certified batang unli

I've been using Globe's unlimitxt for about a month now. I don't know why but I've been into texting lately. And I thought my phone will not be of use again. I mean, before I got into being text-crazed again, my phone was not of any use. I rarely used it. 3 straight days would go by and I wouldn't even bother to text or reply to anyone who would send me messages. Seriously. I know, I'm such a loser. haha

But everything's changed. Someone got me into texting again. And what do you know? I even have a new sim card! Naka-line na ako! Haha Pero, unli pa rin...solid! Walang iwanan!

But I have to complain about this unli thing. I don't know why but even before my unlimitxt expires, Globe would deduct load from me. Bakit naman ganito? Madaya kaya! Kahit na lugi na kayo dahil sobrang sinusulit ng mga tao ang unlimitxt, 'di naman dapat ganun. tsk tsk. Saan ba pwedeng ireklamo 'to?

At syempre, magrereklamo pa ko 'di ba? Eh sa isang araw ata eh mahigit 100 messages ang nasesend ko gamit ang unli. Haha Eh syempre, kahit ganun, madaya pa rin. Eh di sana mas marami pa kong nasesend kung 'di ako binabawasan ng load 'di ba? Tsk tsk. Globe talaga. Pasalamat ang globe loyal ako. Haha

tumigil ang mundo ko

Naramdaman mo na ba 'yung parang tumitigil ang mundo mo? 'Yung hindi mo namamalayan ang oras? 'Yung kapag kasama mo ang taong mahal mo, kahit gaano pa kayo katagal magkasama, parang kulang pa rin. Naranasan niyo ba 'yun? Ako, naranasan ko na. Kanina lang. At
wala itong kinalaman sa pag-ibig o 'di kaya naman sa taong mahal ko. Dahil, sa kasamaang palad, hindi ako in love. Haha Naranasan ko ito sa paglalaro ng O2jam.

Vianne and I have been playing O2jam sa kahit saang net shop. We played kanina for about 2 hours and 30 minutes. But then again, kung pwede lang mag-extend pa, mag-eextand pa. 'Yun nga lang, gabi na. Haha Nag-level-up ako! From level 3, I went up to level 6! Haha

Nakaka-adik! I never thought I would be addicted in a computer game. I never played one before. Alam ko, loser ako. Haha I mean, I've heard of Ragnarok and Gunbound and Dota but I've never played those. Ewan ko ba. 'Di ko lang trip. Until O2jam came. Haha At heto na nga ako, kasalukuyang addict sa O2.

new number

I have a new number, as I've said. For those whom I haven't texted, just ask me for my new number. But then, you can still text me in my old number.

I thought na I would keep my old number. Since sobrang kalat na 'yun, that will remain. It will be for the public. Like nung nilagay 'yun sa posters ng Halloween party. The new one will be for some people lang. So, kung feeling mo importante ka at hindi ka kasama sa public na tinutukoy ko, hingin mo bagong number ko, okay? Pero pag 'di tayo close, asa ka naman na ibibigay ko. Haha

grooving to the music

Just danced for 2 straight hours last night at the party. I never danced for that long in front of a lot of people whom I don't or barely even know. IT.WAS.FUN! We had to dance because no one else wanted to and it was our party.

Free dancing started at around 9.30 pm and ended at 11 pm but Mau and I started dancing at around 9 am, or even earlier. Talk about being hyper. We were even shouting at the top of our lungs when Cookies and Cream started playing Doobidoobidoo. Haha After that, I swear I thought I would lose my voice.

Speaking of Cookies and Cream, they're so funny! Their encore performance was scripted. They told us (the ones they know) to scream "More! More!" after they sing 3 songs. So we did. Then, the vocalist (I think it was Kuya Mich) said something like, "Dahil malakas naman ang St. Scho samin, sige tutugtog pa kami." Then they played 2 more songs. Haha Funny. I think they're good enough to play 2 more songs. Even if it was scripted. Haha

The party was, to tell the truth, a bit boring. Not a lot of people came. I found the free dancing fun. But I know it wasn't for those who didn't care and just sat on their chairs watching while we grooved to the music. KJ! It would have been fun if they joined. Even if I had my back and my legs aching so much, I didn't care. And one thing I realized, I actually know how to party!

do we still mean what we say?

