i hate my pc!

It had this "technical error" thing so my pc keeps on shutting down everytime I use it. Sheesh! It still needs to be fixed. Next week pa daw, pero ayos lang. I'm just using the pc of the net shop. :)

exam grades

It was a disaster! Argh! Hate it! I won't post any of my grades here. Well except for ELA where I got a 96 in Literature and Grammar. haha Social, CLE and Geom grades have not been given to us. But still, I know that a passing mark would be a miracle and a high grade would be impossible. Oh never mind. What's done is done.

conflicts

I've been in conflict with well, most of my friends. Why? It's just that my patience blew up. I've been trying my very best to keep my patience. But it came to a point where I can't take it anymore. It's just that I feel that they have not been respecting me. Lagi na lang akala nila biro lang lahat. Tapos nung Monday, pinipilosopo pa nila ako. Especially with the new rules I've implemented sa class. I feel so disrespected. They kept on making jokes on my new rules and parang the consequences was okay for them. And you know how it made me feel? I felt like wala akong silbi as the president of the class. Parang what's the use of them voting for me if they won't follow naman pala. Then when they were punished because of their noisiness, nagreklamo sila. Hello?! Is it my fault that they were noisy?! They knew the consequences even before they made their noise. Do they think na just because they were my friends, lusot na sila?! Then sasabihin nila na sila lagi 'yung nakikita. How can you not notice them kung sila naman lagi 'yung pinaka-maniingay sa class. Right?! They just don't know how hard it is to be the president of the class and at the same time a friend. I've been trying my best to be fair to everyone. Sila kasi 'yung hindi marunong magpasaway. And I hate people like that! Isa pa, one of them is so immature. Sa tanda niyang 'yun, immature pa siya?! Oh please! When people said that they were pissed off with her she said sorry. That was fine. But did she do anything after that?! No she didn't. She didn't change. I don't see any changes, even minor ones. Sana naman kahit kaunting pagbabago lang. Hindi 'yung sorry ng sorry pero hanggang salita lang naman. Well, she hasn't said sorry to me yet. Maybe she's too numb to feel that she did hurt me in a way or maybe she just doesn't feel like it. That's why I can't have the option of forgiving her. But if ever she'll say sorry, I still don't know. I'm sick and tired of saying "it's okay" all the time when it really isn't. As Ms. Kathy said, there comes to a point when sorry isn't enough and change is needed. She NEEDS to change. At kung 'di niya napapansin, marami na talaga ang naiinis sa kanya. Well, it's still her choice. Basta ako, I've been trying hard to understand her. Pero tama na. Sawa na ko sa kakaintindi sa kanya. She needs to grow up. She can't be what she is now forever. Man, start respecting people so that others would respect you too. And personally, naaartehan ako sa'yo. One more thing, masyado kang reklamador minsan. Oh yeah, not to mention, mapanlait pa. :/ Change man, change!

**Sorry for harsh words. My emotions took over me. Oh yeah, if you know the person, keep quiet and let her realize who she is.

happy! shalalala..haha

Yay!!! I'm so so so so so happy today! First, my dad bought me this La Salle cap which has the #8 on it and it says YEO at the back! haha :)Also, I was able to buy new earphones! Yay! :) And I also went to St. Paul's to buy a rosary. :) Yeah, we went to SM Southmall to buy stuffs. haha :) Then, I saw this Mr. Pizza Hut guy. haha In fairness, gwapo siya! haha :) Ewan! Happy day today! haha

got this one from friendster...Let Go

Minsan, iniisip natin na mag LET GO. Na mag MOVE ON. Iniisip pa lang natin, nasasaktan na tayo.

What if we walk or talk to finally LET GO?!

BADTRIP!!!!

Masakit di ba?! It breaks your heart even more kung alam mo sa sarili mo na, sobrang mahal mo sya! ung mahal na mahal!?!

Like, you've sacrificed A LOT!!!

