who we let in. The thing is, we have to show love for everyone. We have to let everyone in our hearts and love them. Who knows, maybe that one person whom we chose to close our hearts to is that same person who just needs a little hug to make him/her happy? There's too much love we can give and let's make the best out of it by giving it to each and every person on earth. I hope that we would learn to love everyone not just on Christmas day but everyday in our lives. Alright?!

Let's start giving love and the love which will be reciprocated to us will be more than what we have given.

new lay-out

Yep, I've got a new lay-out! Yay! haha Okay, the skin was NOT made by me. I'm just too lazy to explore Adobe Photoshop yet. Maybe I'm going to start making my own skins when I'm not lazy to do so. haha So anyway, this is my new lay-out. I think it's nice. :) Although, I can't seem to put that blogger navigation bar out of the screen. Argh. It's blocking my header. Amf. Anyway, I'll find a way to fix that one later.

surveys

I've been answering surveys from Tickle.com and they're cool. haha It tells you who you really are. Here are some results I got:

Ayeen, your most unique quality is that you're unusually Personable

You come to life when you're around others and are a real “people person.” You're also a natural leader and are able to maneuver difficult personal situations with ease and tact. You're on the ball, assertive, and have energy to carry out your best ideas. Not to mention the fact that people just enjoy being around you. Compared to others who are outgoing, you have an unusually warm nature. Only 1.6% of all test takers have this unique combination of personality strengths.


Ayeen, you're a Romance Middle High!

Romance
Although you're a sucker for romance, you'll probably cut a guy some slack even if he doesn't constantly pamper you with gifts and affection. You crave passion in your relationships, so you want a guy who can (and will) express his deepest feelings for you through his actions. Someone like Richard Gere or George Clooney, perhaps? But you know that men aren't very romantic, so you're willing to lower your standards in this area if need be. Chances are you're willing to stick around once the courting period ends, though it's still very important that your guy occasionally dote upon you. Your realistic-yet-hopeful outlook will guarantee you a good catch!

Maturity
Love might be a serious game, but it should still be fun. Too much sophistication can kill the romance. But we didn't have to tell you that. It sounds like you always go for the kind of guy who knows how to cut loose and just be himself. Practicality and maturity are respectable qualities, sure, and no man should be completely without them, but they've never been high on your list of important ingredients for an exciting night out. Based on your answers, we think your perfect guy — someone like Jerry Seinfeld or Cuba Gooding Jr., perhaps? — should know how to have a great time without acting too childish or outrageous. Whether he adds a little bit of danger to your life or just has a great sense of humor, your ideal man would still be young enough at heart to let the kid in him emerge.

Lifestyle
Love doesn't come cheap, but it doesn't have to be all that expensive, either. It sounds like you're not very concerned about your ideal man's financial situation. Of course, we all dream of living well, but it's a mistake to mix your expectations of love with your hopes for a first-class lifestyle. Based on your answers, it seems like money isn't a real romantic concern for you. On the airplane of love, you're just as happy traveling coach as first class. (Two TV guys who live up to your financial expectations — or lack thereof — are Chandler and Ross from "Friends.") Being detached from materialist concerns is a healthy, realistic attitude and should help make you happy. It means that when Mr. Right crosses your path, you'll be sure to recognize him and not worry about the size of his wallet.

Looks
You seem to know instinctively that love is blind, so why rule out any potential suitors? Sure, you probably prefer a looker (who doesn't?!), but you don't have strict standards by which you measure a potential date's physical appearance. Nicolas Cage? Ben Stiller? Just your style. Not only does this tendency reflect your innate good nature, but it also indicates that you'll be more apt to find your ideal man, since you're not someone who shuts the door on anyone who couldn't make a magazine cover. Of course, just because you're willing to look past the surface doesn't mean that your guy will be anything less than stunning. Whoever he is and whatever he looks like, you'll find him because your mind and heart are open.