I noticed something. Ever phone has this thing called templates where messages are already typed for you, ready to be sent to anyone. These messages include "I'm in a meeting. Call me later."; "Happy Birthday"; "Thank You"; "Take Care"; and even "I Love You."

With all these things, do we still mean what we say? Yes, it makes things easier for us, but does this mean that we can't spend even a little time to type these things? When we spend time for things, it means it's important to us, right? Of course, not everyone uses these templates. I don't even open them. But it still makes me think if people still mean what they say.

What if you send one template to someone like, perhaps, "I Love You" then of course, that someone would be happy but do you really mean it? Or would you just say, "Sus! galing lang naman sa templates yan eh!"

Hmmm...I still believe that people still mean what they say. Galing pa sa kaibuturan ng puso. Pero, sana nga totoo ang pinaniniwlaan ko.

one blog rule

I read this one from Candy. It says, "Be OC about grammar and spelling. Sure, blogs aren't for English class, but you've got to stick to the rules. There's nothing more annoying than reading a blog where all the words are spelled text-style."

True. I seriously hate reading blogs in text-style mode. It hurts my eyes. Especially when in tagalog, the "ko" suddenly becomes "q" and words with "sy" and ks" suddenly becomes "x." I mean, grammar wise, correct spelling must come first. If you forget about the subject-verb agreement or of you've done the crime of dangling mondifiers, fine. But at least spell words correctly.

But one advice, there are lots of OC people reading blogs (which includes me, though sometimes I know my grammar sucks too) and when WE read your blogs, we check for grammar. And, pray to God we haven't done this to your blog, we laugh at them if they really suck. Especially those who are poor in English. You don't have to blog in English if you can't express yourself well. Stick to Tagalog. It's better that way than if you post something in English which is totally beyond repair when it comes to grammar. Believe me, if you're someone who can't define the difference between peas and piss, and doesn't know when and where to place proper punctuation marks, spare yourself from being someone's laughingstock.

shock absorber

I've been someone's shock absorber lately. In Karmin's words, "Toilet bowl ka kasi!" Ang sarap maging sukahan ng sama ng loob. Haha Seriously, it feels good to be able to help one person lighten his/her load which s/he has been carrying inside.

Alam ko rin ang pakiramdam ng sumusuka ng mga sama ng loob. I had my own toilet bowl once. And...never mind. I might start telling what happened after, which is a different story. Haha

busy busy busy

I've been busy. As ever. We've been doing press work for the school newspaper and it sucks. We've been missing a lot of articles. And no one seems to do it right. Well, no one seems to be interested except for Biney, Mina and Danica. WTF?! Pakamatay na lang kaya kayo?! Why join Writer's Guild if you don't want to write?! Anyway, we also had our exams last Thursday for CLE. It was a surprise test since no one really knew that it would push through. Good thing it was quite easy. Last Friday, we has our MAPEH exams. Today we had Physics and ELA exams which lasted ofr 2 hours each. Damn! ELA was even harder than Physics! Oh well...we still have exams on Wednesday for Eco, Fil and Math and on Thursday for TLE and Computer. I know. Sabog-sabog talaga 'yung sched. But yeah, it's fine.

We've also been busy planning for the Halloween Party. It's so shitty when you cram for so many things. Haaay, ewan ko. Please Lord, help us through this. Let this be successful.

chaotic

When everything turns chaotic, what do you do? When you get caught up with your feelings, what do you do? When people get caught in their emotions, they usually do things in the spur of the moment. They don't think of what is right and what is wrong, of other people who they might be hurting through their actions. For them, what is right is following how they feel, not realizing how they affect others.

