miss universe

Although our country's bet, Gionna Cabrera, was an early favorite she didn't make it to top 10.She won Ms. Photogenic though.=).But, I admit I was expecting her to make it since it was all over the news that she can make it.Anyway, Ms. Canada was crowned as Ms. Universe.I didn't find her that beautiful though.I liked Venezuela and Puerto Rico.But maybe she did answer better.That I really don't know since I didn't watch the whole show the moment I knew Ms. Philippines didn't get in.Oh well...better luck next time na lang for our country!.=).

flores de mayo

No signs of Gabby nor Renan awhile ago.awww.But it's okay.hihi.=).There were only a few kids who joined.It was not even organized.Well, what do you expect?!.They're kids!.haha.They were cute anyway.=).But I think their parents/guardians were stealing the limelight away from them.They were all over the place.Even in the middle, walking like they are part of the flores.Stage moms!.Why can't they let their daughters strutt their stuff alone?!.I mean, they can guide their kids but not to the extent of what I saw awhile ago.Anyway, I guess you can never take that away from moms.

full house

I admit I've been a fan of this show.hihi.=).Recently, GMA started airing it again.This time, full edition.It used to be 1 hour na.But it started going back to 30 minutes na lang.awww.Sayang naman!.They also moved it's time slot from 5.30 pm to 6 pm.Oh well...kanta na lang tayo!!.May tatlong bears sa loob ng isang bahay.Si papa bear, si mama bear at si baby bear.Si papa bear ay malakas.Si mama bear ay maganda.Si baby bear ay maliksi.Tingnan niyo, tingnan niyo, ang saya nila!!.haha.Wala lang!.Aliw eh!.=).

home sweet home!

Karel called me up awhile ago and Patcha texted me.Said they just came back from Quezon.Two different Quezons though; Karel from Quezon province and Chai from Quezon City.They stayed there for about 2 or 3 weeks.Anyway, Karel and I made telebabad.hihi.=).Wala lang, kwento-kwento!.hehe.She told me she just got fat because she was eating non-stop.And I thought kinakarir niya 'yung pag-didiet niya.haha.Oh well, when you have nothing else to do, you resort to eating.hihi.tsk!.She had a vacation there although boredom was eating her.Why?!.Because she saw *him*.haha.She's got a new crush on this guy from province.=).But they weren't introduced.awww.Oh yeah, a lot of guys from there had crushes on her.One even asked her to slow dance with him when they went to this fiesta thing.He looked like the guy in Mga Anghel na Walang Langit.She turned it down though.She was shy daw and he's not her type.sheesh!.Sayang naman!.haha.=).She's going to call up again later!.=).

Excited!!

Yay!!.School's going to start in no time!!.At last!!.I'm already so bored here.Everyone's excited na rin!!.hihi.=).We still don't have our books though.We're going to get it first week of school.Anyway, Ms. Whenn will be our adviser.Comment ko?!.No comment.haha.No offense meant but she's not the best adviser we can have.She's so moody.She already became our adviser in first year and well...she's just so...moody.Yeah, moody.We would love Ms. Leah to be our adviser.But the seniors already have her as one.awww.Just hope this school year's going right for all of us!.Not like last year.Ugh.

Flores de Mayo

There will be Flores de Mayo tomorrow!!.Girls aged 4-6 will be joining.aww.How cute!!.I'm actually excited for this one.Well, not just because of the kids.Duh!.It's because...un na!.Got it?!.C'mon use your minds!!.Think!!.Flores de Mayo is a church thing.Church thing means...there!!.Still didn't get it?!.Then it's for you to find out!.haha.Can't wait for tomorrow!!.=).

where to buy?!

Hey, anyone knows where to find an elmo key chain.It NEEDS to be furry.You know, like a stuff toy.If anyone knows where on earth you'll find something like this, please tell me!!.Thanks!!.=).

ang lupet!!!

I saw japoy in ASAP and SCQ awhile ago.yay!!.He showed off his taekwondo skills and grabeh, ang lupet ng roundhouse niya!!.The more it makes me gaga over him.haha.=).And when he stares at the camera, gosh, it makes me melt.hihi.=).He also looked cute when he got jealous of Hero and Sarah.ahaha.weeee!!.Just the thought of him makes me cringe.weird ba?!.haha.=).Oh yeah, he also danced pala!!.Grabeh!! Ang lupet din sumayaw!!.In short, siya ay isang malupet na tao!.haha.=).For me, every single thing he does is simply magnificent!.hihi.=).And here I go again.I'm starting to get hyper na.haha.=).

scandal anyone?!

Just when you thought you've seen it all.You know the scene we frequently watch in movies wherein when wives get mad at their husbands, they throw at them stuff in front of people?!.Even in streets?!.I just saw this unfold right in front of my eyes.wow.I've never seen anything like it.As we were going to church, (we were just walking since it's just near) there was this tricycle who stopped in front of us.Out came this lady with her duaghter.Then, she suddenly took off the sandals she was wearing and suddenly threw it to the man behind us.Then, while she was walking towards him, she was shouting furiously.The time she reached his husband, (I think it's her husband) she slapped him.*ouch*.wow.Very nice!.Mag-iskandalo daw ba sa kalsada?!.tsk tsk!.You can see everything here in San Antonio.hehe.

when we went to mass...

It is Corpus Christi today so a lot of people went to mass.Yes, a lot included Gabby.=).haha.And Renan too.=).For those who don't know who they are, they're my...crushes.haha.=).Shhh.Quiet lang!.haha.They are both sacristans (Gabby used to be my classmate and Renan is my neighbor's friend din).Oh well.haha.My day's complete!!.No, my week is complete!!.Japoy, Gabby and Renan in just one day?!.haha.Gosh!.=).Hope this happens every week!.hihi.=)

i feel so bloated

Have i been eating a lot?!.I don't think so.But I feel so bloated.haha.I'm so weird.I dunno.Maybe it's because i've been eating small amounts of every food (well, not naman EVERY single thing, but almost.hehe) that i see in this house.wow.But I don't think i'm eating THAT much.It's just a little of almost everything.Okay, maybe just a liitle too much?!.haha.whatever.Product of boredom?!.That's why I'd love to start the school year na.hihi.=).I've been sulking in front of TV every single day.And it's not enough to satistfy my boredom.Good thing it's just one more week before classes starts again!.Yay for that!!.

i can't figure what's wrong

I've been trying to put the background for this main column and I simply can't.I've been working on this one awhile ago pa and I can't seem to find out what's wrong with what I'm doing.I've been placing the html codes for this one in my template and it just doesn't work!.damn.Anyway, patience is a virtue.I must be patient in doing these things.haha.

how about a change in my skin?!

I dunno.I think I'm getting tired of this skin na.I know, I've been changing and changing and changing skins.haha.I just love doing things for my site.ahihi.On second thought, I just might not change this one.I'm still thinking about it.=).hihi.

Neon

Don't you just love this song?!.Don't you just love Spongecola?!.Been listening to this one.=).

Neon
Spongecola

your smile is gently freezing
snow throws it away
your the laughter in my silence
the crow that keeps me awake

green towel less soft-spoken
thoughts you never knew
your lies and epmty promises
blew them all on hue

[Chorus:]
how does it feel?
how is it that i cant feel
coz i,i need to know

coz i
i know i can never be enough
to replace your whatever
and i, i think its shiny and blue

like an instant see-through
coz i know i can never be enough
to replace your whatever
now everything is silent
and everything is still without you near

everything about you
the world was something new
and i was there in the open
well, just to be with you

but everytime i see the shelter
and everytime i walk away
your the laughter in my silence
the cold that feeds my day

[Chorus]
how does it feel?
how is it that i cant feel
coz i,i need to know

coz i
i know i can never be enough
to replace your whatever
and i, i think its shiny and blue

like an instant see-through
coz i know i can never be enough
to replace your whatever
now everything is silent
and everything is still without you near

and everytime i see you passing by
i'll just stand here waiting for you
and i will talk to myself what a lazy sunday afternoon

and i'll say that prayer for you
will be a little bit kind
enough for me
while i try to be
so perfect
you'll see it
nothing can compare to you
whatever lies out there

there's no one here...

it's either too hot or too cold

It was raining so hard awhile ago that the electricity shut off.There was brown-out.Gosh, that went on for what...2, 3, 4 hours?!.I really don't know when the electricity was up again since we decided to go out 'coz it was so damn boring and hot.Even after the rain stopped, there was still no electricity.We went to Starbucks na lang.When we went to starbucks naman, it was so cold.It was my fault, i sat in front of the aircon kasi eh.And i was drinking frap pa naman.I was freezing.I should've brought a jacket.Of course i didn't think of bringing one 'coz it was hot at home.Anyway, i also ate the chocolate dome cake.It was yummy!!.It was too chocolatey (pronounced as cho-co-ley-ti.ahihi) though.But it wasn't too sweet.Hindi nakaka-umay.=).I just love going to Starbucks.=).

