la salle lost

Yes they did, and it's so sad. This coach of La Salle even did something wrong with Santos. Oh well, when immaturity strikes. tsk tsk Hope they win games 2 and 3.

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Heto ang lyrics ng Ulan by Cueshe, isang headshot.

Ulan
Cueshe

Lagi na lang umuulan
parang walang katapusan
tulad ng paghihirap ko ngayon
parang walang humpay
Sa kabila ng lahat ng aking pagsisikap
na limutin ka
ay di pa rin magawa

Hindi naman ako tanga
alam ko na wala ka na
pero mahirap lang na tanggapin
di na kita kapiling
iniwan mo akong nagiisa
sa gitna ng dilim at basang-basa pa sa ulan

Pero huwag mag-alala
di na kita gagambalain
Alam ko naman ngayon may kapiling ka nang iba

Tanging hiling ko sa'yo
na tuwing umuulan
maalala mo sanang may nagmamahal sayo...

Lagi na lang umuulan
parang walang katapusan
tulad ng paghihirap ko ngayon
parang walang humpay
Iniwan mo akong nagiisa
sa gitna ng dilim at basang-basa pa sa ulan

Pero hwag magalala
di na kita gagambalain
alam ko naman ngayon
may kapiling ka nang iba

Tanging hiling ko sa'yo
na tuwing umuulan
maalala mo sanang may nagmamahal sayo....ako

oh yeah, i forgot...

I forgot to congratulate the Le Soleil dancers for winning as the second runner-up in the dance and band competition held in CDBS last Sunday. Actually, I think they deserved to have a higher rank than those in orange costume. Gosh, I can really say that they sucked. Yes, they did and everyone says so. They were wearing this orange army-like costume and their steps weren't THAT good and they also weren't synchronized. How they got the first runner-up, we don't know. Well, it really is okay if we got the second runner-up if we know that those who got the higher ranks were really better than what our dancer did. BUT hell no, they weren't good enough. But yeah, those who got the champion thing was good DAW. I wasn't able to watch them. Anyway...congrats to Nina, Kay, Nicole, Gem, Camille, Mina, Mica, Karina, Karel, Ninia, Tina, and Kate for doing good! Next year ulit! :)

my poem got in

Remember the poem I posted here? The one entitled Earth's Bellows? It got in the culminating activity thing. We're now going to read our works (some are essays and the others are poems) for the culminating activity tomorrow. So there...didn't know why it got in. And I'm the last to recite. Finale daw. haha Whatever.

Subic!

Off to Subic on Friday for our field trip! Yay! Can't wait! :)

toxic

We have been bombarded with lots, and I mean LOTS of things to do. Darn!

1. Cle written report
2. Cle powerpoint presentation
3. Social written report
4. Social powerpoint presentation
5. Geom proposal
6. Chem ip rrl
7. Chem ip-3rd
8. Health project
9. Arts project-diorama
10. Cle project
11. Geom project
12. Ela persuasive speech

and the list goes on... Some things are still not included on that list. WTF?! ASK FOR MORE?! argh!

.....

I was just wondering, bakit ganun ang mga tao 'noh?! Sobra kung manlait. Akala mo sino silang perpektong nilalang ng Diyos. tsk tsk Aminado ako na minsan ganun din naman ako, pero alam ko kung kailan ako titigil. Alam ko kung kailan sobra na at 'di na tama. Ang problema naman kasi, akala nila, lahat nakakatawa. 'Di nila alam na minsan nakaka sakit na sila. Tapos pag sila naman ang nilait, ay sus! Mas masama pa sa torong galit! Heto pa, buti sana kung ang nilalait nila ay kilalang-kilala nila, eh hindi naman. Tapos 'pag pinagtanggol mo, kung anu-anong iisipin nila. Eh susmariasantisimatrinidad naman! Ako kasi, kilala ko 'yung tao, kaya ganun. Bakit ba kasi sa mundong 'to, parang wala ng ibang mahalaga kundi ang itsura ng tao?! Kapag pangit ka, lalaitin ka, parang 'di ka katanggap-tanggap sa lipunan. Hay, siguro 'di lang nila alam na sa totoo lang, mas gusto ko pa ang ugali niya kaysa sa kanila. At least siya, mas totoo. Ewan ko ha, palagay ko lang. Minsan kasi 'di na nila naiisip 'yung mararamdaman ng iba. Bakit ba napaka immature pa rin ng ibang tao hanggang ngayon?! Buhay nga naman. Tapos heto pa, 'pag nagkaroon ka ng kaibigan na 'di kagandahan o kagwapuhan, isang damukmuok na panlalait ang maririnig mo. Anong problema nila?! 'Di huwag nilang tingnan! Problema ba 'yun?! 'Di naman sila 'yung nakikipag kaibigan eh! 'Di lang nila alam kung ano ang mga pinapalampas nila. 'Di nila alam kung ano ang mahalaga. tsk tsk. Sabi ko nga, akala mo sinong mga perpekto. Bakit ko nga ba 'to sinasabi? 'Di ko rin alam. Siguro, nag-mature lang ng isa pang level 'yung utak ko at naisip ko 'to. Sobra ka na kasi. tigilan na ang baluktot na paniniwala. Bahala sila kung ano ang gusto nilang isipin dito. Wala na akong paki. Basta ako, nasabi ko kung ano ang tingin ko ay tama. Tapos.