ho, ho, ho!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

God bless all of you and your families! :)

the other day

We had our Peace Night the other day. It was okay, not too much fun. haha Anyway, everyone (I mean, every class) from grade 1 to fourth year had a presentation. And the teachers (Ms. Donna and Ms. Mel) said we really had a good dance. :) 2 compliments from teachers are enough to make us happy. :) haha So there. Oh yeah, before the program started we were panicking because we thought the tape was lost but it was with Karel pala. haha It happens most of the time. :) And I gave all my classmates and teachers gifts which only costs 660 all in all! Yay! haha I'm so good in finding gifts. haha It was cheap but it's the thought that counts. :)

yesterday

Yesterday was the Rock and Groove Unlimited for Peace concert which was held in our school. The show started at around 4 or 4.30 pm (but we - Mela, Karmin, Karina, Kristine, Mikee and some other students, were there at around 2 pm. ahaha). So we had the front row. hihi :) The concert was really good. Juan Pablo Dream was first to perform (well, aside from the school bands). They have one cute band member, the one who plays the trumpet. (Was that a trumpet?!) Anyway, I think his name in Igor or something like that. At least that's what I heard. haha He looks like Cholo from Stairway to Heaven. haha Next was Ubandub. No cute band member but their music was good. Not much to say about them. Then Spongecola played next! Grabe! They were the bomb! haha Everyone was just waiting for them. Even before they performed, people were going to them to have some autographs and picture taking. Personally, I think it was kind of rude for the other bands because they were performing and here comes a very loved band which goes with the crowd. Of course, the crowd would go to them. Duh. Choose: Yael or the lead of Juan Pablo Dream?! How about: Urbandub or Armo?! See?! But Anyway, they're really like that. haha Chris is so cute! He even sang Jillian (and Yael played drums! Coolness!) and even recorded a video in his phone. He made us say "Merry Christmas Jillian!" And whoever Jillian is, she's just so lucky that Chris is in her life. haha Then Orange and Lemons was next to perform. They were good too! Although I only knew 3 songs they played (Heaven Knows, Hanggang Kailan and of course, Pinoy Ako). But they were really friendly! haha Mcoy was so nice. He even posed for the cameras. haha He made this funny pose. haha JM was the one who was cute. But Ace was cute too. haha Anyway, all the bands were good and the concert was a success. :) Oh yeah, who's knows the name of the guy dj of NU?! The one who hosted with Dylan yesterday. He's cute too. haha :)

I was just wondering

Why is it that when girls shop for clothes, it would take a really, really long time?! We would have to find the style we want then fit it but sometimes leaving it behind and finding another one. But why is it that when guys shop clothes?! They do it for just like 10 minutes. Sometimes, the don't even fit it. Weird.

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Longing

tell me why,
why i feel so alone?
why does it feel like
i'm always on my own?
melancholy is taking iver me,
slowly creeping through my veins
and soon it will swallow me
leaving nothing of my existence.
my heart will soon burst
from all the pangs
it has inside.
i'm drowning,
drowning in this sea fo misery
and i am fearful
fearful that i might die
with all these apprehensions
inside my heart.
i need someone,
someone to save me
and quench my heart
from all anxiety.

anonymous

Haha. I've been seeing him since the other day. :) The other day, I sae him in the communion line and last night, I just his back while going out. :) haha Well, it's fine with me even if I just see his back. haha Oh yeah, I was like a giraffe last night. I was elongating my neck just to see him. The crowd's just too much so I just saw him for awhile then *poof* he vanished. awww. But it was fine, at least I saw him and his back. haha Oh yeah, here's a song which you know, I can actually apply to when it comes to anonymous. haha

Notice Me

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note,
A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
Your too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.
If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip,
If i say hello,
Will you notice me?
Whats it gonna take for you to see
I want you to notice me,
I'll get you notice me

Got your head up in the clouds,
Tell me when your comin down,
I dont wanna sink your ship,
It's not about the scholarship,
And all the friends that follow you,
Tell you things that just arent true,

I'm the girl you never see,
I'm the one you really need,
So dont you get me wrong,
You better make your move,
Before the moment's gone

haha. Cute, isn't it?! :)

SAM!