Spongecola at campus

They were guests at campus radio awhile ago.Yael was so funny.haha.He once said, "I smell something goshy".Which was referring to gosh.ahaha.It was funny when he said that.A lot of people wanted their numbers.whatever.Of course they won't give that away.duh!.haha.anyway, they computed the digits of Yael's number and they were arguing if it was a 9 factorial number ('coz yael said so) or an 8 factorial number (i think it was gosh who said this) aor even a 10 factorial number (armo?! chris?!).haha.Not quite sure who said which.But anyway, i think no artist-slash-singer-slash-band or whoever popular person-slash-people would give out their phone or cell number to anyone.Especially if it means announcing it over the radio which also means announcing it to the whole world.Right?!.They also have the right to have privacy.=).So i think it's really silly to even try asking for their numbers 'coz 100% sure, they won't give it anyway.=).

Trip lang!

The Japoy thing which i blogged the day before yesterday (is that right?! just check it out) was not all true.Only half of it.The Kata part and the birthday part is not true.Pinag-ttripan lang daw nila ako!.wow.very nice.Tama bang abusuhin ang kabaitan ko?!.haha.whatever!.Good thing I didn't believe them 100%.I was doubting.hehe.I knew their story was too good to be true.=).So there.Just want to clear things up.=).

Secret Love

I think this is Jojo's next single.Am i right?!.I just heard radio stations play this.It was nice.I actually had an LSS because of this one.*starts to sing*.haha.okay, i'll stop na.It might rain again.haha.=).I know i've posted it's lyrics before.Two times na ata.But i want to post it again.So here's secret love by Jojo.Naks!.Parang dj mag-introduce ng song!.haha.=)

Secret Love
Jojo

Boy you're so hard to believe
Boy you're so hard to believe

[Verse 1:]
Just a friend
That' all I've ever been to you
Oh just a girl
Who wants to be the center of your world
But I ain't got much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that's not enough
For you to notice me
I'm just a girl
And I guess that's all I'll ever be to you
To you

[Chorus:]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh
You don't know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn't even know
My secret love

[Verse 2:]
In my dreams
I see us both together constantly
Why can't you see
This love that’s here for you inside of me
Ohhh
What do I have to do
For you to notice this
You look at her with love
With me it's just friendship
I'm just your girl
And I guess that's all I'll ever be to you
To you

[Chorus:]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh
you don't know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn't even know
My secret love

[Bridge:]
What do you see in her
You don't see in me (don't see in me)
Boy you're so hard to believe
Why do you show her love
But there’s none for me
Boy you don't make sense to me
Cause I don't have much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that's not enough
For you to notice me
I'm just your girl
And I guess that's all I'll ever be to you
To you

[Chorus:]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok (everything ain't ok)
But ohh
you don't know how it feels to be so in love (so in love with you baby)
With someone who doesn't even know
My secret love

Boy you're so hard to believe

huwaw!!.Parang tagos nanaman ata 'yun ah?!.ahaha.=)

The Latin Ssssnake!!

Sergio Mora won!!.yay!!.I was so happy!.haha.Finally, his mom can stop working na.I admire sergio for loving his mom so much.He said that he was doing all those fights for his mom.He deserved to win anyway.=).He was the only contender who never lost a fight.Although he can be a braggart at times.=).Before the final fight, Alfonzo Gomez and Jesse Brinkley fought for the bronze thingy.And Alfonzo won!!.haha.My two bets won!!.=).I was also happy for Alfonzo.=).Hey, if ever you watched The Contender, did you see how Peter Manfredo Jr. looked like after Sergio was announced the winner?!.He was devastated!!.He was crying ata.Oh well.It wasn't really for him.But at least he made it that far after losing with Gomez in his first fight.He was only a wild card, but i admit he really is tough.=).

American Idol

i would have wanted Bo Bice to win.No, actually, i would have wanted Constantine to win.But unfortunately, he didn't make it that far.haha.Well, i admit Carrie is good.I don't know, maybe i would have wanted a "rock star" to win the search to make a difference.hihi.=).oh well, Carrie deserves it too.=).

My teeth hurts

went to the dentist.Yeah, it was supposed to be last may 22 pa.But then, I only went awhile ago.Damn, it hurts again.Dra. Mary Ann (my dentist) twisted the wires again.Darn.I can't eat well.aww.

the contender: the final blow

it will be the finale of the contender later at 10 pm.it's sergio mora vs. peter manfredo jr. i'd go for sergio mora!.the latin snake!!.yeah boi!.haha.even sugar ray and sylvester stalone (whom i confused with steven seagull awhile ago.haha.stupid) bets for sergio to win.and i hope he does.ooh, it's vegas baby!!.haha

im pissed off with myself

i am so pissed off with myself.yesterday, japoy had a web chat in candy and i totally forgot about it.how stupid can i get?!.i missed yet another chance to get to know him.grrr.he had a web cam pa daw.waa!!.stupid me!!.how can i forget?!.argh.anyway, naiinggit din ako with nard, kata and chai.gosh, they all saw japoy awhile ago.wow.they are so lucky.nard saw japoy in la salle taft and pinintasan niya.sheesh!.tama ba 'yun?!.he told me that japoy had a lot of pimples and he was small..bla bla bla.then chai and kata saw him in fairview.i wish i was with them.awww.she also said japoy had a lot of pimples and stuff like that.grr.oh yeah, nard said he was suplado daw.i don't believe that!.maybe he's just shy.haha.defensive ba masyado?!.anyway, kata told me that she knows japoy because of taekwondo.she even invited him to her birthday.err, i don't know if she's telling the truth or what.but i told her that next time she invites japoy, she has to invite me too.and she said yes!!.yay!!.haha.gosh, i hope she really does know japoy.=)

so, should she start burning up her house?!

i read bea's blog last night.(by the way, i didnt blog yesterday 'coz i was too lazy to do so).as i was saying, i read her blog and wow..she's still into *him*.it all started in grade 6.others said he had a crush on her.she didn't like him at first.but eventually, she had a crush on him too.but she found out that he really didn't like her.aww.but then, she found a way to communicate with him, through text.and like all love stories, she fell for him.awww.but that was what...3, 4 years ago?!.wow.i can't believe she still likes him.after all these years?!.she wants to forget him.duh!.if i was in her place, i would also do that.its been way too long.but, she's finding a hard time.i guess trying to forget someone is really hard especially if he/she's your first.and the more you try to forget, the harder it is.aww.so, should she burn up her house?!.read her blog and find out why.=).

first day in college

not me.im only an incoming junior.=).it's nard.talked to him last night and i was able to ask him how it went.he's such a dork.first day of school in college and he wasn't at all excited.i mean, it's a fresh new start and he didn't feel any excitement?!.he even went to school later than usual.and he felt guilty as to why he didn't go to school earlier.not because he wanted to meet new friends or whatsoever but because he wasn't able to see iya villania.he told me that his blockmates saw iya and she was super-duper-ultra-mega beautiful.(duh! isn't it obvious?!).he wanted to see iya daw.haha.whatever.it was his fault naman eh.haha.=).he told me he's going to wake up earlier today.i wonder if he really did.hihi.=).oh yeah, he was also too lazy to do his homework yesterday.i told him there's really nothing new with that.after all he is leonard, what do i expect?!.haha.he got a little pissed off and told me im so yabang and that maybe someday i'll eat up my words 'coz he'll graduate as.."suma kumlawde".haha.he doesn't even know how to spell summa cumlaude.=).peace!.=).by the way, he doesn't like most of his blockmates daw.=/.actually, before school started, he told me he was worried of not having any best friend.awww.but i'm pretty sure he'll find one.=).

pinoy pride

i was watching myx presents:Billy Crawford awhile ago.when he was aksed about the Philippines and what he would say when people (foreigners) would ask him about our country.he said that he wasn't at all good at philippine history but would always say: "it was discovered by magellan pare!! you know, lapu-lapu killed him!".it was funny when he said that.haha.=).made me laugh.=).he was always proud to be a filipino.and i do admire him for that.wouldn't it be nice if we all loved our country and be proud of it?!.

also, i read a column on The Philippine Daily Inquirer last sunday.an american wrote it.here's some excerpt of what he wrote:

Yankee in a daze over RP
James J. Hevener

It never occured to me that my recent trip to the Philippines would be exciting...