win a date with tad hamilton

I liked it! It made me giddy. haha This is the summary:

Rosalee has a huge crush on Tad Hamilton, a hollywood actor. In the past days, Tad has been in newspapers and in a bad image. He needs to redeem himself so his manager makes this Win A Date With Tad Hamilton contest to help save children. Rosalee finds out about this, goes for it and wins. Cathy, Rosalee's girl best friend is happy for her while Pete, her guy best friend, doesn't seem to be. Rosalee goes to LA to meet with Tad then they go on a date. When Rosalee got back to her in Virginia, she talks about their date. Then, much to her surprise, Tad went to Piggly Wiggly (a grocery store where she works) and followed her. Tad decided to follow Rosalee because he thought she can help him set his priorities once more. The next few days, Rosalee and Tad would often go out, much to Pete's annoyance. One night, Rosalee, Tad, Pete and Cathy went out when Pete talked to Tad. Pete told Tad about every single detail he knew about Rosalee. Pete even told him about the six different smiles Rosalee makes. Then Pete told him he gives up on Rosalee and that Tad wins fair and square. But, if Tad breaks her heart, Pete would tear him to pieces. Then one night, while Rosalee and Tad were together, Tad's agent and manager came and told him he got the part in a movie he has been waiting for and he needed to go back to LA. Tad rejoices while Rosalee sits with a sad face. Tad remembered about her and says he wouldn't accept the project because he can't leave Rosalee. Rosalee insists that he should go. They talked about it. Tad said he won't go back to LA without her but Rosalee said that she can't go. She said that he didn't love her, that he only loved the though of her, her ideas, her stand in life. She said he didn't know anything about her. He didn't know about the little details about her, the little details which make her. Then Tad says to Rosalee about the six smiles Pete told him. Rosalee smiles and decides to go with him. On the other hand, Pete was drinking in a bar. The bartender asks him what was wrong. He told her about how Rosalee is falling in love with Tad and how he loves Rosalee. Pete even told the bartender how he did everything for Rosalee. The bartender asks him what Rosalee told him when he told her he loved her or what she did when she kissed him. But of course Pete didn't do any of these. So the bartender tells him how everyone is Tad Hamilton and how he can be Rosalee's Tad Hamilton. Pete wakes up and goes to Rosalee's house. He found her packing her things. Pete kissed her and told her he loved her. She couldn't answer. Pete leaves the house. The next day, inside the plane, Rosalee wasn't feeling good. While she and Tad were talking, she smiled and asked which one of the six smiles she made. Tad answered smile # 1, but he was wrong. Then he told Rosalee that it was Pete who told him about her six smiles. Rosalee asks Tad if it was possible to love someone your whole life and never notice until something happens that will make you see. She asked Tad if she could go back to Virginia and she did. She went to look for Pete in the grocery but he wasn't there so she went to his house. She found the bartender there. The bartender said Pete was already gone. He went to Richmond but the bartender also said that if she wanted to follow him, she should, because if Pete closes his book on Rosalee's story, then it would forever be closed. Rosalee follows the bartender's advice and followed Pete. Rosalee catches up with Pete on the road and they pull over. They both go out of the car and Rosalee tells Pete about his five smiles. They hug each other and danced.

awww...sweet! I liked Pete! haha

quotes!

here are some quotes from the movie! :)

Tad: Yeah, Pete told me if I ever hurt you; that he would tear me to pieces with his bare hands or with his rhetoric.
Rosalee: Pete told you if you hurt me, he would tear you to pieces with his bare hands or with his rhetoric? That is so... adorable.

Pete: [to Tad] Like do you know she has six smiles? One when something really makes her laugh. One when she's making plans. One when she is laughing out of politeness. One when she is uncomfortable. One when she is making fun of herself. And one when... she's talking about her friends.

Angelica: Well is it love, big love, or great love?
Pete: What do you mean?
Angelica: Well, love you get over in two months, big love you get over in two years, and great love, well great love... changes your life. So which one is it?
[Pete laughs and takes a big gulp out of his drink]
Angelica: Oh my god, it's great love.
Pete: Yeah, that just great.

Angelica: Rosalee, when great love is rejected something in a man dies.

Angelica: Well you got to win her back.
Pete: Believe me I have tried everything.
Angelica: Well what did she say, when you told her you loved her?
Pete: Ok maybe not everything.
Angelica: How did she react, when you kissed her?
Pete: Ok, maybe only two things.

Rosalee: (to Tad) Do you think it is possible to love someone your entire life and never realize it until something happens that makes you see?