God, Sam Concepcion is so handsome! And not to mention, he's talented too! He can sing, dance and act! :) Gifted child! haha Here's his pic. :)



pictures!

Here are the pics a promised you before. :)


Mater Ecclesiae


Mga makukulit na bata


Mga batang vain. haha Mahlig na camera. :)


Syempre, nagmana sakin. haha. :) Wag niyo na lang pansinin 'to. haha

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Bakit ba may mga bagay-bagay na kahit anong pilit mong burahin sa buhay mo ay talagang 'di mabura-bura? Kung sa mantsa, kahit anong babad mo sa clorox, hindi parin ito maalis-alis sa damit at patuloy ang pagkapit nito. Minsan iniisip mo na isang araw ay matatanggal rin ito ngunit kahit gaano katagal pa abutin ay 'di maitatangging andun pa rin. Kung minsan nga ay mas lalo pang lumalaki ang mantsa. Bakit ba ganun? Bakit kasi 'di maaaring burahin na lang at maalis ito agad? Bakit kailangan pang manatili at tumagal? Minsan nga hindi na natatanggal hanggang sa kailangan mo nang itago ang damit at 'di na ito gamitin kahit kailan. Paano pa kaya kung sa paborito nating damit? Hindi ba't mahirap? Mahirap ngunit ito ang nararapat dahil habang suot natin ang damit na mayroong mantsa ay 'di tayo mapapanatag. Ang akala ko kasi ay wala na ang mantsa, ngunit ako'y nagkamali. Naitago ko na ang damit sa aking pagkakaalam at kanina, muli ko itong tiningnan. Hayun at naroon pa rin pala, kailanman ay 'di kumupas at 'di nalimutan. Ibabalik ko ba ang damit sa kinalalagyan nito? Hindi ko alam. Ang alam ko, nagdesisyon na ako dati na itatago ang damit at bubuksan lamang ito kapag alam kong tama na ang panahon. Hindi naman sinasadyang nahulog ito sa kanyang kinalalagyan kanina ngunit akala ko'y hindi ko na ito iintindihin pa. Ang akala ko pa nga'y wala na rin o kaya'y kahit kumupas man lamang ang mantsa, ngunit hindi. Matagal-tagal na rin magmula ng ito'y mamantsahan at matagal kong patuloy na sinuot ang damit hanggang sa naisip kong bumili na ng bago pagkat ano nga naman ang silbi nito? Ngunit sino nga ba ang niloloko ko? Kahit ano naman ang gawin ko, alam kong mas komportable isuot ang damit kong may mantsa. Mas gusto kong isuot iyon kaysa sa bago. Ang bago ay wala ngang mantsa ngunit ano ang gagawin ko rito kung 'di ko naman talaga ito gusto? At ngayong nahanap ko ulit ang una nang itinagong damit, ano na ang aking gagawin? Sabi ko ay ayoko na. Mapaninindigan ko kaya? Mahirap, dahil ang damit na ito ay mahalaga.

hay buhay

Kanina ay nakakita ako ng dilaw na paru-paro. Ewan ko ba, simula nung nagdasal ako, ganun ang interpretasyon ko sa mga paru-parong nakikita ko. Noong una ay puro dilaw pagkatapos ay nahkaroon ng puti at kanina ay dilaw ulit. Ewan ko ba. Senyales nga ata iyon na mahuhulog ang damit na matagal ko nang itinago. Ang labo ng buhay.

i'm so so happy!