It was my first trip to the country and i was very excited.After my Philippine sojourn, I can say I was thrilled more than ever, even writing this article because the trip was certainly something money cannit buy.It was worth all the time and the effort...

I wish I had more time in my hand because the places were just wonderful.I had to capture everything in my 35 mm camera because the sights were breath taking.I couldn't afford to let go of them without storing them concretely.

The Banaue Rice Terraces were simply amazing. No wonder, it is considered the eighth wonder of the world.I could not imagine how they were built with human hands.Maybe that was what made them very sturdy.They looked like they were made by the greatest master.Uniquely wonderful...from every angle.

I was particularyly very ahppy with the photos of the hills around Sabayan, near Carmen and the world-famous Chocolate Hills.And the sights of Sagada were just marvelous.I got first-hand information of the so-called hanging coffins.They were hanging all right and had lasted for centuries.

Now, I continue to ponder why more Americans don't visit the Philippines.In fact, the trip was so exciting I am going to start a website to encourage Americans to see the Philippines...

And the Filipinos? That is another beautiful story...the hospitality, their sincerity in dealing with foreigners, their unusually beautiful and close relationships...I was at the right place all the time...

I am sure my recent trip to the Philippines would not be my last.Hope to comr back with friends from America.

**note: I edited this one.There are some missing paragraphs or sentences.This is just an excerpt from The Philippine Daily Inquirer dated Sunday, May 25, 2005.Page J1.

when will we appreciate our own country?!.shame on us.foreigners even love the Philippines more than we, Filipinos, love our country.this is a sad reality.why do we have to wait for other people to love the Philipiines before we can love it?!.sometimes, i think that kawawa naman ang Pilipinas, sariling mga anak niya, hindi siya mahal.Our country is just like our mother.and it is waiting to be loved.=).

can't get enough of japoy!

getting sick of me blogging about japoy?!.hehe.=).i watched scq awhile ago.gosh, he is so hot.he's totally handsome, tantalizing, charming, adorable, sexy, lovable, darling, winsome, captivating, irrisistable..and the list goes on.haha.=).his eyes are so sexy it makes me melt everytime he stares.well of course not on me (though how i wish it was me he was staring at).he stares at sarah (ugh!) and on the tv screen.why does he have to be paired, of all girls (teen actresses to be exact), with sarah geronimo?!.anyway, he doesnt really act well, does he?!.but i know he can still improve.=).and i really dont care if he acts well or not.=).he's so good in dancing though.=).he just simply makes the dance floor go on fire!.yeah boi!.haha.=).actually, my mom also says he's cute!.my mom knows im so addicted to japoy and when she saw him, she said i actually had a good taste!.hihi.=).god, i'd do anything to meet him in person!.=).

punk'd!

i was having a chat with my ym friend awhile ago.i suddenly changed my status message to: bakit ba nararamdaman?!.bakit ba tinatamaan?!.at bakit ba nasasaktan?!.bakit pa?!.bakit ba?! ayoko na. that's from Bakit Part I of mayonnaise.then this happened: (ill let you read our chat awhile ago.hihi)

him: cno b nagppasa syo?
him: mahal m b sya?
me: na shock ako sa tanong mo
me: ahahaha
me: cno nagppsaya sken?!
me: si japoy
me: mahal ko ba xa?!
me: oo
me: wahehehe
him: heheh
him: bkit yan nklagay s icon mo?
him: mahal m b?
me: si japoy?!..oo nga
me: kilala mo ba un?!
me: ung nsa milo commercial??
me: ung nagsisisipa?!
me: hahaha
him: hndi
him: whos is dat?
him: hehehok tlga
him: if u love him...set him free n lng kng lam m nmn hndi tlga kyo
me: ung ano..sa milo ad..
me: hahaha
me: sira
him: but
me: di kami magkakilala
me: nyahahaha
him: hahahhaha
him: nkakisakay lng ko no!
him: w8 lng ha!

then we never chatted again.oops, did i make him pahiya?!.haha.sorry, i didn't mean to.=).i don't believe na he was sumasakay lang.do you?!.haha.=).i don't mean to be rude.im so sorry.=).i was just joking.i thought he knew japoy.but then, he thought i really knew japoy personally (i wish i really do!).hehe.anyway, for the status thingy, wala lang.just wanted to place it.swak ba?!.haha.=)

going bulilit

i watched this show kanina and i was laughing so much.there was this scene with a group of hunters and a group of tribal people.the hunters brought guns while the tribal people had sibat.the hunters were talking with each other and so as the tribal people.their conversation was like:

HUNTERS
hunter 1:bakit tayo may dalang baril?!
hunter 2:eh kasi baka sibatin tayo ng mga katutubo.
hunter 3:eh bat naman tayo sisibatin ng mga katutubo?!
hunter 2:eh kasi may dala tayong baril.
hunter 1:eh bat tayo may dalang baril?!
hunter 2:eh kasi nga baka sibatin tayo ng mga katutubo.
hunter 3:eh bat naman tayo sisibatin ng mga katutubo?!
hunter 2:eh kasi nga may dala tayong baril!

TRIBAL PEOPLE
person 1:bat tayo may dalang sibat?!
person 2:eh kasi baka barilin tayo ng mga hunters.
person 3:eh bat naman tayo babarilin ng mga hunters?!
person 2:eh kasi may dala tayong sibat.
person 1:eh bat tayo may dalang sibat?!
person 2:eh kasi nga baka barilin tayo ng mga hunters.
person 3:eh bat naman tayo babarilin ng mga hunters?!
person 2:eh kasi nga may dala tayong sibat!

and their conversations went on and on and on and on.haha.laugh trip!.paikot-ikot lang 'yung usapan nila!.haha.ang kulit!!.=).

star dance

the contest is over.the winner has been announced.ryan of batangas won.to tell you the truth, i really didnt like him to be the winner.i would have liked froilan to win.although i knew he didnt deserve it since he didnt do his best awhile ago.call me biased.=).hehe.i cant believe how ryan got a 98% from one of the judges (aga muhlach) and jay-r actually gave him a 100%.=0.wtf?!.its only now that i saw a judge give a 100% for a contestant.=0.i was really shocked.who wouldnt be?!.i thought that can never happen in any competition.wow.now i guess it is actually possible.how weird.parang walang flaws 'yung contestant if you give him a perfect score.anyway, myabe he did deserve to win.he was really good.=).but still i would have liked froilan to win.ahihi.=).

Bakit Part II

this one's from mayonnaise.i admit that when i first saw the video, i didnt like it.=).well, that was because i didn't understand a thing monti was singing.only the word bakit.haha.so yeah, i saw again in mtv awhile ago and i listened to it na.i mean, its unfair naman for them if i wouldnt like their song just because i didnt understand a thing from their video.hihi.=).so awhile ago, i opened up my ear.hihi.and yes, i did understand most of it na.not all.hehe.so i decided to look for the lyrics na lang.=).and yeah, its actually nice!!.=).one more thing, since this is already a part II, i guess there is a part I.and that's what im going to look for.=).hihi.

Bakit Part II
Mayonnaise

lumuha ka ng nagiisa, nakadungaw sa buwan.
Lumilipad ang isip mo,nakasabit sa ulap.

Ngunit bakit, pinilit, kung ayaw ko'ng masaktan?

Sinabe ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha ang katulad ko na parang timang, at 'di mo parin maintindihan.

Malayo ang pagtitig mo, dala ng hangin.
Akala ko ay pwede pa na umasa sa iyo.

Ngunit bakit, pinilit, kung ayaw ko'ng masaktan?

Sinabe ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha ang katulad ko na parang timang, at 'di mo parin maintindihan.