Rosalee: What did you want to ask me?
Pete: Oh it was nothing, it was nothing really. No, wait a minute, I remember what I was going to say. (Pete kisses Rosie) Rosie, I'm in love with you

Pete: [kisses Rosie] I love you, Rosie. I *always* have. If I've been a jerk this last week, it's because I've been fighting - I've been fighting for you. I don't want to lose you to Tad Hamilton, or anyone else. You're the one.

Henry: Sometimes Goliath kicks the shit out of David. It's just nobody bothers to tell that story

Angelica: (to Pete) If you feel it and you don't do everything for it, then it's a slap against your face

Angelica: (to Pete) Everyone can be Tad Hamtilton. You are my Tad Hamilton

pwede ba kitang tabihan...

...kahit na may iba ka nang kasama?! awwwww

Prom
Sugarfree

nanginginig na mga kamay
puso kong di mapalagay
pwede ba kitang tabihan?
kahit na may iba ka nang kasama

ito na ang gabing di malilimutan
dahan-dahan tayong nagtinginan

parang ating ang gabi
para bang wala tayong katabi
at tayo'y sumayaw
na parang di na tayo bibitaw
bibitaw

nalalasing sa iyong tingin
di malaman laman ang gagawin
habang lumalamim ang gabi
ay lumalapit ang ating mga labi

ito na ang gabing di malilimutan
tayo'y naglakad ng dahan-dahan

parang atin ang gabi
para bang wala tayong katabi
at tayo'y sumayaw
na parang di na tayo bibitaw
bibitaw

matapos man ang sayaw
pangakong di ka bibitaw

parang atin ang gabi
parang atin ang gabi
parang atin ang gabi
para bang wala tayong katabi
at tayo'y sumayaw
na parang di na tayo bibitaw

parang atin ang gabi
para bang wala tayong katabi
at tayo'y sumayaw
na parang di na tayo bibitaw
di na tayo bibitaw

'di mo ba alam...

...damdamin ko'y pinagtakpan?! Makasama ka'y suntok sa buwan..amf!

Suntok Sa Buwan
Session Road

Hindi mo ba alam
Damdamin ko'y pinagtakpan
Makasama ka'y suntok sa buwan

'Di mo nga alam
Mundo mo nga'y iyong tignan
Kung ganyan, walang pupuntahan

Hindi ko 'to gusto
Pero 'wag kang lalayo

Itanong mo sa akin
At tatanungin ko rin
Kung ika'y aamin
Lahat ay gagawin

'Di mo napapansin
Kailangan mo akong dinggin
'Di habang buhay ika'y aantayin
Ito'y aking hiling
At sana naman ay tanggapin
Ng puso ko'y 'di nabibitin

ano ba?!

...anong aking dapat gawin?!

Kailan
MYMP

Bakit kaya nangangamba
Sa tuwing ika'y nakikita
Sana nama'y magpakilala

Ilang ulit nang nagkabangga
Aklat kong dala'y pinulot mo pa
'Di ka pa rin nagpakilala

Bawat araw sinusundan
'Di ka naman tumitingin
Ano'ng aking dapat gawin

Bakit kaya umiiwas
Binti ko ba'y mayroong gasgas
Nais ko lang magpakilala

Dito'y mayroon sa puso ko
Munting puwang laan sa 'yo
Maaari na bang magpakilala

Bawat araw sinusundan
'Di ka naman tumitingin
Ano'ng aking dapat gawin

Kailan (kailan), kailan mo ba mapapansin ang aking lihim
Kahit ano'ng aking gawin, 'di mo pinapansin
Kailan (kailan), kailan hahaplusin ang pusong bitin na bitin
Kahit ano'ng gawing lambing, 'di mo pa rin pansin

the closer I get to you...

...the more you'll make me see by giving me all you've got, your love has captured me

The Closer I Get To You
MYMP

The closer I get To You
The more you'll make me see
By giving me all you got
Your love has captured me

Over and over again
I try to tell myself that
We could never be more than friends
And all the while inside
I knew it was real
The way you make me feel

Lying here in your arms
Time just seems to fly
Needing you more and more
Let’s give love a try

Sweeter than sweeter love grows
And heavens there for those
Who fool the tricks of time
With hearts of love define
True love
In a special way

The closer I get to you
The more you make me see
By giving you all I’ve got
Your love has captured me

Over and over again I try to tell myself that we could never be more than friends
And all the while inside
I knew it was real
The way you make me feel

Closer I get to you (closer I get to you)
Feeling comes over me (feeling comes over me)
We’re going closer and sweeter as gravity
The closer I get to you…

amf!!! sentido kumon naman!!!

Where's the common sense?! Bakit ba ang daming tao na walang sentido kumon?! Nakaka-irita minsan eh! Alam mo 'yun?! Obvious naman ang sagot! Tapos nakiki-alam pa! Waaa Sungay ko humahaba nanaman! Sheesh!

my brain hurts

I've been doing my homeworks since 3 pm. And the Geom long test is making it worst. Did I study? NO. I opened my book but I didn't read it. I was just staring at the figures. And no, I don't have any plans of studying. The journal and the poem is enough for me.

save the earth!