Marami ka nang nagawa na di mo nagagawa sa iba. Pero di niya lahat nakita yun! He's/she's so blind to see and so deaf to hear! Why? Ewan ko ba kung bakit may mga tao na sobrang MANHID!!!! Or probably nagmamanhid manhidan lang! Hindi mo tuloy alam if you should let go of your feelings for him/her once and for all.

As I've said, mas madali siguro mag-LET GO if you know he/she doesn't give a thing about you.

Syempre kung meron hindi niya pababayaan na MAWALA ka.

But if you think, OK lang sa kanya yun! Don't be a FOOL!!!

LET GO!

How would you fight for THE ONE you love kung 'di ka nya mhal?!

comments: Oo nga naman. You might not know that you've been crying for the wrong one and the right one is just there waiting for you. But how can you find the right one if you keep on holding onto the wrong one?! haha May point ako 'di ba?! :)

woohoo! its done!!!

Yay!!! Exams are done!!! On the other hand, I think I'll fail Geometry, CLE (syet, pati ba ito?!), and World History. :( awww...but, who cares?! I'll just pray that I won't fail (which will be a miracle). And yes, goodbye 2nd quarter! haha :) New quarter to come! :) Time just flies sooo fast! Oh yeah, may party kami ni Mikee mula Mendiola hanggang EDSA. Sama kayo! haha

I want, I want, I want!

Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince...Yes, until now I don't have a copy yet. I want to read it! I've got to have it for sembreak! I badly want it! Can I have an advanced birthday gift?! haha

214 and Gemini piano piece...Seems like I've been looking for it for centuries. Darn! It's my dream to be able to play those pieces in the piano. Babaw ba?! hehe But yeah, I want it! Does anyone of you have any of these two?!

A DSL internet connection...The internet is sooooo slow using the net card. I want to to be DSL!!!

a new phone...My phone is bulok na. I want a new one. No, I don't really need one, I just simply want one. When can I have one kaya?!

a laptop...Specifically, apple. haha It's just that it's so cute! It even comes in different colors! haha

new earphones...For my discman. My earphones are already broken and I really, really need a new one. When can I buy kaya?! Tomorrow?!

Dramachine of Sugarfree...I know, they've realeased it a long time ago in Bethlehem pa. But I NEED it!!! Anyone wants to buy me this as their gift for me?! haha

epal nga ba?!

Bakit ba ang daming epal sa mundo?! 'Yung tipong titingin sa'yo ng masama kahit wala ka namang ginagawa. 'Yung tipong mag-iinarte sa harap mo. 'Yung tipong mang-iirap pa tapos akala naman kung sinong pagkaganda-ganda. Well, literal at hindi, hindi siya maganda. Utang na loob naman, hindi ako mapang-husgang tao. Pero, sa mga pinapakita niya at kinikilos niya, alam ko na ang ugali niya, at 'di ko 'yun gusto.Ano ba kasi ang problema niya? Bakit ba ganun siya? Ano gusto niyang palabasin sa mga ginagawa niya? Teka, epal nga ba siya o baka insecure lang?! Halata naman kasi na gusto lang niya maging popular. At oo, popular na siya. Salamat sa napaka-ganda niyang pag-uugali (sarcastic). Halatang (sorry sa word pero) trying hard siya. Ayoko pa naman sa ganun. Para san ba't gusto niyang maging popular na umaabot na sa puntong nanggagaya na siya ng iba? Tipong buhok, pananamit, pagkilos, lahat na ginaya na niya. Hindi ko talaga siya mintindihan. Sa bagay, hindi naman natin maiintindihan ang lahat ng tao. Pero sa totoo lang, naaawa ako sa kanya. Parang she's trapped inside herself. Oh well, bahala na siya.

magmahal muli..do you know it?!

Do you know the song which Sam made and Say sang in PBB?! It's called Magmahal Muli, if I'm not mistaken. It's really nice. It has this lyrics which goes.."Hindi madaling hilumin ang puso kapag ang mahal mo'y walang pag-ibig sa'yo...Huwag mong hanapin ang pag-ibig..." Something like that. haha But it's really nice. :)

exams na!