O bakit ba, pag wala ka na, ako'y kulang

Sinabe ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha ang katulad ko na parang timang, at 'di mo parin maintindihan.

kicks..hiya!!

no, not taekwondo.hehe.since i have nothing to do at home, ive been practicing my futsal..err, skills(?).is skill the right term?!.anyway, i know i cant kick with my left foot well.i actually suck at it.i hate my left foot.argh.the ball doesnt even go on a straight line when i kick it.that's how bad it is.so i decided to practice kicking balls with my leftie.=).and now, well..im still not that good.but at least i improved.=).hihi.i can now make the ball roll on a straight line.haha.=).babaw.but, its an achievement na noh!.now i have to practice kicking hard with my leftie.=).oh yeah, i think my right foot also improved.i think i can kick harder na!.yay!.=).ive also been practicing juggling.the most i did was 8 (which only happened once, by the way).awww.i also suck at this one.but at least i did 8 na kahit once lang.=).hehe.

how well do you know me??

karel sent this text message where in we had to answer questions about the sender in order for us to know how well we know them.the questions were:

si "(name)" ay isang tao...
• mahilig siyang...
• ayaw niya sa...
• galit siya sa...
• crush niya si...
• mahal niya si...
• lagi siyang...

and here were some of the answers that i got.=).from:

Karel
si "ayeen" ay isang tao...
• mahilig siyang...mag internet
• ayaw niya sa...mga *names ng taong ayaw ko* =)
• galit siya sa...*names ulit ng mga taong ayaw ko* =)
• crush niya si...japoy
• mahal niya si...JOHN PAUL L.
• lagi siyang...naka online
**comments:tama lahat!!.woohoo!.=).err, she really texted JOHN PAUL L. in all caps.=)

Chai
si "(name)" ay isang tao...
• mahilig siyang...mag internet
• ayaw niya sa...mga dimples
• galit siya sa...mga bunnies
• crush niya si...uh?
• mahal niya si...japoy
• lagi siyang...maliit
**comments:err, di naman lahat ng may dimples at bunnies ayaw ko.you know who.=).hihi.=).di niya alam crush ko?!.haha

Nard
si "ayeen" ay isang tao...
• mahilig siyang...mag internet
• ayaw niya sa...mayabang
• galit siya sa...feeling
• crush niya si...gabby
• mahal niya si...japoy
• lagi siyang...naka online
**comments:puro one word pero tama din lahat!!.*clap clap*

Mela
si "ayeen" ay isang tao...
• mahilig siyang...mag internet
• ayaw niya sa...mga taong ayaw sa kanya
• galit siya sa...mga taong ayaw sa kanya
• crush niya si...nard, japoy
• mahal niya si...mga taong nagmamahal sa kanya
• lagi siyang...cute
**comments:err, di po totoo 'yung nard thingy na crush ko un.=).and di naman ako galit sa mga taong ayaw sakin.=).i actually dont care.there are just specific people.=).you know.=).hihi

okay, notice how they have the same answers on the first question?!.haha.=).but the ones who had all correct answers were karel and nard.woohoo!.give them a round of applause for knowing me so well!.*clap clap*.=)

education-slash-poverty

i watched tv patrol awhile ago and learned that 16 million filipinos are school drop outs.which makes the philippines with one of the highest school drop outs in asia.tsk tsk.ive also learned that 40% of which are grade 6 students who do not continue their education until high school.and 50% of which dropped out even before graduating high school.interesting huh?!.but also disappointing.this is even worse than i thought.i knew that a lot of filipinos do not go to school or finish it because of poverty.but i didnt know that it would reach 16 million.wow.in grade 7, we researched about the literacy rate of different countries.philippines then had a 95% literacy rate.i admit that i was shocked when i found out about this.didnt know we had a high literacy rate.it was actually the same with US'.but that was 3 years ago.id bet that it got lower.=/.oh gosh, imagine what would happen to this country 10 years from now.education is an essential step in order to have a good future.not to mention what rizal once said, ang kabataan ang pag-asa ng bayan.now, is it still possible?!.it is, if we decide to help make a change.we can help stop poverty.and by this, we can help other people have education.we can change the future into a better one.=).the little things that we do count.so lets help save the future of our children and our children's children and so on and so forth.you can start helping by going to these sites: www.makepovertyhistory.org and www.one.org.=).c'mon show your love.=).we can make it happen!.=)

section division

oh no.our class might just be divided into two sections now.there are a lot of incoming junior students daw.noooooo!!!.tssss.they cant do that.not until we reacgh 41.which i hope does not happen.argh.if ever that happens--no.that wont happen.never.=/.i dont like us to be separated.tsk.im gonna kill them.just kiddin'!.haha.just hoping we dont reach 41.=).hihi.

poetry

i was writing poems awhile ago.wala lang.past time.=).ehehe.not everyone knows that i write poems.=).hidden talent ba?!.ahaha.anyway, here's one i made.=)

Hallucinations

i am a dreamer
and i love fairytales
often i dream
that i am a princess
and you are my prince
we live in a castle
happily ever after
but the more i dream
or should i say, hallucinate?
the more it hurts
knowing that this fantasy
will remain as it is
never to come true
it dawns on me that this is reality
you and i can never be
but still i want my happy ending
and i know its not with you
the more it clears,
the more i got to let you go
and though it pained me, this is what i did
i was brave enough
to let you fly away and set you free
thinking this would be best for you and me
i was wrong because deep inside i know
its still you i long for
seeing you now
i wish i never had enough courage
to let go of you
coz when you left, you took my heart with you.

wala lang.ahaha.=)

misheard lyrics

got this from candymag.these are misheard lyrics.its so fun reading it!.haha.i did enjoy these.i know youll do too!.=)

• my sacrifice: this brings tears to my eyes my sack of rice

• greatest love of all: i decided long ago never to walk in edu manzano

• drop it like its hot: when the pimp's in the crib mapop it like guitar

• kisapmata: o kay bilis naman maglaho ng pag-ibig mo sinta, daig mo pa ang isang kislap mata

• are you gonna be my girl: big black boobs, long brown hair

• my boo: its started when we were younger you were nine

• where is the love: people killing, people flying, children hurt and living crying

• one more time(britney): my only nest is killing me

• in da club: were gonna party like its your birthday, were gonna sit retarded like its your birthday

• lose my breath: can you keep up baby boy? make me lose my breasts

• crush(jennifer paige): i-splash a little crush

• get your freak on: get your free kahon

• my boo: and you were my beyblade. it started when we were younger

• if i aint got you: some people want tambourines

• someday well know: mighty mouse outside chicago

• breathless(the corrs): so go on, go on, leave me breastless

• the reason: another perfect pair sad there are many things i wish i didnt do

• on bended knees:oh god give me a reason, im down abandon me

• addicted: i heard youre cooking okay and i want you to know

• ill be: ill be your crying soldier.ill be love suicide

• wag na wag mong sasabihin: magdamag mong sasabihin

• anima christi: soul of christ sat beside me

• lunes: at ayokong magising sa umagang nangaakit mabuksan ang mga dingding

• caught up: got so carnap.got me feeling it

haha.laftrip!!.these are just some of them.there are lots more.hihi.check it out na lang in their site.=)

wowowee

i am aware that a lot of people are pissed of with this show.i hate to say this but, i would like to contradict with them.for some reason, i actually enjoy this show.it cracks me up like hell whenever i watch this.how weird can i get?!.i like the joke joke joke portion.hihi.=).although its really irritating everytime willie would say how much wowowee, abs-cbn, kapamilya..whatever can help people and bla bla bla.and he repeats this over and over until it annoys people.at least, it annoys me.why does he have to emphasize on it?!.tsss.but i admit that despite of that, i still like watching the show.especially because nash is there!!.haha.=).i have a crush on nash!.and on aaron too!(although he doesnt appear on wowowee, just wanted to say the aaron part for everyone to know.haha).cradle snatcher?!.haha.gwapo ni nash eh!.and aaron is sooper duper cute!!.=).oh and they help a bunch of people too.=).i think that would be the best part.but i repeat, willie doesnt need to empahisize on this one.oh well..let him be na lang.

im starting to hate globe


ive always ALWAYS been loyal to globe.since then, ive been a globe subscriber (now i gave out one more clue to my cp number.hihi).anyway, im now starting to get pissed of with it.subscribers now have to pay a peso for checking our balance.argh.wtf?!.hello?!.mag-chcheck lang ng balnce, may bayad pa?!.it seems that every single thing that you would see here on earth has a charge that you need to pay.kulang na lang pati bawat pag hakbang mo, may bayad na rin.tsss.hello?!.everyone is having a hard time here so dont give any excuse like you need more money or whatsoever.you are already a big company.think about the people who dont have enough money naman.a single peso is already a lot for them!.tsss.THINK OF OUR COUNTRYMEN.the wrong thing in our country is that people only think of themselves.of how they can have a better life.of how they can be rich.of how they can get out of poverty.there's only one word they would always say.the word I.gosh, when will people care for each other?!.guys, read the korean's letter.i posted it here.dated may 11.look down.=).read carefully and think.ayt?!.=)

new lay-out

got bored with my old lay-out so i decided to change it na.=).it's simpler than the previous ones i had.just for a change, maybe.hehe.i finished my net card fixing this blog again.and im having a head ache right now.=/.anyway, hope you like it too!.=)

chess addict


my sister and i have been playing chess over and over for these past few days.weve been addicted to it.haha.we never stop until we win against each other!.really fun!.mind game pa!.hehe.i love playing mind games for some reason.hihi.weird.=)