Yes I am! Why?! Because of the outreach we had awhile ago. God, I really do feel happy. Seeing those kids smile because of simple things we have given them meant so much to me. Their thank you's were more than enough to make me happy. My heart was just overwhlemed awhile ago, really. Sobra sobrang saya ko. One more thing, I saw my old student, Raymond, who stopped studying. Finally, I got to talk to him again! I asked why he stopped and he said that his teacher asked him to because he was just "nakikipagbug-bugan" with the others. Well, I told him that he shouldn't have stopped studying even if his teacher told him that. Maybe they just couldn't see who he really was. When I was teaching them (him with 5 other boys, he was the one who really wanted to learn. He wanted to, it's just that no one really saw him as that boy who wants to learn. Raymond was such a persevering student. To tell you the truth , he was the one who would say "tahimik na! makinig na tayo!" when my other students wouldn't listen. He wanted to know how to read but no one gave him the chance and when I did, they eventually took it away by saying that he better stop going to school. Awhile ago, we were chatting (yeah, I missed him) and he was always joking and smiling and laughing then he suddenly said, "gusto ko bumalik 'yung dati." awww. I asked him to repeat it but he didn't want to. He just continued laughing. Then I asked him if he wanted to go back to school but he said no. I said he should continue his studies but he insisted he didn't want to. I asked him if he would go to school next year and said he wasn't sure. They are going to transfer to Sta. Cruz daw. awwww. But I know deep down him, he still wants to study. I'm really gonna miss that boy if ever they transfer. Oh well, I hope that he would continue his studies. I know he would go far. I hope I could still teach him. Haaay, it was fun I got to talk to him but then again, may pang-hihinayang na kasama. I know that boy would become successful one day. :)

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Bilib talaga ako sa kanya! Nagawa niyang baguhin ang buhay ko. Binigyan niya ng kabuluhan ang mundo ko. Pero lalo pa akong bumilib sa kanya, biruin mo, sa tigas kong 'to, nasaktan niya ako?! Astig!

'Pag nagmahal ka, lahat daw pwede, pero hindi. Dahil kahit ubusin mo luha mo, mangako ka pang maghihintay, mapapagod ka din. Mahirap kasing ipaglaban ang sinasabi mong pagmamahal kung ikaw lang nakakaramdam.

You know what I can't figure out? I can't figure out what's worse. Having to know every single detail about your desperate love for some other woman or having to know that you obviously never came close to feeling the same way about me. -Alex and Emma

The first time you fall in love, it changes your life forever. And no matter how hard you try, the feeling never goes away. -The Notebook

If two people are meant for each other, it doesn’t mean that they are meant for each other now. -Dawson’s Creek

Love and Friend are walking in a village. Love falls into a well. Why? Cause Love is blind. Friend also jumps inside. Why? Cause Friend will do anything for Love.

People do give up on love sometimes. That's why God made the earth round. So that if two people who are meant for each other decide to walk different paths, still, at one point of the world, their roads will meet again.

No love can hurt as much as the love that can never be and no thought can hurt as much as the thought of a love that could have been.

I ask myself if I can I live without you. Yes. Just as the sea can live without mermaids, forest without fairies and the sky without unicorns. I can but then the magic will all be gone.

A shooting stars passes quickly. It lights up the whole sky and other stars just fade away. That's how you were with me. You lit up my life and for a moment, nothing else mattered.

I've always asked for something special to happen but I was too blind to see, too deaf to hear and too numb to feel that the day I met you was exactly the same day my prayer was answered.

Me Patrick, you Spongebob. You angry at me because me hurt Spongebob's feelings. But if you only knew what Patrick do, Patrick give up all Krabby patties just for you.

Me and Elmo had a fight. Cookie Monster say sorry but Elmo still mad. Elmo left and me feel sad. Now, cookie don't know what to do cause if only Elmo knew, me give up all my cookies if only Elmo ask me to.

Everyone wants to be the sun who’ll light up your life so I guess I’ll just be your moon. I may not be as big and bright but I promise to be there for you when your sun is shining in someone else’s sky.

At times when I can’t take it anymore, I ask myself, “How much worse can my life get?” Then I stop, glance at you and say, “Much worse if you weren’t here.”

You shouldn’t ask too much about things you already know but refuse to believe, I’m not hiding anything. But if you’ll ask me if I love you, you’re kinda asking too much cause you know, for a fact, that I do.

In pains, in sorrows, I wanna be there as much as I could. But there are times that trusting you on your own is the least thing I could do. Just remember, if you're feeling weak, fall on me, I'll catch you.