As we all know, it's ecology month this month. Ten of us in class were assigned to make a poem about beating the odds through science. When we were given the topic, I was like, how am I supposed to write a poem about that?! But yeah, I just finished it and here it is:

Earth's Bellows

life is a wonder
but have you ever wondered
on the reason why
the world has started to cry?
long ago, mother earth was still happy
but what did man do
to make her blaze with fury?
trees, where have they gone?
water, not as bright as the sun
air, now musty and wan
earth, what have we done?
man's got nowhere to run
and now we are asking
why disasters are striking
but hey, don't be surprised
it's what we get for not being wise,
for all the defiling we have hurled,
thus, destroying what was a perfect world
now what should we do?
sit back and watch as the earth turns into a shrew?
don't wait for that moment to come
remember, regrets will not come undone
we live in a modern world
and technology we can use
beat the odds and remove earth's bruise
all together, let's get going
the earth let's start saving!

Yeah, it kinda sucks. hehe But what can I do?! That's the only thing which came to my mind...but still, let's save the earth!

it's going to be archers vs. eagles!

So it's going to be Ateneo vs. La Salle for the semi-finals. Too bad! I would have wanted a La Salle-Ateneo game for the finals! Darn! Well anyway, ANIMO LA SALLE!

pahabol lang...

Pahabol lang! Heto may tulang ginawa 'yung kaibigan ko. Obvious naman kung sino. Pero asteeg! basahin niyo!!!

Personality Poem

Living in a world full of hatred and anger
Enthusiastic for giving everyone laughter
Overwhelming every battle that stands in the way
Nothing seems to be fading away
As the darkness slowly devours the past
Rockin hard will ever last
Darkness will surely be an outcast

All the memories that brings back pain
Look ahead and it will be just like the rain
Don't be afraid if no one's there
Rare as you think, but I'll be there
I will protect you with all my might
Cause you're my princess, so I will fight
Here I am, waiting for your light

and now i'm confused

Stupid me!!! Kung anu-ano kasing hinihingi ko kay Lord eh! Ayan tuloy, and labo!!! Waaaaa What am I supposed to believe in?!

darn

Don't they know how much I hate it when they do what they do?! Why?! Because everytime they do it, it makes me realize how impossible things are. It's like, the more they do it, the more they make me realize the things I would just want to turn my back from. The more they are making me wish that it were all true because it really isn't true. But as I see it, my wish will forever remain as a wish, unless a genie of some sort would appear and grants my wish. But no, I woudn't want a genie to grant my wish. I wouldn't want it to see me because of the genie. I want it to see me by his own. Get me?! Whatever! And once again, I am not making any sense.

3 rules

Yesterday, Sr. Edna shared to us what Bro. Luistro (did I get that right?! The "head" of all La Salle schools) said about him joining the protests against GMA's presidency. What he said was that he needed to act. He needed concrete action. He can't just wait and see what will happen next in this country and he realized this while giving one of his talks. He was then talking about the saying give a man a fish and you will give him food for a day, but teach a man how to fish and you will give him food for a lifetime. Then an audience asked him, what if all the fish are gone? That was then that he realized he needed to do something and he did. He joined this group (I forgot the name, sorry. But its Bukluran thingy) that would support the impeachment of GMA. He even had these 3 rules we should live by:

1. DON'T CHEAT - we all know it's bad to cheat
2. DON'T EVEN ATTEMPT TO CHEAT - for it is in small things that big things start
3. STAND FOR THE TRUTH - because the truth is always for the better

and i've realized that

...that the impeachment should push through. Why? Because we, citizens of this country, have the right to know if our leader cheated or not. I've realized that a leader who cheats isn't a good leader. Would you want to have a leader who cheats? Isn't that a disgrace? Not only that, a leader should set as an example for everyone and cheating hasn't, isn't and will never be a good example. If GMA didn't cheat whatsoever, why should she be scared of the impeachment, not unless she lied and she actually did cheat. (Yesm I believe she did. Actually, I believe most of them did.) But the question remains, if she gets impeached, who will lead the country? I've come to realize that the question of "who will lead the country?" is easy to answer. Why? I would repeat the question I've mentioned earlier, would you like a leader who cheats? Should we accept a cheater? As Bro. Luistro puts it, example there's a student who cheated, would you just let it pass? Of course not. Same thing goes here, it's just that it's the president of the country who is being questioned, not an ordinary student. As far as I know, since we were young, we were taught that we should NEVER cheat. Our parents and teachers taught us that cheating is bad, it's the same as stealing. Cheating was never allowed since then. It's forbidden by our schools but most especially, by God. So now, I say that the impeachment should push through. But whatever happens, I believe that God wil never leave this country. Let's just pray and believe that we will know the truth sooner or later.

true friends

Yesterday, Mau showed what the real meaning of friendship is. She helped Mina in such a big way. (I won't elaborate) They even started crying. awwww First time I saw Mau cry. :) But yeah, that's what friends are for. :)

Yeo the man!