20 days left


just 20 more days until another school year starts.summer is slowly waving good bye to us.awww.time does fly by so fast!.im an incoming junior this year.one more school year then ill be in college.=0.very fast indeed!.but still, i cant wait for this sy to start na!!.vianne, who used to be my classmate and friend (not so close though) in woodrose, will be transferring to st. scho na!!.she's not too happy about it though.duh!.who would be?!.imagine being stuck in your school for 10 years or more then suddenly youll transfer?!.i wasnt happy either when i transfered to st. scho.but, youll get the hang of it!.anyway, im too lazy to blog more things.ciao muna!

weirdo-ism:epidemia

there's a new epidemia going on.the weirdo-ism epidemia.a lot of people are suddenly becoming weird.tsk tsk.just awhile ago, we went to have some grocery done.i saw this caritas bosconian guy whom i dont even know.(actually, i just saw his shirt with the school's logo).so there.he was with his kuya.we went past each other.they smiled at me.=/.okay, you may think that's-just-a-smile-whats-the-big-deal?!.well, something else happened.i was walking when the kuya suddenly popped out of nowhere just like a mushroom and flashed his 100-kilowatt smile on me.what the?!.after that, we would always bump into each other.then, there was this one time when we were in an aisle and i think they wanted to pass where we were.strange because there was another aisle parallel to where i was which was free of anyone blocking the way.not to mention that their cart was already there.then the kuya suddenly spoke."clear the way! clear the way!".so i looked back.and again, for the nth time, flashed those pearly whites at me.=/.then he looked at his brother (the cdbs guy), smiled at him then looked back at me and smiled..AGAIN.what was wrong with him?!?!.does he know me?!.does his brother know me?!.i know a bunch of people from caritas but im sure i havent met this guy.we went to pay ahead of them and while i was standing somewhere quite far from them (but still you could see each other but mejo malabo na) waiting for my mom, i can see the kuya girrafe-ing (what the hell?! is there even such word?! i guess the epidemia just hit me) his neck and looking at me of course, with his smile.=/.whats with the smile?!.whats with the whole thing?!.weird.strange.odd.peculiar.bizarre.but hey, i want to know if they know me.but how can that be?!.huh?!.whatever.oh yeah, the kuya looked familiar.i think i saw him somewhere.i think.hmm...

japoy mania
watched scq awhile ago to see japoy.haha.i think im going nuts for him.=).he's so gwapo!!.i swear!!.=).but something's wrong eh.sarah geronimo is his love team.amf!.nooo!.they dont look good together.they dont have chemistry!!.mas bagay pa ko kay japoy!.haha.ASA.but, whatever.i love japoy.end of story.=).

hotness!!

oh gosh.its so freakin HOT.especially kanina, noon time.argh.everyone's gonna get heat stroke in no time.weve been using our aircon for at least 12 hours a day.im sure our electric bills are getting higher.and even if the aircon is already in high cool mode and the thermos stat is 10..it is still not enough to stop the heat!!!.argh.why is it so hot?!?!?!.the ozone layer is already damaged too much.i think mother nature is getting back at us.no, let me rephrase that..we are getting back at ourselves (without us noticing it, we do things that would eventually come back to us!tsk!).actually, weve caused this heat.if we just care for this planet.but we dont.we litter, we cut trees, we do so much pollution.tapos we only realize what damage weve done when something bad happens.then after that, we start doing harmful things to our surroundings all over again.it doesnt stop.its just like a cycle.we destroy nature, something bad happens, we start to care, we forget then we destroy nature again.please remember naman, we only have one planet.we should start taking care of it.NOW NA!.

[im]patience
ive noticed that my patience is getting shorter and shorter.why kaya?!.because of the heat?!?!.i dont know.this is bad.i had a short patience before.but, i did change that.i tried to have a longer patience and i did have a longer one.but, i realized that the longer my patience is, the more people push me and fill me up.=/.whats wrong with people ba?!.they get irritated because you have this short patience and your blood boils easily.but, if you have a long one naman, pinupuno nila.wtf?!?!.but okay, im going to work this out again.im going to bring back the patience ive lost.=).woohoo!!.=)

laking national

i hate my friggin computer.it crashed again yesterday for the nth time now.amf.good thing it got fixed the same day.anyway, we enrolled na yesterday.it was so damn hot in school.i was perspiring so much.darn.if you saw how my dad looked like, he was literally soaking in sweat.his shirt was so wet!.sabi nga niya, para siyang naligo.haha.it was funny though.=).of course, after going to school, we went to national.gosh, we bought so many things!!.we had a cart na but it still wasnt big enough for all of the things we bought!.=0.im so laking national talaga!.i love going to national and go "shopping".haha.i love my notebooks now!!.i cant wait to write on it!.hihi.=).its quite expensive though.100 plus for the thick one.=0.my dad got shocked.hehe.=).pero, it is really really nice!!.=).err, i bought ballpens na rin.its lotus needle point.i dont know if itll write well.but, so far so good.in case you dont know, pens seem to hate me.they just wouldnt write.or, they would write for only a few days and *poof!* wala na!.grr.i just hope this one will be fine.=).hihi.cant wait for this school year to start!.just a few more days!.=).

virginity etcetera

okay, you may wonder why such a title?!.i dont know but, people dont seem to value their virginity anymore.=/.just awhile ago, i found out that my neighbor(who's only 19, by the way) would be married next month.=0.why!?.simple, because she's pregnant.still, i dont think her being pregnant is a reason for her to get married.shes still young and would still meet a lot of people.i just cant imagine myself getting married at that early age bearing a child.=0.i just cant believe that she could do such thing.i mean, we used to be close friends and..oh well, what's done is done.its a good thing she didnt think of aborting the child.

here's more..i happened to see Kc montero and geneva cruz being interviewed..i think....yesterday. they were asked if they were living together na.know what kc said?!."so what?!.c'mon were living in the modern world already..bla bla bla".okay, i respect their views but its just not right!!.living together without even getting married?!.they are sick!.=0.god, help this people.

why cant people wait for the right time to have sex?!.which is, after marriage.okay, i may seem so ewan here talking about these things.but, it is a very IMPORTANT matter.it may look like everyone is doing it, but no.not everyone is doing it.sex is something that should be done only if youre wed with your partner.its for pro-creating.hello?!.its not a past time or for fun!.sex is not dirty.its god's gift.it just becomes dirty when done at the wrong time and for the wrong reason.you just dont do it to prove your love to a person, which is, the common mistake of people.its also not for saving a relationship that's turning cold or whatever.(got this from class).but then again, these are just my opinion.you may agree with me or not.

but guys, remember, do what is right.dont do things just because everyone is doing the same thing.we are our own person.we have our own brains and thinking.always remember that before doing something, ask yourself, "will god like what i am doing?!".then, youll know what to do.also, remember that sex is not bad nor dirty.just wait for the right time to do it.ayt?!.=)

a korean's thoughts

im sharing to you what ive read in candymag.com.it's about a korean's thought about the Philippines.its really a nice read.it would make you think differently.=).read on.=)

My Short Essay about the Philippines
(You can forward my essay to your friends.)

Filipinos always complain about the corruption in the Philippines. Do
you really think the corruption is the problem of the Philippines? I do not think so. I strongly believe that the problem is the lack of love for the Philippines.

Let me first talk about my country, Korea. It might help you understand my point. After the Korean War, South Korea was one of the poorest countries in the world. Koreans had to start from scratch because entire country was destroyed completely after the Korean War, and we had no natural resources.

Koreans used to talk about the Philippines, for Filipinos were very rich in Asia. We envy Filipinos. Koreans really wanted to be well off like Filipinos. Many Koreans died of famine. My father's brother also died because of famine.

Korean government was awfully corrupt and is still very corrupt beyond your imagination, but Korea was able to develop dramatically because Koreans really did their best for the common good with their heart burning with patriotism. Koreans did not work just for themselves but also for their neighborhood and country. Education inspired young men with the spirit of patriotism.