People who are especially guilty of this crime are the ones who are in love, cliche as it may seem. As they say, being in love is like being an hour glass, the heart gets fulled and the brain gets emptied. People who are in love do things which they won't normally do. They would do wrong and think could get away with it because well, "they are in love."

Being in love is not enough reason for them to do the wrong things. Love shouldn't make them worse, but rather, better people. Even if you love someone and you think s/he loves you back but is already committed, then, for heaven's sake, don't tolerate him/her. S/he doesn't have the right to be with another person knowing that s/he has still a commitment with someone. It just isn't right. Kahit na sabihin pang parehas kayo ng nararamdaman para sa isa't-isa, hindi pa rin tana. If so, then s/he should've broken up with that other person.

Pero syempre, who am I to judge? I don't know what's going on in their lives nor do I know what they feel in their hearts or what they are thinking in their minds.

Only one thing is for sure. Love...makes you do crazy things. Haaay.

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to jalvin...

Whatever you were thinking awhile ago wasn't true. Seriously. Maybe if you really thought of that before, and I know you did, I would say yes. And you know why I'm letting you read this instead of me saying it to you? Because, for some stupid reason that I don't know, I can't seem to tell anyone about it. Haha. I'm so weird, I know. But yeah, it WAS true. Note the emphasis on the past tense. That's why I was pissed off, because I know it's been over and done but everytime something like that is done, it makes me think otherwise. Haha. I know, stupid, right? And the thing is, for me, what's over is over and what's been done has been done and for it to have the slightest indication of return annoys me. Well, because I DON'T want it to return. Believe me. Haha So there. Gets mo na? Kaya totoo 'yung sinasabi ko sa'yo kanina. Hindi talaga. Or, hindi na talaga.

awww

I know someone who's been denying. Oh, please. I know you enough. You like him, don't you? But he likes someone else, doesn't he? And it hurts you to know that whatever you've had doesn't really mean anything to him. Hay nako! Such a jerk! But anyway, stop denying na kasi. I know you weren't joking awhile ago when you said "Naiiyak na ako!" You were teary eyed. I saw that! Kala mo ah! Haha Sabi ko nga, ikaw lang naman ang deny ng deny na gusto mo siya eh. Halata kaya. DUH. Are you a mouse? Haha

FYI, hindi ako nagdedeny. Pasensya ka, wala talaga eh. Beh! haha

stop that...haaay

It's been a weird day today. Haaaay. Damn it. Why are you like that? Why do you do things out of the blue? It makes me happy, damn you. And that's the point. IT MAKES ME HAPPY. What the hell?! I'm supposed to be apathetic by now. Ewan ko ba. Akala ko nga nagawa ko na 'yun eh, 'yung wala na kong pakialam sa'yo. Meron pa pala. Natutuwa nga ako eh, 'di ba? You've been weird today and I wonder why. I hate it when you do things like these. It just makes me smile and I don't like it when you make me smile.

Ewan ko sa'yo. It's always been like this. Naguguluhan tuloy ulit ako. I've been at peace with what I know but everytime you do these things, my mind starts to think otherwise. Ginugulo mo ang utak ko. Nakaka inis.

I hate the way I don't hate you, not even close, not even a little bit, not any at all. -Ten Things I Hate About You

'di mo lang alam...

Oo
UpDharmaDown

'Di mo lang alam
Naiiisip kita
Baka sakali lang maisip mo ako
'Di mo lang alam
Hanggang sa gabi inaasam makita kang muli

Nagtapos ang lahat sa di inaasahang pahanon
At ngayon ako ay iyong iniwan
Luhaan, sugatan, 'di mapakinabangan
Sana nagtanong ka lang
Kung 'di mo lang alam
Sana'y nagtanong ka lang
Kung 'di mo lang alam

Ako'y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Hindi mo lang alam
Kay tagal na panahon
Ako'y nandirito pa rin hanggang ngayon para sa'yo