Exams na tom! Oooh, excited?! More of scared if you ask me. It seems that whatever I have been studying is not enough for me to be able to answers tommorrow. Should I feel this way?! Parang kasing ang kaunti ng pinag-aralan ko. Kailangan ba talaga oras oras ang pag-aaral para masabing alam mo na lahat at makakapasa ka na?! Wala lang. Kasi minsan 1 oras lang ako mag-aaral at pakiramdam ko hindi ako makaka-pasa pero pasado pa rin naman. Labo! hehe Anyway, wish me luck! :)

buhay nga naman

Tsk tsk. Simple lang naman sana ang buhay... Ewan ko ba! Kainis! 'Di ko maintindihan. Siguro nag-hahallucinate lang ako minsan. Pero ang labo naman kasi eh! 'Di ko maintindihan kung ano ba talaga. Amf! Mahirap ba intindihin ang buhay?! Hindi naman 'di ba?! Eh bakit ang labo?! Hay, siguro nga gumagana nanaman ang left brain ko. Kaya kinakalawang 'yung right eh. Puro left na lang lagi ginagamit ko. Ah ewan! 'Di ko na alam! Lord, tulong naman...

tsk tsk!

Ang hirap, no? Di mo nasabing mahal mo siya, di mo nasabing gusto mo siya, di mo nagawang alagaan siya. Pero ang pinakamahirap dun, nawala siya sa buhay mo nang di mo man lamang nasabing, "Uy, teka! Mahal kita!"

tsk tsk! Ano tawag diyan?! Kata--..haha

Yes, you can laugh at me now. Did you know that I cried over the internet awhile ago?! haha The internet connection wouldn't work so I cried. I was so frustrated because I had to do a LOT of things and I still haven't downloaded my ym! Frustration! Argh! I haven't been chatting for over a week now and I'm totally miss chatting! :( Hope I can download it now.

pictures!

Here are some pictures I owe you. Pictures from Hale gig (which was long time ago in Bethlehem pa), pictures in Bohol and 1 pic in Subic (a fish! haha)..wala si omnie..kasi video 'yung kanya. haha



si roll! cute! hehe



si sheldon! woohoo!! gwapo rin! haha



syempre, si champ!!



ang kaisa-isang pic na nakunan ko from subic. haha



blood compact...



chocolate hills..*bow*



tarsier!!



tarsier ulet! hehe


'Yan muna! hehe :)

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It's really hard to go on living while loving someone secretly. It hurts to see the one you love fall in love with someone else. But the most painful thing about hidden love? IT NEVER FADES...

sorry! :)

Sorry if I have not been blogging for a week now. :) It's just that we went to Bohol last weekend and when I got home, the pc crashed. It only got fixed last thursday but at the same time, our phone broke. So there. haha Anyway, there had been a lot of happenings this week. :)

Saturday and Sunday - Bohol!!!

As I've said, last Saturday and Sunday, we went to Bohol. Actually, our flight going there was delayed for six hours! tsk! Oh, but it was fine since I was able to do my journal and memorize my speech. haha Anyway, when we got there, we stayed in a resort near the beach. We just walked around since we wasted half of our day staying in NAIA. Sheesh! But we got to collect shells! And I got a coral!!! :) Anyway, the next day was an exhausting day. It was out tour day. We first went to Chocolate Hills. It was awesome! I tell you, the view is really, really great! It was tiring to go up and down though. We needed to go up to this place to be able to see the hills more. We went up using the ramp and went down using the stairs. There was 214 steps, or so I heard when those 2 people were talking. haha Then we went to the hanging bridge. It was fine. haha My sister was freaking out all the while when we were crossing it! haha And after, she was like "buhay pa ko!" haha Whatever! Then we went to see the tarsiers! They were really cute! They're so small and fluffy. haha Their eyes are really big! But they were really small! After, we went to eat lunch in a boat (well, it wasn't really a boat. More of a big balsa where 50 people can fit if you ask me) and it was moving through the river. But then, we got stuck for like 1 hour. The driver was just new and didn't know how to turn the boat around for us to be able to go back. We were rescued by another boat. haha I was sea sick! Then we went to this cave. It wasn't scary. haha Then we went to see the blood compact thing. Then we went to the souvenir shop...this can't be forgotten. haha Then there. Bohol is actually nice. :) Oh yeah, I was air sick(my ride in the plane made me hilo) and sea sick (the boat ride made me hilo) and land sick (the tricycle ride made me hilo for some reason which I do not know since I always ride the tricycle). So it seems like my trip to Bohol also made me sick. haha