40 years ago, President Park took over the government to reform Korea. He tried to borrow money from other countries, but it was not possible to get a loan and attract a foreign investment because the economy situation of South Korea was so bad. Korea had only three factories. So, President Park sent many mine workers and nurses to Germany so that they could send money to Korea to build a factory.

They had to go through a horrible experience. In 1964, President Park
visited Germany to borrow money. Hundred of Koreans in Germany came to the airport to welcome him and cried there as they saw the President Park. They asked to him, "President, when can we be well off?"

That was the only question everyone asked to him. President Park cried with them and promised them that Korea would be well off if everyone works hard for Korea, and the President of Germany got the strong impression on them and lent money to Korea. So, President Park was able to build many factories in Korea.

He always asked Koreans to love their country from their heart. Many
Korean scientists and engineers in the USA came back to Korea to help
developing country because they wanted their country to be well off.

Though they received very small salary, they did their best for Korea.They always hoped that their children would live in well off country.

My parents always brought me to the places where poor and physically
handicapped people live. They wanted me to understand their life and
help them. I also worked for Catholic Church when I was in the army. The only thing I learned from Catholic Church was that we have to love our neighborhood. And I have loved my neighborhood.

Have you cried for the Philippines? I have cried for my country several times. I also cried for the Philippines because of so many poor people.I have been to the New Bilibid prison. What made me sad in the prison were the prisoners who do not have any love for their country. They go to mass and work for Church. They pray everyday.

However, they do not love the Philippines. I talked to two prisoners at the maximum security compound, and both of them said that they would leave the Philippines right after they are released from the prison. They said that they would start a new life in other countries and never come back to the Philippines.

Many Koreans have a great love for Korea so that we were able to share our wealth with our neighborhood. The owners of factory and company were distributed their profit to their employees fairly so that employees could buy what they needed and saved money for the future and their children.

When I was in Korea, I had a very strong faith and wanted to be a
priest. However, when I came to the Philippines, I completely lost my faith. I was very confused when I saw many unbelievable situations in the Philippines. Street kids always make me sad, and I see them everyday. The Philippines is the only Catholic country in Asia, but there are too many poor people here. People go to church every Sunday to pray, but nothing has been changed. My parents came to the Philippines last week and saw this situation.

They told me that Korea was much poorer than the present Philippines
when they were young. They are so sorry that there so many beggars and street kids. When we went to Pagsangjan, I forced my parents to take a boat because it would fun. However, they were not happy after taking a boat. They said that they would not take the boat again because they were sympathized the boat men, for the boat men were very poor and had a small frame. Most of people just took a boat and enjoyed it. But my parents did not enjoy it because of love for them.

My mother who has been working for Catholic Church since I was very
young told me that if we just go to mass without changing ourselves, we are not Catholic indeed. Faith should come with action. She added that I have to love Filipinos and do good things for them because all of us are same and have received a great love from God.

I want Filipinos love their neighborhood and country as much as they love God so that the Philippines will be well off. I am sure that love is the keyword which Filipinos should remember. We cannot change the sinful structure at once. It should start from person. Love must start in everybody in a small scale and have to grow.

A lot of things happen if we open up to love. Let us put away our
prejudices and look at our worries with our new eyes. I discover that
every person is worthy to be loved. Trust in love, because it makes
changes possible. Love changes you and me. It changes people, contexts and relationships. It changes the world.

Please love your neighborhood and country. Jesus Christ said that
whatever we do to others we do to Him. In the Philippines, there is God who are abused and abandoned. There is God who is crying for love.

If you have a child, teach them how to love the Philippines. Teach them why they have to love their neighborhood and country. You already know that God also will be very happy if you love others. That's all I really want to ask you Filipinos.

Jaeyoun Kim
September, 2003

eh kayo, have you ever asked yourself, do i love my country?!.i have asked myself and yes, i do love my country.i love the people, the culture, everything!!.this korean loves this country so much.why cant we love our country the way he does?!.this is the thing we lack and its so sad that this is the reality of life here.c'mon, open up your hearts, our country deserves to be loved!!.=)

and now i will admit that i love you

our date last night turned out well.kuya arnold went with us.its a good thing since ive not seen him for such a long time na.=).we had some talk.hihi.=).i just ordered a caramel frap!.yummmm!!.=)

anyway, i really dont know what exactly is happening to me.=/.errr, maybe i do know.pero...ah!.whatever.ewan.bahala na.kaya ko to!!.aja!!.=).i know this will eventually pass.ill get over this.sus, ako pa?!.hihi.=).anyway,(ulet.haha)everything's fixed up na between him and her.=).good for them.=).kaya lang, nard is turning into a super-duper-as-in-to-the-max-to-the-highest-level-na-di-ko-mareach corny guy.hahaha!.forgive me for posting this here where everyone can see.haha.but i cant help it!!.ive been laughing at him kanina pa!!.hihi.i cant believe this.nard=corny?!.=0.

gosh, see what love can do?!.love truly is an oxymoron.mahirap na madali.masarap pero minsan, masakit.and.also, it does so many things to a person that you cant even imagine.=).it turns strong people into weak people.or, from being manhid mutating into someone who's mushy.=).i believe that everyone has a prince or a princess.for those who have already found it, treasure it.for those who are still waiting, dont worry because in fairytales, they dont find it until the last page.=).love is filled with a lot of mysteries.what they are?!.go figure!.=).there's no greater way to learn about the mysteries of love than experiencing it yourself.=).as for me?!.ive found my prince, or so i thought.ive found my prince, but i am not his cinderella.but its okay(yeah right!haha).i know, someone out there is about to find me...SOON!.=).maybe its japoy.maybe its gabby.or maybe, he's just someone in front of me.hey, youll never know!.=)

will be going to a date later!

will be going to starbucks in a while and have a date with...MY MOM!.since we werent able to go out yesterday, we decided to go out tonight.just have some coffee and unwind.i think that would be great.=).

anyway, i realy dont have much going on for me today.i had a chat with patrick though and we tried to catch up with what is happening in our lives.we havent been in touch for the longest time.last time we were able to talk ata was march pa.and although we arent that close, he really is a good friend.=).ayun, i found out he's going to UPLB for college.=).good for him.he really likes to study there eh.=).

oh yeah, i also had a chat with him and her.hay, why is it so complicated ba?.i dont really know.he said i love you, she said i love you too.but, everything is just...i dont know.it sucks.i dont want to mess things up for both of them.she told me not to say anything.but he has the right to know.it would be fine for me to shut my mouth if she has plans to say those things she told me to him.but no, she doesnt.=/.im sooo stuck in the middle.=/.theyre both my friends.pero, gosh.ewan.it doesnt have to be this way.=/.why do people make simple things too complicated?!.hay, weird people.they seriously need to talk.nag-uumpisa pa lang, pero...ah ewan!!.di ko na rin alam.=/.im also confused.basta ako, i dont want to mess up anything.=/.pero, i guess, if its just meant to be, its meant to be and everything will just fall into place.but if it's not, then, there are other things that's meant to happen.but whatever happens to him and her.im just here.=).ayt?!.=).alam niyo namang mahal ko kayong dalawa eh!.=)

i was victimed!! =0

by leonard.haha.:).tama daw bang pagtripan ako kanina?!.oh gosh!!.he has a new number na kasi.and i didnt know about it pa.okay, it started when someone texted me (which i didnt know was him pala.tsk!hehe) and asked me if i can be his txtm8.its so weird.he was bisaya.haha.i replied naman, natarayan ko nga ata.haha.then when he txted back, he was english speaking naman!!.=0.hey, nard doesnt speak english often.maybe that's why i didnt notice agad.hehe.and the way he texted me awhile ago was different.i asked him where he got my number and he said from my cousin's cousin.=0.gosh, i was thinking, minamaligno na ba ko?!.seriously.coz i only have 1 cousin (first).whom im not even close with.and i know she wont give my number to other people.i asked him who that "cousin" is.he said jake.=0.okay, i know one jake.and he isnt in a way related to me.he's just my friend.weird.maybe he thought of jake since he heard me talk about jake once.then he introduced himself as jap.maybe because i have a huge crush on japoy.sheesh!.grabeh, ang utak mo dude!.haha.pero i really thought he was in some way, jake's friend since he knew a lot of things about me.hehe.he even asked me about some things that he doesnt know about me!!.waa!!.grabeh!!.when he told me he was leonard, wow!!.i cant help but laugh at myself!!.haha.i just fell into his trap.=).hihi.anyway, i asked him to greet his mom a happy mother's day for me.ayaw nia.he said that whenever may occassion daw, they dont greet each other.they greet each other in silence.wow.how weird can that get?!.haha.anyway, i want to greet all moms a...