Lumipas mga araw na ubod ng saya
'Di pa rin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta
Kung ako'y nagkasala patawad na sana
Puso kong pagal ngayon lang nagmahal

'Di mo lang alam
Ako'y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Puro s'ya na lang
Sana'y ako naman
'Di mo lang alam
Ika'y minamasdan
Sana'y iyong mamalayang hindi mo lang pala alam

'Di mo lang alam
Kahit tayo'y magkaibigan lang
Napapaligaya lang sa tuwing nagkukulitan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Ako'y nandito lang
Hindi mo lang alam
Matalino ka naman

Kung ikaw at ako
Ay tunay na bigo sa laro na ito
Ay dapat bang sumuko
Sana hindi ka lang pala aking nakilala
Kung alam ko lang ako'y masasaktan ng ganito
Sana'y nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko

'Di mo lang alam
Ako'y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Puro s'ya na lang
Sana'y ako naman
Isang kindat man lang
'Di mo lang alam
O, ika'y minamasdan
Sana iyo'y mamalayang di mo lang pala alam
Oooooooo

Malas mo
Ikaw ang natipuhan ko
Di mo lang alam
Ako'y iyong nasaktan


...ako'y iyong nasaktan.

Haha. Life. It's a nice song but it would've meant more to me if it was released earlier. Haha. Go figure. Life. Sucks. And. I. Love. It.

Ewan ko sa'yo. Tanga. Haha

happenings

Okay, I haven't been up to date lately and mainly because I have been so busy about so many things. Okay, so here's what's been happening lately:

October 8(Saturday): We did our radio drama. Gem was late but we weren't able to start naman before she came. They came here at around 2 pm and we were only able to start at around 5. We had to ask nono, albert and miguel to come over because we needed their voices for the male part. When we were about to start, there was this brown out so we decided to record in our phones. Then, just when we finished, electricity went back and we decided to repeat it. Malas. haha Igie went to our house too even if I didn't tell him. Maybe because Kristine was there. Oh well... And one more thing, Chris Tiu won in the NCAA vs. UAAP 3 point shoot out.

October 9(Sunday): Hmmm...nothing much happened. Went to mass. No anonymous. awww.

October 9(Monday): First day of our retreat in St. Scholastica's Center of Spirituality in Tagaytay. Father Junji was our facilitator. It was tiring. A lot cried. Well, except me. Duh. I wonder why I never cry. Anyway, we already slept late. I actually slept at around 2 am.

October 10(Tuesday): It was supposed to be our second day of retreat but we (Mina, Biney, Catherine and I) were asked to attendt the DSPC journalism seminar. IT WAS BORING. I woke up at 4.30 am so I was sleepy. I slept during the seminar. Anyway, Biney won the Gold medal and Mina got 4th place which means they'll advance to the regionals. As for me, I competed in the editorial writing for Filipino and got 12th place. It's okay. Considering there were 1,700 people there. Got home at around 9 pm.

October 11(Wednesday): We had our field trip in Avilon Zoo and La Mesa Eco Park. It was hot. Very hot. And yeah, our bus was malas. It's the most malas bus I've ridden. First, the air con broke down. We had to change bus. Then, our next bus bumped another bus. Then, the side mirror went off. Then, it over heated. Then, it was smoking inside so we had to open all the windows. And God knows what happened next. Anyway, Avilon Zoo was okay. There were animals. DUH. haha Pretty much like any other zoo but I have to say, the place is really close to nature and you wouldn't even think that it's located in the Metro. The Eco Park was okay. We went through the fitness trail and tried to do everything. The others were able to but I wasn't. haha At least I TRIED.

October 12(Thursday): Yesterday, I TRIED to do what we were asked to do for the field trip. I wasn't able to do anything. I'm so lazy! Oh well...I only stared at the questions like they were going to answer themselves. haha Oh yeah, Karel's bday yesterday!