I may not always know if you're hurt, I may not always know if you're sad, I may not always know if you're confused but one thing I hope you know, I'm here whenever you need me.

hmmm

How many days have I not blogged? haha It seemed like forever! Anyway, we didn't have any class last thursday and friday (in case I forgot to tell you). Thursday was Immaculate Concepcion and friday was a free day since we had to go to the Himig Harana ng Pasko sa St. Scho thing yesterday. Anyway, it wasn't really like a school day but I'm not complaining about the whole no classes last friday. So yesterday, I watched over Mater Ecclessiae gradeschool. Grabe! Ang kukulit ng mga bata! Pero ayos lang since I like kids. haha And yeah, hindi napanis laway ko. hehe :) They even said I was pretty! haha Although they kept asking me what grade I was in and they went into shock when I said third year high school. haha I really enjoyed being with them! I even took their pics. I'll post them pag sinipag na ko i-upload sa photobucket. haha :) So there. Oh yeah, last friday we had this kumpisalang bayan in San Vicente. It was funny, how people really wanted to confess. Anyway, yesterday in David's Salon, the one who did my hair and make-up was funny too. haha He kept insisting that I put lipstick. haha Even promoted their 50% off on cellophane. He said I badly need one since my hair's too dry. haha My dad said I'l have one before Christmas. haha

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Hey, do you like Kris Aquino? Well, I don't. I don't know why but there's something wrong with her. Hmmm...well, it's just my opinion. No offense to her fans out there.

why am i so affected?!

With Dumbledore's death?! I can't believe he's dead. I want to kill Snape! I even feel sorry for Harry too. Dumbledore's the only one who listens to him even if what Harry thinks is foolish. He's the only one who can protect Harry and who cares for him so much. Why does he have to die?! I am so weird. Judith's right, I act as if he's real. I don't know, maybe it's just that with every book that I read, I feel like the characters have been alive. And Harry Potter seems to be the book which has the most alive characters in my head. It's more like I've been with them, like I've been inside the story too. Weird as I am, my imagination works that way. But the question still remains, why does Dumbledore need to die?! One more thing, what will happen to Hogwarts?! They can't close, the story just won't be the same. And Harry, will he ever find those Horcruxes?! Gosh, I think I'll just have to wait for the next book. And the seventh book must have a happy ending. I don't want Harry or anyone else, except for Voldemort and Snape and Malfoy and all the other Death Eaters that is, dead. But I guess I just have to leave that with the author. :) I sure hope the last book will have a good ending.

nakakatuwa!

Life can be so full of surprises and humor. Who would have guessed that the Miguel my piano teacher was talking about is the same guy whom I most of the time see? haha We saw him with his parents awhile ago and of course, my dad tols me whom he was. My parents know his parents. Nakakatuwa 'di ba?! May mga taong nasa harap mo na pero 'di mo alam na siya pala 'yung laging kinikwento sa iyo ng ibang tao. haha Oh well, what a small world after all! haha And another thing, the Igi who often chats with Nicole happens to be the same Igi who lives at the back of our house. haha Sheesh! Oh life...you'll never really know what it bring you. haha

i want this bad!

Okay, I've been posting about the Ateneo thing for how many times now. I realized that I never wanted to have anything as bad as this one! I want this. I want to get in. For some reason, I really want to get in the seminar. It's more than "for the experience" thing. I don't really know what it is but I want this one badly. I hope I get in. I hopw WE get in. Please really pray for us. :)

tsk tsk

I was stunned with what Drilon said awhile ago in congress. He said that they were not talking about Garci and the other senators and congressmen who talked with him; rather, they were talking about Garci and his conversation with Pres. Arroyo. Seriously, I found this stupid. Why is it that the president has to face this situation because she talked with Garci (and the fact that we're not 100% sure that they talked about cheating) while the issue about these other politicians who also had a conversation with Garci should not be put up. I just don't get it. Isn't it a bit unfair? If they too, talked with Garci then why shouldn't they also talk about it? It doesn't mean that the main issue is about the president that we have to set aside these things. The only difference is that she hold a higher position than the others. Let me put it in simple terms. For example there's a class who's taking their test. One of the students told the teacher that she saw the president of their class holding this paper which seems to have the answers of the test. She even told the teacher that girl 2, the one seated beside the president, saw everything. Then the teacher called on girl 2 and talked to her. Girl 2 told the teacher that she did see the president holding a sheet of paper but she wasn't sure if it really had the answers of the test. Girl 2 also said that she saw 5 more of her classmates holding sheets of paper and who also seemed to be cheating. Now tell me, should the teacher also investigate on the 5 other girls or just the president of the class? See, this what I'm saying. Politics is really very dirty but I guess, that's how it goes.