Joseph Yeo, Yeo the man! Heck, he was so good awhile ago! La Salle played against UE (the replay thing) and yes, LA SALLE won!!! And yeah, Joseph Yeo did it again! Oh God, he's so hot especially when he plays! Even the camera man like him. haha The cameras are always on him even though he's just there sitting on the bench. Beat that! With every move he does, I just stare in awe. haha Sheesh, I'm loving him...parapapapa, LOVE KO YEO! haha

signs, again...

I asked God for signs again. Why? Because I would just like to know. So yeah, I asked him to send me a sign if what I was thinking is actually true. I said that if I see a person wearing green pants, it really is true. (I was thinking that it would be hard to find someone who would be wearing green pants at that time) And after about 5-10 minutes, I saw a girl wearing green pants. How nice. But I wasn't contented. So I said that if I see 3 people wearing green pants, it had to be true. Lo and behold, I saw a man and another girl wearing green pants. Yeah, a man was wearing a pair of green pants. And all of them were of the same hue, olive green. Wow. Hey but I'm still not contented. Should I ask for another sign?!

Why on Friday?!

As I opened Candymag's web page, I was so ecstatic to see that there's going to be another chat with Japoy Lizardo thing. But to my disappointment, it would be on Friday, 4 pm. WTF?! WHY ON FRIDAY?! Why?! And why does it have to be 4 pm?! Heck, I'm going to miss another chance of getting to kow him! Waaaa! I am so disappointed. tsssss Hate it!

asteeg talaga!!!

Grabeh ang astig ng UST Salinggawi Dance Troupe! They won the UAAP cheerdance competition awhile ago!!! And they've been winning for 4 years now!!! Woohoo!!! I was so amazed and I am still amazed.

ayan kasi

Dahil sa sobrang paghihigpit niya, wala tuloy nangyari sa anak niya. tsk tsk. Kawawang anak. Ano ba kasi problema niya? Papasukat lang naman. Akala mo pag lumabas anak niya eh mag-ddrugs na agad. 'Di malayong mangyari na mag-rebelde 'yun. Bakit?! Kaw kaya sakalin ng ganun noh?! Sabi ko nga, saang panahon ba siya nakatira? Eh jusme, kahit nga si Maria Clara eh pinapayagan ni Kapitan Tiago na lumabas kasama pa si Ibarra tapos siya...ah ewan! Bahala siya, tingnan natin kung ano kahihinatnan ng anak niya. May isa pa pala siyang anak at sa tingin ko ay ganun din ang sinasapit nun. tsk stk Kawawa naman. Buhay na puro pag-aaral sa loob ng bahay. Kaya ninyo?!

bull's eye!

Sh*t! May binabasa ako ngayong kwento at oo, bull's-eye sakin. haha Ewan ko ba, ang engot ko kasi eh. hehe Tama 'yung mga tanong nung persona sa kwento, ito ba ang gusto ko?! Buhay nga naman...

nababanas ako

Kanina pa ko nababanas. Una sa kanya, kasi naman, ang arte. Kung pinayagan niya 'yung anak niya, 'di sana tapos na. pssss Pangalawa kay ano. Tama bang ako pa turuan sa bagay na alam ko at wala naman siyang masyadong alam!? Nakaka-inis 'di ba?! Alam mo 'yun, parang nagmamarunong. Ewan.

sori

Pasensya na sa mga nagbabasa ng blog ko na hindi maintindihan 'yung mga pinagsususulat ko minsan. Minsan kasi kung anu-ano pumapasok sa utak ko eh. Saka 'yung mga bagay na hindi ninyo maintindihan, may koneksyon sa isa't-isa. hehe Pero 'yun nga, ako lang ang nakaka alam. :) Pasensya na talaga. Pero maiintindihan ninyo lahat ng 'yun kapag nalaman ninyo kung ano ang nag-uugnay sa kanila. :) Kaya alamin ninyo na lang, kahit alam kong mahihirapan kayong malaman. :)

what i'm dying to say...

...is that I'm CRAZY for YOU. :) Yeah, I've been dying to say.

the sign

Yes, I've asked for a sign and He just gave it to me. Lord talaga, ang bilis dinggin ng panalangin ko. Imagine, he already gave it to me after 4 days. Actually, I asked for 2 signs. If He would show me sign # 1, I would stop. But if he would show me sign # 2, I would go on. Guess what, He showed me sign # 2. Oh well, Lord help me na lang. You showed me to go on and I trust that you would help me through this. :)

like?!