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!! *mwah*

the best girl friend

**got this from candy mag, may issue.just wanted to share it with you.=).**
If there is a dream girl for every guy, then there's also the girl whom to him is not a girl. now before you start getting ready to throw stuff at us, let us explain. Were not casting any doubts on your sexuality.it's just that since the girls in question have been our friends for the longest time, weve long since stopped looking at them as girls. we see them as our best friends, period. these are the girls we can tell absolutely anything, without worrying about offending their sensibilities.
>>sounds familiar?!.it's a yes for me!!.i often hear this from nard.na wala na siyang hiya sakin.=0.haha.its okay though.=).and yesterday, jc and nard were talking about me loads of times.i asked them why.jc answered, "wala lang, kaw lang kasi mapag-usapan namin na cguradong ndi magagalit eh".wow.haha.oh well.=).its really fine with me naman eh.i like having a best boy bud!.=)

when i get married, tulips would be everywhere!

i saw this wedding in the inquirer where there were lots and lots of tulips!.wow!.i LOVE tulips!!.and i want my wedding to be the same.with lots of tulips!!.=).hehe.okay, enough of that.yesterday, we celebrated patcha's birthday.=).we were 7.chai, me, karel, jalvin, sceiy, nard and jolibz(jc na nga pala!hehe).jc was late.pero okay lang, at least he still went.i dont know what would have happened if he didnt come.hehe.it was so boring at first.tambay sa house ni chai, onting kwentuhan and stuff.then we waited for jc and went sa walter to cool down.it was sooo hot kasi eh!!.we made tambay sa mcdo.then something happened kaya chai and jalvin left us.=/.so we decided na lang to play arcade!!.woohoo!!.saya!!.=).then we went looking for chai and jalvin.buti we saw them agad!.tapos we went to chai's house ulit.but we were just sitting outside their gate (sa cement!) kasi daming tao.=).we didnt like to go in na.pero, that was the most fun part!!.=).we were just there, with nothing to do.until karel and i played "20 questions".well, it wasnt actually 20 lang.hehe.then, ayun na, may asaran, kwentuhan and stuff.hehe.sobrang fun!!.tapos we played truth or dare.fisrt only with sila patcha and jalvin.then, we asked nard and jc to play with us.game naman sila!.hehe.gosh, can you believe that since i didnt want to answer one question, i actually danced kikay in front of them?!.=0.haha.anyway, we got tired of the game and played dugtungan.gosh, jc was so imaginative!.i remember the "kahariang ube".haha.laugh trip!!.=).so there.we went home 6.30 pm na.pero it was fun talaga!!.having those 2 guys around would surely make you laugh!.hehe.even though we did nothing really tiring, i was os tired when i got home.hehe.i guess, nakakapagod tumawa ng tumawa!.hehe.=).karel called me up last night.we were talking about how jc was fun to be with!.=).sobra!.and sabi namin na we'd rather have a boyfriend na not-so-gwapo but has a nice personality and masaya kasama than having an uber-gwapo-boyfriend na senseless naman.hehe.funny how we suddenly changed our perspective.from saying, oh-gosh-he's-so-hot-i-dont-care-if-he's-not-smart to actually saying what-would-i-do-to-s-hot-guy-without-a-brain?!.i guess, we just matured.=).it's really cool when you know you have grown from what used to be the immature you.=).and we thank jc for opening up our eyes!.=)

im still a kid at heart!

i admit im sort of "old" already.well, not that old.just old enough to stop playing kiddy games like patintero or langit-lupa.but i still do play these games!.i actually LOVE it!.i never get tired of it.=).it just makes me feel like a kid once more.and i love being a kid!.our neighbors came over.yay!!.at last, i could now do something fun!.hehe.yes, we played patintero, langit-lupa and even moro-moro!.=).gosh, call me isip bata but still, i wouldnt care.my lola would even tell me, "huy! ang tanda tanda mo na, nakikisali ka pa sa mga bata! kinse anyos ka na!".hehe.so what if im fifteen?!.is there something wrong about a fifteen year-old girl playing kid stuff with her younger neighbors?!.i dont think so!.=).hey, theyre not so young naman eh!.the youngest is a 9 yr. old gal.=).i guess, we just cant get enough of playing with each other.its just so much fun!.but of course, i know someday we'll eventualy outgrow it.or maybe not.=).there's a saying which goes, "people stop playing not because they grow old. people grow old because they stop playing".i definitely wouldnt want to grow old, so i wont stop playing na lang!.haha.well of course, not literally.=).just be a kid at heart!.coz i am and lovin' it!.=).anyway, here's secret love by jojo.hay, secret love daw!.=0.
♥ SECRET LOVE ♥
Jojo

Just a friend
That's all I've ever been to you
Oh just a girl
Who wants to be the center of your world
But I ain't got much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that's not enough
For you to notice me
I'm just a girl
And I guess that's all I'll ever be to you
To you

I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh
You don't know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn't even know
My secret love

In my dreams
I see us both together constantly
Why can't you see
This love that's here for you inside of me
Ohhh
What do I have to do
For you to notice this
You look at her with love
With me it's just friendship
I'm just your girl
And I guess that's all I'll ever be to you
To you

I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh
you don't know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn't even know
My secret love

What do you see in her
You don't see in me (don't see in me)
Boy you're so hard to believe
Why do you show her love
But there's none for me
Boy you don't make sense to me
Cause I don't have much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that's not enough
For you to notice me
I'm just your girl
And I guess that's all I'll ever be to you
To you

I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok (everything ain't ok)
But ohh
you don't know how it feels to be so in love (so in love with you baby)
With someone who doesn't even know
My secret love

Boy you're so hard to believe

will you say that you love me?

wala lang.sometimes, it's also good to be emo and senti.everyone gets to be one at times, right?!.anyway, met up with nard kanina in pavi.i cant really tell what we did since, un nga, she would be reading this.=).but anyway, when i got na in our meeting place, sa netopia, wow, he made me wait pa.=/.naglalaro pa daw siya ng gunbound.haha.adik!.then we went around and did somethings.hay, its so hard to blog and make kwento when you are sworn to secrecy.YES, I AM SWORN TO SECRECY.but tell you what, im just soooo excited!!.its as if there's a romantic film that's actually unfolding right in front of my eyes!.really really cool!!.=).hay, i hope everything's will end up well.=).i know it will!.huy nard, if ever your'e reading this, yung libre ko ha?!.maghanda ka na, malapit na mangyari yun!.haha.hay, i really want to tell the things were going to do this saturday pero i cant!!.argh.grabe, it's so frustrating pala when you want to tell something and you cant.hihi.yeah, i know mababaw.pero, i want to spill the beans out!!.haha.but, no, i wont.im such a good good friend kasi eh.=).anyway, nard went with me din sa puregold.actually, he went with me everywhere i went.haha.aba, dapat lang noh!.=).hihi.so when we went to the baggage counter, this guy, who's managing the stuffs, asked us, "magkasama to?".so i said yes.then he asked me again, "magkapatid kayo?!".WTF?!.i think that would have to be the worst comment that i would receive.ano daw?!.nagulat ako!.parang, do we even look alike?!?!.I DONT THINK SO!.so i said no.then this other guy asked, "ah, magsyota kayo?!".huh?!.wat the?!.mukha bang papatol ako dun?!.tapos the other guy ulit, "magpinsan?!".so, do we really look alike na parang relatives kami?!.then the other guy, "frends?!".hay salamat!.tumama rin si kuya!!.si kuya talaga, hilig mang-intriga!.haha.but if you think about it, it's funny how we judge other people, or how we make stories out of the people who pass by us.i admit i do that too.=).its fun!.haha.when i see people, it's like i'll think, "uy, mag-on siguro toh!" or "eto, best frends lang".it really depends on what i see.=).sometimes, when i see strangers pass by me, i wonder what their lives are.every person we encounter has his or her own story.and it makes me curious.how one person is connected with another.haha.weird?!.nah.not for me.i just cant help but be curious.=).anyway, later this afternoon, our neighbors (min-min, maan and ian) came and we played.(haha, isip bata!).it was fun.i kinda missed them.been a long time since we last did something together.i dont know but its like a "tradition" that every summer, we go to each other houses and just bond.i remember as a kid, we used to play patintero or bente-uno.kid stuff.and i admit, we still play it now.=).although, ian and i would prefer playing basketball against each other.=).oh yes!!.its fun playing with him!.haha.=).laftrip!.guess what?!.theyll come back tomorrow!.yay!!.=)