Monday-the suspension

Start the week right -not. I went to school last Monday straight from the airport just to do the magbunot ng makahiya thing. I don't know if it really was a suspension but I think it is. Anyway, we had to fill 1 plastic bag of makahiya and if we talk, we would fill another one. We can't make any noise. We can't even sing or hum a tune. In short, we were deprived to open our mouths. Anyway, I was really really thankful that I got a quite small plastic bag which was brought by Kay. (I love you kay! haha) that's why I got to finish quite early. :) Good thing I didn't black out or whatever since I was already dizzy by the time I went to school and the sun was scorching hot. I was pricked 3 times and it bled. But then I had to continue what I was doing and so, the soil went to my wound. I was actually scared that it would get infected but thank God it didn't. I was wanting to go to the bathroom after I was done so that I can wash my wounded finger but I wasn't allowed. Oh well...if ever it got infected, I'll sue them for that! Sheesh!

Thursday- the open forum

We had an open forum las thursday and if it turned out well, you'll know later. So anyway, the issue of Biney vs. Mina was raised and it took more than half of our time. I don't know if they're okay na. Then the issue of "naiinis ako kay ________ (fill in the blank)" was next. People admitted they were getting pissed off with Chai and Karmin. Actually, I admitted that I was also getting really pissed off with them. But hey, at least I got to tell them. Anyway, it's just that I needed to tell them since my patience (and people know how patient I am) is getting filled up. So there, I just didn't want to errupt suddenly. Believe me, you won't like it when that happens.

Friday-another issue and the auditions

There was another issue which came out after the open forum. It was because Ms. Kathy was included and there were some opinions about her which she didn't like. She didn't want to be our class adviser anymore. Actually, I understand those who said that. You know the feeling when you're pissed of with someone for some reason and you just don't know why? Maybe that's how they felt. (Ms. Leni said it's either because that someone has this trait which you don't have and would like to have or you both have certain traits which you can't change) I feel that way in some people too. I think youth goes through this stage and maybe adults can't remember their youth that's why they can't understand us sometimes. When I start to become like adults, please tell me. Oh like the Little Prince said, youth is luckier than adults. :) Oh yeah, I auditioned for Grumio in The Taming of the Shrew. Ooooh, hope I get in! :)

and today…little mermaid!

We watched The Little Mermaid in Mega mall today. I have to admit that I didn't like the ending at all. Jewel and Christian didn't get together. It was Sapphire and Christian who got together. Darn! And to think that Jewel was reborn pa. I thought that she was reborn for her to be with Christian. And the angels also said that one day, they would be united forever. How can that be when Sapphire and Christian got together na?!?! The ending was also bitin. It ended with Sapphire and Christian's wedding where Jewel attended. And yes, Christian loves Jewel too. WTF?! That is just plain weird. You love someone yet you marry another one?! Ugh! Hate it! I really didn't like the ending!!! Anyway, before we went inside the cinema, Ms. Kathy was there and we were okay na. A lot of people were crying outside the cinema because of that. Haha But it’s good, at least the issue is resolved.

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haha. Sabi sa inyo, ako lang at tanging ako lang ang nakaka-intindi ng ibang nakalagay dito. :)

Naaasar ako. Naaasar ako sa sarili ko. Sabi ko aalis na ko sa lugar ko pero hanggang ngayon nananatili pa rin ako. Natatakot ako na dito na lang ako habang buhay. Pero 'pag naman naiisip ko na aalis na ko, natatakot naman ako na iwan 'yung lugar ko. Iniisip ko, pano na 'yung lugar ko? Sino ang mag-aalaga dito? Aalagaan ba 'to ng ibang tao tulad ng ginawa ko? Hay ewan ko ba…

alam ko...

alam kong hindi pwedeng maging tayo...pero minsan nag-iiba ang ikot ng, ang ikot ng mundo

kalian naman kaya mag-iiba ang ikot ng mundo??