October 13(Today, Friday): Well yeah. Today, we only had our TDR for tomorrow which is our Living Rosary. It was free day. No classes. Practices were quite tiring though most of the time, we were just seated waiting for our turn to sing. Oh well...

So there. After this week and next week, it's exam week na. AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING IN PHYSICS. I swear, I'm going to fail that damn subject. Anyway, I've also been busy for the school newspaper which will also be joining the competition. God, I hope it reaches the regionals or even the nationals. haha I wish.

oh, milenyo!

I just had the worst week of my life. For the past 6 days, we had no electricity and it was hell. Hell, I tell you, hell! It was hot and dark. I didn't get to sleep properly. Heck, 2 hours of sleep was what I got every night. Not to mention those stupid mosquitos which bit me. I could even hear their buzzing sound. Ugh. So annoying! We also got romantic and did eveything by candle light. Ate by candle light, slept by candle light, took a bath by candle light...I swear, when I get my first date, I wouldn't want it to be something by the candle light. I even had to charge my phone in Pavilion and in a store near us who had generator. A lot of people here actually earned money through cellphone charging. In Pavilion, it was peso per minute. Talk about taking advantage. Oh well, we couldn't do anything, that was our only option.

Oh yeah, for the first time, San Antonio got flooded. The river overflowed. It even went in our house! Coolness! haha It was the first time I saw flood here. And people here were just so excited about the whole flood thing that they decided to take a walk while there was flood. haha Leisure walk daw oh. And Vianne said there were people who were "jet skiing", they were riding their motorcycles in the flood. haha Funny. People here are just so weird. And when electricity was finally put back, our neighbors started singing the Happy Birthday song. Oh God. haha Oh yeah, I thought out trees were going to get uprooted. Seriously, our mango tree was bending so low and not to mention that the santol tree of our neighbor got cut down. Only a fourth of the tree was left. awww.

Milenyo brought so much damage but there was one thing I learned about from the whole thing. I learned to appreciate the little things that I have and which I have taken for granted like the cold cold drinking water, electric fan, lights, electricity...everything! I wouldn't survive without these things. Milenyo brought me back to the stone age to be able to apreciate what I have now and I was able to. It's such a wonder how the simplest things are the greatest things in life.

haaay, i pity you

You know people who lie about almost everything just for you to notice them? Pathetic people. I know someone who keeps on lying about things. Well, being stupid that I am, I used to believe her in everything that she said. Not anymore. I find it hard to believe ANYTHING that she says now. Before, she told us that she enrolled in a school (I won't say the school because it's going to be obvious who she is) where she payed for a lifetime membership or something. Right. She knows when she's going to die so she enrolled for the rest of her life. Oh and one time, she told me that one of the representative of the Ayala (who went to our school the last time) remembered her and went up to her. I believe these people have far more important things to do than go up to someone. And for heaven's sake, how many people do they meet in a day? Does she even think that they would remember her just because they went to our school?

God knows what she's talking about. Liar. Pathetic. You want to be noticed so you tell lies? It gives me goosebumps. Is lying your hobby? Scary. How many things have you lied about anyway? I'll give you an advice. Next time you lie, make sure it's believable. 'Yung walang butas. Para naman 'di ka napapahiya. I don't know who you are. No one knows who you are. I don't even think that you know who you are. Come back to your senses.

See, I've only been keeping up with this girl. I've been trying to be nice to her though she annoys me a lot. She keeps on bragging about things which, well, most of the time doesn't even seem so believable. So she's been going with us and she knows things about me that she's not even supposed to know. Guess what? She blurted it out yesterday. Yay! Think it's fun? Blurting out people's secrets in front of a lot of people? Just because you want to get noticed? You humiliated me and you got me a bruise. Thanks for all the pinches, the pulling of my hair and the slaps at my back. It hurts you know. So, this is what I get for trying to be your companion? I get tortured and humiliated?

I hate you. I pity you.