Will You Say That You Love Me?
Lea Salonga
My morning starts to shine with teardrops in my eyes
And here I am alone starting to realize
That my days would be brighter
If I could learn to hide
The feelings that I have for you
Keep hurting me inside

Then my day begins with simple thoughts of you
Hoping that tomorrow will be me and you
Sharing dreams with each other
And making them come true
Holding one another
Saying "all I need is you"

But will you say that you love me
And show me that you care
Say when I need you
You will always be there
But if you go and leave me
This I swear is true
My love will always be with you

Now my nights would end with just one wish, that’s you
To hold me in the dark and help me make it through
’cause the pain that’s inside me
Would simply melt away
If I had you here with me
And promise me you’d stay

But will you say that you love me
And show me that you care
Say when I need you
You will always be there
But if you go and leave me
This I swear is true
My love will always be with you

hay, i like this part: "My morning starts to shine with teardrops in my eyes.And here I am alone starting to realize, that my days would be brighter if I could learn to hide the feelings that I have for you keep hurting me inside...".so sad.

im still in a state of shock

LET'S ALL PRAY FOR MYLA'S SAFETY, SHE WAS KIDNAPPED A MONTH AGO.LET'S ALL PRAY FOR THE BEST.WITH PRAYERS, ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE.=).LET"S NOT LOSE HOPE.KAYA NATIN TO!!.=).

while i was eating dinner, actually i just started, i was watching tv patrol.i cant believe myla (my classmate and a very close friend) just got kidnapped.natulala lang ako, i couldnt eat.i was so shocked.si myla?!.totoo ba to??.ung frend ko??.ung bangag na babae??.my heart was racing.my mind was blurred.i didnt know how to react.at first, narinig ko lang, agbulos.okay, i knew myla's family is very rich.i knew that her mom, maraming kalaban.but i seriously didnt think na siya un.pero, i saw her pic.and the reporter dais her name.MA. MILAGROS SALVACION AGBULOS or SALVE.siya nga.oo. si myla.what's more, a month ago pa un.and she called me a month ago.she also called patcha.or anna.both letter a.una sa phonebook.she might have been asking for help.di naman siya tumatawag sakin eh.or if she does, may txt na kasunod.eto, wala.i feel so so guilty.bat di ko sinagot?!.baka kung sinagot ko yun, i might have helped her or done something.alam niyo ung feeling na, i-wish-i-could've-done-something-why-didnt-i-do-it?!.malala pa dian nararamdaman ko.kinakabahan ako.what's worse is that the family was only given 2 hours to give the 5 million to the kidnappers.and now what?!.1 month na!.i dont want to think negatively sana, but i cant help it.iniisip ko, pano kung wala na?!(wag naman po sana, mahal ko un..*knocks on wood*).there are a lot of what if's in my mind right now.parang i want to cry but it doesnt want to come out.i dont know what to do.main suspect pa dad niya.siguro, although siyempre it will hurt myla so much thinking that her dad can do that to her, i would prefer na dad nia nag-kidnap sa kanya.at least, she cant kill her daughter, di ba?!.now i wish, totoo si superman or si darna or whoever superhero there is who can save her.hay, i know i cant do anything more.the least i can do is tell everyone i know to pray for her.and ill also pray for her.i just wish for her safety, kung nasan man siya.kaya mo yan myla!!.were here for you, well all pray for your safety.dont worry, youll come home safe.okay?!.=).tarayan mo na lang kidnappers mo.=).myla, i still want to see you next school year ha!!.kaya mo yan!!.=)

CONFIRMED

okay, im having a chat with zy and its confirmed.she was asking for my help when she called me.she got kidnapped April 17, at night.she called me April 17, 8.20 pm.now, I FEEL MORE GUILTY.how can i be so stupid?!?!?!.from now on, i would answer any call i receive.i promise that.the hell i care kung mabawasan sila ng load at magalit sakin.i cant afford that to happen again.i am so stupid and i hate myself for being one.

i can feel summer's heat slowly moving out

summer is slowly drifting away.its the 3rd of may and at least one more month beore school year starts once more.i feel somehow happy about it though.first, i have nothing to do here at home and im so damn bored.second, i want to spend more time with my friends.third, i want to start this school year right and hopefully end it right too.not like what i did last year.I TOTALLY MESSED UP.one mistake that i can never afford to repeat ever again.i cant believe i only have one more month left before classes open.it seems so fast.and with the fact that i have not been doing a lot of things.well, aside from watching a lot of tv and surfing the net a lot, that is.again, i wasted hours, days, weeks doing nothing productive.=/.this isnt what i thought my summer would be.i thought it would be different.its so frustrating how i planned my vacation and not be able to achieve even one of them.the futsal practices, piano lessons and all those, it just didnt happen.all because things became too complicated for us.change of plans every second.it sucks being stuck in this situation.=/.anyway, i know my mom's weird (not in an offensive way.teehee.) but she became weirder!.i swear.once again, she told me im in love.pathetic.how many times will i have to tell her that IM NOT IN LOVE.on second thought, maybe i am.with japoy!.=).but she wont buy that!.i guess nobody ever will but that.hehe.moms talaga!.they always have this "feeling".sheesh!.oh yeah, meeting up with nardo this thursday for some reasons i cant tell since someone would be reading this.=).but anyway, he just doesnt have the word "creative" in his dictionary or vocabulary.hihi.=).and i told him ill help him out.yes i know, im such a GREAT friend!.=).right?!.=).imagine life without me?!.it simply wouldnt be complete!.haha.=)

..i NEED sleep!..

my insomnia is attacking again.for how many days now, ive been suffering from it.no matter how i want to sleep, i simply cant.ive been doing every single thing that i can just for me to drowse off.and all has failed.DAMN!.whenever i go to bed, it takes me about 3 hours to finally sleep.tossing and rolling in my bed with my puffy eyes for how many hours totally sucks.its just so hard being an insomniac.=/.darn.i have had insomnia since forever.or maybe not.but for as long as i can remember, ive always had it.it just goes away after sometime (especially during school days).then it goes back just like that.i even remember one incident wherein i already slept at 4 am and had to wake up at 5 cause it was a school day.=/.weird.imagine sleeping at 4 am when i was in bed at 8 pm?!.what have i been doing the whole time in my bed?!.what's weirder is that, that whole day, i didnt even feel sleepy!.=0.beat that!.but really, i HATE it!.i seriously need to get more sleep.have i been thinking too much about some things?!.i dont know.i hope not.ive been bothered by this little(?) thing recently.and i dont like it.=/.okay, ill keep my mouth shut.but for now, all i wish for is a goodnight's sleep.oh, dont forget a nice dream!(with japoy in it.hihi).that would be great, wouldnt it?!.=).i hope i can sleep well tonight.=)

Why doesn't he see me in this empty room? don't you see what you're doing to me? cant you see i've been dealt by this, dealt by you? i guess i'll always do. i try to shut them, blurring this picture from my head but even in the dark, you are there. i try to love you even if you won't..-Jillan by Spongecola

..quizzes!!..

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

Your #1 Match: INFJ

The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is. You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience. You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

What's Your Personality Type?

..•99 things girls have to know about guys! ^_^•..

>>okay, here are 99 things which us girls need to know about guys. i got this from candymag.com and its a fun read!.=)

99 SECRETS GIRLS HAVE TO KNOW ABOUT GUYS

1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.

5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.(awwww..^_^)

7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!! (yes they do!!)

14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly. (slow?!hihi)

24. Guys hate gays!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her. (talaga?!..hmmmm)

28 You can never understand him unless you listen to him. (right!)

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys' weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. It 's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.(ows?!)

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. (uhh.=/.harhar)

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.(hihi.talaga?!.)

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.(yeah, what's a girl without a brain?!)

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them. (ows?! if this is true..hala!!)

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does! (yay!!!height doesnt matter daw!!haha)

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.

53. When an un likable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"

59. Guys don't really have fin al decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.(ehem..^_^)

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them,they'll realize they're wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.(i agree ^_^)

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does. (ows?!)

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain wh en he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.(so true!)

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.(baka bola lang un!)

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.