HEADLINES: Gas na natapon, electricfan na nag-liyab!

Our classroom was about to be burned awhile ago!!! Una, natapon 'yung gas sa project nila Gem kaninang umaga. Nung hapon naman, nagliyab 'yung electric fan sa classroom. Buti na lang at hindi nahulog 'yun! Dahil kung nahulog 'yun, sigurado wala na kaming classroom. 'Yung paghuhulugan kasi nun, 'yung lugar kung saan natapon ung gas. haha Hay, ako naman si engot na hindi lumabas agad ng room. haha Tinatapos ko kasi 'yung ginagawa ko. haha Kahit na nakita ko na 'yung apoy, 'di pa ko lumabas. Pero nung lumalaki na, medyo natakot na ko, saka ako lumabas. haha Grabe, dami nag-panic. haha Ba't nga ba ko tumatawa? haha Ewan! Kakatuwa kasi 'yung mga reaction ng mga classmates ko kanina. haha Lalo na ako, walang paki. haha

suspended kami! yehey!

Masarap ba ang masuspend?! Magbubunot lang naman kami ng makahiya at pupunuin ang 2 plastik bag. Pero sabi nila nung una, 1 lang daw. Ba't naging 2?! Ang daya talaga!!! Para namang ang laki-laki ng kasalanan namin noh?! Nakaka-inis lang kasi eh, parang sobra naman yata 'yun! Ayos lang naman na parusahan kami, pero 'yung ganung parusa?! Sigura may mali kami pero 'di naman kami napagsabihan nung una palang eh. Kung siguro pinagsabihan kami, 'di aabot sa ganito. Hay buhay nga naman...

paalala lang!

Kung may makabasa man nitong admin o teacher ng St. Scho, blog ko po ito. Kung ano man ang sabihin ko dito ay kung ano ang sinasaloob ko. Hindi naman siguro bawal ang magsulat kung ano ang saloobin ko 'di ba?! Hindi bawal ang ilabas ko ang nararamdaman ko. Ang blog ay blog. May karapatan naman siguro kaming ilabas ang nararamdaman namin sa ganitong paraan.

la salle lost but hey, YEO STILL THE MAN!

Yes, they lost by 2 points. They have not defended their title. I think they could have won if Arana wasn't fouled out. He was the one making thos 3 point shoots. I think je had 4 or more. Oh well, maybe it's not La Salle's time this year. But on the brighter side, Yeo still did a great job! I think it's his last year of playing 'coz it's his 4th season but I'm not sure. I hope he's on a 5 year course. haha I expected a LOT more from Casio though and he didn't meer my expectations. And on another brighter side, next year, Arwind Santos, Rj Rizada and Mark Isip of FEU won't be playing anymore! haha Yay! Wala na silang mga alas! Tatlo din 'yun ha! Okay, I'm so bad. haha Watch out for La Salle next year, they'll get back what's theirs. haha :)

sa dulo ng kamalasan...

...ay ang swerte. I'm so so thankful to God everything went out fine after all the trouble I got in to today. This started early in the morning when I found out that I forgot the diskette where I had all my powerpoint presentations. We can't go back since we were already far from our house. So I asked my sister if she brought her phone because she usually does but it turned out she didn't. Then I asked Kuya Beng (our service driver) if I could use his phone to text my dad. He said yes. But then when I was sending the message it said Check Operator Services, turned out he had no load. So I asked him to buy and thank God he did although he was hesitant at first. He said he had no money so he made utang. haha Then I texted my dad and I decided to make a missed call (which was good). Then, I found out that the number Kuya Beng has was wrong! Good thing I memorized my dad's number. So I called his phone but he wasn't answering. I called our land line instead. Ate Bebeth answered and she said my dad was still doing his exercise. So I asked her to tell my dad that I need my diskette by 7.30 am. But I wasn't satisfied. So I called my dad's phone again and this time, he answered. I told him about the diskette. Then I remembered that I had 2 pink diskettes near my pc so I texted him what he was supposed to bring. 7.30 came and the diskette was not in school yet. I asked Ms. Det to wait for awhile. Then when the diskette came, we were supposed to go to the AVR because *she* said she reserved it na but it turned out it was reserved by another class. We needed to look for Sir Noli and let Sister Edna sign the request form for us to be able to use the Computer room. But then Sister Edna and Sir Noli didn't arrive yet. Then after awhile they did arrive and we were able to use the computer room and we were able to present well! :) Yay! :)