No, I don't. I don't just simply like. Which makes it suck. I wish I just liked. Do I make any sense?! I know I don't.

the guts

And I thought I had it. But I was wrong. I don't have the guts, I don't. How harder can this get?! Sheesh, why does it have to be this way?! I didn't want this in the first place, or maybe I did. Yes, maybe I did, but only a part of it. Maybe 1/4 of it?! But hell, didn't want the remaining 3/4! This isn't what I exactly wanted. It had a lot of adjustments than I expected, more like, it's been altered too much it doesn't seem like this is what I've asked for. No, this isn't what I've asked for, not really. I guess you can't get everything the way you want it to be. Seriously, I already want to raise the white flag. But wait, maybe I can't raise the white flag after all. How can I give up on a fight that has never started and I know will never start? How can you fight for something when it doesn't like to be fought for? It's like holding on to something with nothing to hold on to. Ironic? Hard.

the new teacher

We have a new teacher, Ms. Bernadette (did I spell thet right?! haha) Tuazon. And I was really amazed that she has accomplished a lot of things. She has been in the student council since high school. (Oh yeah, she studied in St. Scho-Manila from prep to College. Lupet noh?! hehe) She also represents the youth of the whole NCR. She guests in Y Speak (the program in Studio 23) and she's a teacher of St. Scho-Manila (she teaches the "angels" of the houses, you know what I mean) and our teacher too. In short, she's a teacher-leader-youth representative rolled into one. :) Here's the catch, she's pnly 21! Only 21 and she has accomplishes a lot of things! When I become her age, I wonder if I could ever accomplish that much. Heck, she's sooo good! She's like a darna-wonder woman. haha But yeah, seriously, I want to accomplish as much as she has when I reach her age. :) (Not to mention she's not boring and she's going to teach us World History! woohoo! Finally...hehe) And if you want to see her, follow this link. You have to scroll down. She's the one in blue with the glasses. :)

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Sometimes your destiny can be so close, it is practically invisible. True, very true. Some people look elsewhere for their destiny not knowing that what they're looking for is already in front of them. Try not to look too far, it's just there, right in front of you. :)

just got home

Just got home from Valle Verde. We visited our cousin (yeah, our one and only cousin) who just gave birth. The baby's name is Anika Beatrice. Or is it Beatriz? haha She's sooo liitle! She's only 4.16 pounds. They said I was that small when I was born. (heck, and I didn't grow) Anyway, the baby was so cute! :)

the love story

Just got this one from Candymag.com but it's origin is Friendster. hihi It's a love story. It's nice! Read it! :)

Syet! Kaya pala di ko mahagilap ang loko sa buong school ay dahil may bago na namang kinalolokohan. Sabi, magbi-billiard daw kami, yun pala, kung anu-anong extracurricular activities ang
pinagkakaabalahan.

Hay naku! Ang hirap talagang ma-inlove sa bestfriend mo. Walang
kasiguraduhan. Ang hirap pa nito, three years na kaming magkaibigan.
Masyado kaming malapit. Ultimo kaliit-liitang detalye sa buhay niya
ay alam ko at gayon din naman siya sa akin. Ang tagal ko na palang inaalagaan itong pgsintang pururot na ito. Imagine, three long years. Di man lang makahalata! pagkamanhid-manhid!!! hmpf... pero siyempre ayaw kong magpa-cute... me pride to noh! kahit hirap pigilin.

Actually, nag-ki-click kaming dalawa kasi pareho kami ng trip sa
buhay. We share the same hobbies. Sabi nga ng iba, bagay daw kami
pero tatawanan lang namin 'yun sabay magko-chorus ng "di kami
talo, 'no!"

"Lam mo kasi Meg, kung magdadamit babae ka lang, anong panama ni
Heart sa'yo?" kantiyaw pa nila. Binatukan ko nga isa-isa. Loko 'tong
mga 'to, ah! Tuturuan akong magdamit.

Frankly speaking, tama sila. Boyish kasi ang dating ko. Tapos 'yung
mga hobbies ko, eh, panlalake pa. Pero babaeng-babae ako by heart,
take note! Nakasanayan ko na ang ganito mula nang namatay ang parents ko at matira ang apat na barako kong kapatid.

Alam lahat 'to ni Mark, ang mahal kong bestfriend. Minsan, sabi niya
sa akin, "Sagutin mo na kasi ang isa sa mga manliligaw mo para foursome tayo pag nag-date. At saka p're, beauty ka naman, eh." Sabay akbay sa akin.

Mangani-ngani ko nang batukan. Ang hirap na ngang maghintay at umasa, bubuladas pa ng ganon.

Actually, hindi ako comfortable sa mga bestida at palda. Mas gusto
ko pa 'yung maong at tshirt with matching sneakers.

Pero teka, three hours na siyang wala ah! Ang tagal naman 'atang
maghatid ng babae niya. Baka kung saan na sila nagpunta. Naku! Huwag
naman sana doon.

Ehem! Dumating na ang loko. Kaasar! Ang ngiti, abot-tenga. "P're,
teka lang! Pumapanget ka, eh! 'yung kilay mo, salubong na. Let me
explain first", bungad niya.

"Di ko alam na may brand new victim ka na naman", kanda-tulis ang
nguso ko.

"Ah, si Irene, I met her when she approached me during the team
practice. My teammates introduced me to her. kanina, coincidence
lang na nagkita kami and she asked me to accompany her in her
friend's birthday, so I joined her. I think she's nice and I think
too, that I'm in love with her," proud pa niyang sabi sabay ngiti.