i'm nervous

I submitted my Ateneo application with my essay. I'm nervous. We'll be having an exam on Jan. 15. Oh God, I hope I get in. :) It's like applying for college. I'm stressed out with this whole thing. haha But it's fine. :)

pwede ng mag-asawa?!

Haha! Ms. Kathy said I could already be a housewife. haha Yeah right. haha I don't want to be a housewife! haha But I admit I want to cook at home for my future family (if ever). haha What the hell?! That's not going to be in my near future! haha

here's my chance!

Tickets for the NU concert are already out! Yay! Now is my chance. Now I can actually sell tickets sa crush ko! Woohoo! I'm so happy! Another thing, here's my chance to go to Ateneo! Yipee! Thank God! I'm one of the five who gets to go to Ateneo this summer! :) This day is such a happy day! haha :) I'm loving it! :) Oh yeah, I think I saw Japoy holding one of the Philippine flag awhile ago in the closing ceremony of the SEA Games. I think he was the one in the middle, the small one. haha Too bad the camera didn't focus on him so I'm not really sure but I have this gut feel it's him. It's got to be him! haha I just know it! :)

is barney gay?!

I was just wondering. I think he is gay. I mean, watch him, he does really act and talk gayish. haha Mela said Tweety Bird is also gay. haha. Yeah, I think so too. haha Wow, lots of gay characters! haha Sorry for Barney's and Tweety's fans. haha :)

50-50

Hmmm...I'm quite happy today. 50-50 nga lang. haha I saw Justin but I wasn't able to see the other one. Maybe next week?! I always see him every 2 weeks. haha Hoping! :) Anyway, I saw Justin. I saw Justin. I saw Justin. haha It's been quite awhile since I last saw him. :)

cooking?! baking?!

Weird as it is but I find myself good in cooking and baking. Why?! Because when I try baking or cooking things for the first time, they turn out to be good. haha Hmmm..I wonder why?! Maybe I have this certain gift for these kind of things. And I'm actually enjoying it! Seriously, I like doing these things. Awhile ago I baked this Apple Slice. It was a trial for our TLE tomorrow and it turned out well. haha I guess I should put up a restaurant in the future. haha

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Ayan ka nanaman Ayeen, nananaginip ka nanaman. Kung anu-ano nanaman 'yang iniisip mo. May dahilan nanaman sa'yo kahit wala naman talaga. Tigilan na ang kalokohan.