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if by chance you fall in love with someone and somewhere along the way you realized you're not meant for each other, let go, let go before it hurts even more...

at last!

Yay! I'm done with my mood swing from yesterday. I just got so pissed off last night for some reason. Maybe it was because I had too many things to do. Slept at 12 am. But at least, I'm done now! Well, at least I'm done with what I'm supposed to pass this week but I'm not yet done with my other projects. I need to start now! I also need to memorize my speech! God, help me! And the Bohol thing is not helping. How can I memorize my speech while I'm in Bohol?!

random thoughts

You are beautiful but you are empty. One could not die for you. To be sure, an ordinary passerby would think my rose looked just like you-the rose that belongs to me. But in herself alone she is more important than all hundreds of you other roses: because it is she that I have watered; because it is she that I have put under a gall globe; because it is she I have sheltered behind the screen: because it is for her that I have killed the caterpillars; because it she that I have listened to, when she grumbled, or boasted, or even sometimes when she said nothing. Because she in my rose...

And this, I think, is the most perfect way of saying that people do not love for a reason. Like the Little Prince, we love the people we love not because of who they are, may it be in physical appearance or attitudes. We love the person we love just because we love them. One can say that he loves someone because that certain someone is pretty or kind or adorable or whatever. But hey, haven't you realized and asked yourself that why, of all people who has those same traits, it is him ou loved? It is why the Little Prince said you are beautiful but you are empty, considering that his flower is also a rose to whom he was saying these words. It is because his rose is different from all other roses. It is because his rose is the rose he loves. When we love someone, like the Little Prince, we say that he is more important than all the hundreds of other people. It is true that for others, he may just be an ordinary person. But for us, they are special. And like the Little Prince said, we could die for them. Could we die for another person? Of course not. It is only for the person we love that we could do such things. Why? Simply because we love them-no reasons needed.

Only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye...

We tend to see one's physical attributes too much that we tend to forget who they really are. And again, this goes down to panlalait. We tend to say this and that not seeing what really is essential. And, what is essential is invisible to the eye.

if you want me to...

...ill be the one for you. Eh pano kung ayaw?! haha

i will think before i speak

The line I will not forget my whole life. I can't believe I (actually, we, the whole class) wrote this in 2 sheets of 1 whole pad paper back to back. Oh well, I guess it's a lesson to be learned.

kaya sa susunod...

Hinay-hinay lang mga tao, lalo na sa mga panlalait ang pang-aasar na nakaka-insulto. Hindi natin alam na may mga taong natatapakan at nasasaktan na pala natin. Hindi pare-pareho ang lahat ng tao. Ia-iba ang limitasyon ng bawat isa. Dapat alamin natin kung hanggang saan lang tayo. Tulad ng sinabi ko tungkol sa panlalait, hindi lahat ng tao ay perpekto. Ikaw, kung manlait ka, akala mong sino kang perpekto?! Hindi naman sa ipinagtatanggol ko ang taong ayaw ninyo. Hindi ko naman maaaring idikta sa inyo kung sino ang gugustuhin ninyo. Ang akin lang, isipin din natin ang nararamdaman ng iba. Eh kung ikaw kaya ang tawaging bruha?! Marahil sa iba ayos lang ngunit sa iba, hindi. Tulad ng sinabi ko, iba-iba ang mga tao. Ako, inaamin ko na hindi ako madaling maasar pero minsan sobra na din, nananahimik na lang ako. Inaamin ko rin na alaskador ako, pero alam ko kung kailan ako titigil. Sana kayo rin, alam ninyo. :)

para dun sa mga taong..