"Neknek mo! Mamaya diyan, mag-emote ka na naman gaya ng nangyari sa
inyo ni Crissy." sabi ko. Si Crissy 'yung last girlfriend niya na
niloko siya dahil tatlo pala silang boyfriend nito.

"Well, this time, I'll make sure that it won't happen again." "Tingin ko nga eh...kasi tatlong oras mo akong pinaghintay."
"Halika na nga. Iti-treat na lang kita."

Naging constant date ni Bespren si Irene na mukhang cellphone. Grr,
modestly aside (ulit!), mas maganda pa ako sa mga naging girlfriends
niya. Correction, I'm not sour graping 'coz I'm just telling the
truth.

Hay, naku! Nakalimutan na 'ata ako. Two weeks na kaming di nagkikita. I think he's serious about the girl. Later I found out
that he's courting her. Aray! Masakit, ah. Di na ko nasanay. Ilang
babae na ba ang nagdaan sa buhay niya? At ilang beses na ba akong
umiyak? Tinigil ko na ang pagbilang.

Ni ha, ni ho, wala talaga. Palagi nang absent sa mga subjects namin.
Tinamaan ng lintik, bahala siya sa buhay niya. Di ko mahagilap.

One day, sa billiard hall...

"Meg, congratulate me, P're. Girlfriend ko na si Irene," di niya raw
tinigilan. Excited pa siya nu'ng binabalita sa akin. Nakuha raw sa
tiyaga.

Parang hinang-hina ako. Kailangang sumandal ako. Tingin ko, bugbog-
sarado na ang puso ko.

"Really?", kuha ko pang ngumiti (plastic ako eh...).

"Mamaya, inuman tayo. Tayong dalawa lang. 'Lam mo, P're, aalagaan ko
na itong relationship ko with Irene. I love her very much," at nag-
day dreaming na ang loko. Sarap talagang batukan.

"Hoy, Mr. Mark Garcia, baka nakakalimutan mo, ang dami mo nang
absences. At saka, may project tayo sa lahat ng subjects. Malapit
na ang finals, mag-aral ka naman. Porket nakilala mo lang 'yun, eh,
nagkaganyan ka na," nakapameywang kong sabi. Mark is a constant
scholar and I wonder kung mare-retain niya 'yun. "With the girl of
my dreams, mas lalo akong na-inspire ngayon. I'll go talk to all
professors."

Pinahiram ko siya ng mga notes and he survived.

Mark is every girl's dream and ideal man. A varsity player, a
consistent scholar and with the killer looks. He's also immensely
rich with good traits at may kaya rin ang pamilya niya.

After the final examinations, nanood kami ng "My Bestfriend's
Wedding." Buti nga, di sumama si "mukhang cellphone". Nayaya daw ng
barkada, sabi ni Bespren.

Come to think of it, parang gusto kong mag-emote habang nanonood.
Parang nakakarelate ako pero, Diyos ko, ayoko pong in the end, eh,
ako ang magsasabing "My Bestfriend's (Mark) Wedding". Please, oh
God, I love him very much.

There's one particular scene na talagang napaiyak ako agad, that's
the wedding scene. Feeling ko, si Julia Roberts ako. Iniisip ko pa
lang na mawawala siya sa akin, parang gusto ko nang mamatay.

"P're, ok ka lang? Napaka-senti mo pala. Paiyak-iyak ka pa diyan.
Corny mo ha! O, hayan, the end na. Let's go," sabay hila sa kamay ko.

'Langya 'to, ang daming sinabe, eh, kung bakit ako nag-eemote dito.
Syet! Napakalaking eskandalo. Kahiya!"

Second Semester...

"Meg, can I talk to you?" Bungad niya sa akin pagpasok ko pa lang ng
room. It was two weeks after the classes started. "O, what's up? You
look upset. Problem?"

"Sana, you'll understand. About Irene. You know from the start that
I love her. Eh, ano, God, how will I say this? Meg, she's jealous
about you. Masyado raw tayong close. Bawas-bawasan ko raw ang
pakikitungo sa'yo," he said trying to control his voice.

Shock naman ako. Ako, pagseselosan? Grabe. It's absurd. May titiling
yata sa ulo ang babaeng 'yun. Di ko 'ata alam kung paano mag-
react. "O, ano? Tumahimik ka na diyan."

"E, kasi naman, sira-ulo pala 'yung girlfriend mo eh... alam naman
niyang magkaibigan tayo eversince..."

"Selosa siya, P're. So please Pare, bear with me."

Actually, masakit. Dahil lang sa babaeng 'yun! Parang gusto kong
sumbatan si Bespren. Para kasing ipinagpalit niya ako sa
babaeng 'yun, to think na matagal na ang pinagsamahan namin.

Then he spoke, "Sana, 'wag kang mag-isip na mas pinahahalagahan ko
siya kaysa sa iyo kaya lang, mahal na mahal ko siya, eh... Know
what? 'Pag nakita mo na ang lalaking para sa iyo at ma-inlove ka ng
todo, maiintindihan mo ako."