hmmm

Sasagutin ko lang 'yung entry sa blog ni Mina. Oo, nakapag sulat ako ng dalawang contradicting na bagay sa blog ko. Pero sa tingin ko, dahil mas nag mature ang utak ko kaya ganun. At kokontrahin ko ulit si Mina. Para sakin, wala pa ring dahilan kung bakit tayi nagmamahal ng isang tao. Kahit na anong dahilan ang sabihin mo, hindi parin sapat 'yun para sabihin na minahal mo siya dahil dun. Our hearts are designed to love someone without any reason. We fall in love with someone for no reason at all. Love is something abstract, something which we can't explain and put a reason to no matter how much we try. It's the same thing about loving someone. Kaya nga 'di ba, we can't put standards sa taong mamahalin natin. Kasi alam naman natin na kahit anong standards meron tayo, when we fall in love, we set aside all those standards and we won't really care. Kahit na sabihin mo pang siya lang ang nakaka-intindi sa'yo, na siya lang ang nakikinig sa'yo, na siya lang ang laging andiyan para sa sa'yo. It's still isn't enough. Kahit lahat na ng dahilan ay nadahilan mo na, hindi pa rin sapat para sabihin na 'yun ang mga rason kung bakit mo siya minahal. Isa pa, tama na walang tanga sa pagmamahal at tama rin na ang nakikita lang ng puso ay ang tama at kung ano talaga ang gusto natin sa kaloob-looban. Tama rin na dapat naman talaga ay mahalin natin ang isang tao ng buong puso. Pero sa totoo lang Mina, minsan may pagmamahal na hindi nababalik ng buo sa isang tao, na kahit 150% pa ng puso mo ang ibigay mo, kalahati lang ang babalik sa'yo. Syempre masakit 'di ba, pero sabi mo handa ka naman masaktan. Pero alam naman natin na ang puso napapagod din. Ikaw ba naman, kapitan mo ng mahigpit ang isang taong tila handa ka naman pakawalan kahit kailan, minsan bibitaw ka na lang kahit 'di mo alam. Ang sinasabi ko lang naman, maaaring gumising ka ng isang araw na wala na 'yang pagmamahal na 'yan sa puso mo. Sa totoo lang, hindi na ko magugulat 'pag nangyari 'to. Minsan kasi, there are things which we better let go of than hold on to. Hindi mo ba naisip na maaaring may isang tao sa mundong 'to na maaaring hindi mo pa nakikita na mamahalin mo rin at mamahalin ka rin. 'Yung tipong parehas niyong ibibigay ng buo ang puso niyo sa isa't-isa. Pero tama ka, mahal mo siya at wala na kaming magagawa dun. Pero alam mo, kung bubuksan mo 'yang puso mo, sigurado ako, meron pang isang tao diyan na mamahalin ka at mamahalin mo, na hindi ka sasaktan. Oh well, puso mo pa rin 'yan. haha Sana lang 'di mapagod 'yang puso mo. Sa tingin ko lang ha, dapat ingatan ka na niya. Alam mo ito lang sasabihin ko, sa huli, puso mo pa rin ang mag dedesisyon. Pero sana makita din ng puso mo ang iba pang kagandahan bukod sa kagandahan na nakikita mo sa kanya. Basta! haha Good luck na lang. Love is such an irony ain't it?!

why!?

Why do other countries always look at Filipinos as stupid cheating idiots?! I mean, here goes Thailand claiming that we are cheating in the SEA Games. Hello?! If they think all Filipinos are cheaters because our stupid leaders are cheaters then they are wrong! Man, that was some accusation they gave us. Can't they accept that we are actually good at things?! What the hell is wrong with them?! Pathetic creatures! Ha! As if all those umpires and judges were Filipinos. Man, they better think before they accuse us of something like that. Pathetic.

tsk

Naisip ko lang, I've been living in dream land for such a long time and when I faced reality, mahirap talaga. I thought I had everything figured out. Ako lang pala 'yun. I know this will be over sooner or later, how I wish it's sooner. Mahirap na eh. I'm giving up on this stupid mess. Sabi ko nga, there are some things we better let go of than continue holding on to.

damn!

I was so bummed out last tuesday and wednesday! Darn it! Why?! Because I was supposed to finish the class paper but guess what?! The pc just won't open up. Stupid pc! So I needed to go half day and start the class paper from scratch. I went to the computer shop at around 7.30 am and finished at around 12 pm. But I wasn't at all satisfied with the outcome! The class paper I made at home and worked on for 3 days was a lot better! And guess what?! Now that our stupid pc's okay, I found out it's still here in our pc safe in sound. WTF?! It makes me more bummed out! Anyway, we still won the class paper contest (but the other paper would have been so much better talaga). Argh! But yes, I have to congratulate the juniors for winning first in all the contests held: Essay writing (courtesy of Biney Villanueva), Book AD (Yay! Go Gem! Go Kay!) and the class paper (still not satisfied). So there, good work guys! :)

japoy won!

Yay! Japoy won GOLD in the SEA Games! He won 3-2 against a jin from Thailand! I wasn't able to watch it but my dad was able to. Darn! WHy did they have to show it at 4 pm?! Pfrt! Congratulations anyway! :) Ang galing ng asawa ko! haha :)