...alam niyo na, pasensya na kayo. Kailangan ko lang naman sabihin kung ano 'yung alam ko at narinig ko kanina. Wala naman sanang personalan. Saka siguro nga, kaibigan ko kayo kaya sa tingin ko ay kailangan rin matuto ng aral. Siguro sa pamamagitan nito ay malalaman niyo na ang tama sa mali at hindi na ito uulitin pa. Hindi niyo lang alam, kahit ako minsan, naiinis na rin sa mga lumalabas sa bibig niyo. Hinay-hinay lang mga tao. MAG-ISIP BAGO MAGSALITA.

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i wanna tell you you mean all the world to me...

Especially for you. I wanna let you know what I was going through. I wanna show you my heart is oh so true. And all the love I have is especially for you.

i know i can never be enough to replace your whatever..

And everytime I see you passing by, I'll just stay here waiting for you. I'll be a little bit kind for me. While I try to be so perfect, you'll see that nothing can compare to whatever lies out there.

the closer i get to you, the more you'll make me see, by giving me all you've got, you're lov has captured me...

Over and over again, i try to tell myself that we could never be more than friends. And all the while inside, I knew it was real the way you make me feel.

for all of my life, you are the one...

I will love you faithfully forever. I'll tell you how I feel. There's a secret inside of me, I'm ready to reveal. There's something youn should know. I pray that you decide to open your heart and let me show.

you know it could happen if you'd only see me in a different light...

Maybe when er finally get together, you will see that I was right. Say that you love me, you know it would be nice. Don't treat me like I was ice. Please love me, I'll be yours and you'll be mine. If you'd only say you love me, things would really work out fine.

medyo malabo yata ang mundo, binabasura ng iba ang siyang pinapangarap ko...

Tell me where it hurts now baby and I'll do my best to make it better. I'll love you with a love so tender. If you'll let me stay, I'll love all the hurt away. Give me a chance to put back all the pieces of your broken heart, make it just like new. There's so many things that I can do.

you don't know how it feels to be so in love with someone who doesn't even know...

Just a friend, that's all I've ever been to you. Just a girl who wants to be the center of your world. Why cant you see this love that's here for you inside of me? What do I have to do for you to notice this you look at her with love with me it's just friendship. Coz I ain't got much to offer but my heart and soul, and I guess that's not enough for you to notice me.

subic!

Went to Subic yesterday. Very, very tiring. We left school at 6 am and got to SUbic after 6 hours! So, we were there by 12 pm na. We ate in Camayan then we went to Ocean adventure. We watched the dolphins, whales, and the sea lions. It ended at around 5 then we went headed back to school. We reached school at around 10.30 pm. Yes, the trip was longer than the time we stayed in Subic. But, I can't forget one thing. We (karel and I, emem and jane) used the men's bathroom! haha Yeah, 2 times! Why? Because all 8 buses had one stop over and the bathrooms were all full so we used the men's instead! haha But it was fine, we asked permission. haha The first time we used it was going to Subic. It was in Shell I think. It was funny. We had to go inside walking sideways and facing the wall. haha Then the second time was fine since there was no one using the bathroom. But I saw this guy who went in and got shocked. haha He waited for everyone to finish and I knew he wanted to use the bathroom so bad. haha Oh well...

fate?! destiny??

We meet people for a reason and most of the time, it's because we become friends with them. But what if you lose all sorts of communication and never see them again, nor hear from them? Then one day, you suddenly find them once more. Isn't that sweet?! My dad just told me he found my childhood friends, Jumbo and Eunice! Yeah, we were friends when I was only 3 years of age. I can still remember them, but not totally. Anyway, here's more...I learned that they are a part of the RP team in taekwondo. Meaning, they know Japoy! haha AND, Jumbo's of my age. Meaning, I have one prospect for my quince partner! haha Nice! But no, I sisn't meet them yet. Though I hope I meet them sooner. :)