Damn you, Mark. Nagmamahal na ko, three years ago pa. "Okay, tama
na. Nag-monologue ka na diyan. Sige, didistansiya na muna ako."

"Di ka galit?"

"Of course not." (Plastic talaga ako eh... Orocan ang brand).

I can't imagine, all of a sudden, solo flight na ako. Wala na akong
kaututang-dila. Wala na akong kasama sa pag-bibilliard at paglalaro
ng basketball. Higit sa lahat, tumamlay na ang mundo ko.

Love means sacrifices and I'm ready for it. Okay lang, sana,
maligaya siya sa piling ng babaeng 'yun.

One afternoon, sa garden ng bahay namin, an unexpected visitor
came...it's Mark.

"P're, inuman tayo," salubong agad niya sa akin. Mukhang problemado
ang mama.

"Himala ng mga himala. Ano'ng milagro 'to? Buti, pinayagan ka ng
bantay mo?", sabi ko habang sini-switch ko 'yung radio. I chose an
FM station.

The song "heaven knows" by rick price, naging background namin.
Quite romantic, isn't it? Good Lord, buti na lang, wala ang mga
asungot kong mga kapatid kundi tutuksuhin na naman nila ako kay Mark
kasi they won't believe na friends lang kami.

"Break na kami." Parang na-bingi ako sa sinabi niya."Paki-ulit nga."

"We parted ways. That woman, kagaya rin siya ng ibang babae."

Di ko alam kung magtatatalon ako sa tuwa o makikisimpatiya ako sa
kanya. I went to the kitchen to prepare a merienda.

"Meg, 'yung beer."

"Hoy, Mark, baka biglang dumating ang mga Kuya. O, etong mango
juice. Teka, ano ba'ng nangyari?"

"Curse her, Pare. I saw her with another man. Don't tell me na baka
pinsan niya 'yon or kapatid dahil they are actually kissing, sa
lips. Then, kanina, she call it quits 'coz she's no longer happy
with me. That girl, lahat ng kapritso niya, sinunod ko even the most
difficult one 'yung tungkol sa'yo tapos, ito pa 'yung igaganti niya."

"Pare, ba't gano'n lahat na lang ba ng mamahalin ko, eh, iiwan ako?"
Napaiba ako ng direksyon. Gusto ko na kasing batukan. Nangangati na
ang kamay ko. Iiwanan daw siya, eh, hanggang ngayon, hopelessly
inlove pa rin ako sa kanya.

"Meg, say something."

"Something."

"Corny! Ano? Para kang natigilan."

Buti alam mo.

"E, kasi, hanap ka pa ng hanap kung saan-saan, eh, meron naman diyan
nagmamahal sa'yo ng lubos at matagal na niyang inaalagaan 'yon."
Shame! Lagot ako! Bruha talaga ako, baka makahalata.

"What do you exactly mean by that?"

"Err, what have I said? Kainin mo na nga 'yang cheescake." Deadma
galore (palusot!)

"No, I heard it right. At sino naman 'yun?"

Teka, ba't parang iba na ang timplada ng mukha niya? At saka, ba't
palapit na siya ng palapit? Tingin ko, ang gwapo-gwapo niya. Ala!
Nasa harapan ko na. Then inalis niya 'yung bullcap ko. Kinalag
niya 'yung pagkakatali ng buhok ko. Bumigay ang buhok kong hanggang
baywang. Hey, what's this?

"Ah, eh. Ano-" Stop stammering. Damn!

"P're, talagang maganda ka na, noon pa man. Buit wait, sino ba 'yung
sinasabi mo?"

Now, his arms were wrapping my body. Aba, parang sumusobra na 'to
ah! Pilit ko siyang tinutulak palayo pero ang higpit ng pagkakayakap
sa akin.

"Hindi kita pakakawalan hangga't di mo sinasabi sa akin kung sino 'yun?"

"Blackmailer."

Huli na, wa na. Bistado na.

"Langya ka, Mark. Matagal na kitang mahal. Di mo ba nahahalata? Ang
tagal kong itinago dahil baka pagtawanan mo lang ako." I'm
hysterical and I can't stop from crying. At long last,nasabi ko
lang.

"Hush, honey. I have my fair share of confession, too. Mahal na
kita. P're, noon pa pero I have to ignore the feeling kasi kaibigan
kita. Kaya ang dami kong niligawan 'coz it's my way of forgetting
you. Nang dumating si Irene, akala ko siya na ang pwede kong
ipagmalaki sa'yo. In fairness to Irene, minahal ko siya, pero
kanina, nabuhay 'yung pinagkatagu-tago kong pag-ibig sa'yo"

Sarap! kiligs...

"Do I need to change my identity? Di ba tipo mo 'yung mga sophisticated women?"

"Honey, n'ung minahal kita, ganyan ka na talaga. By the way, I won't
call you pare anymore. Di ata magandang pakinggan, di ba?"
Pero kanina pa nakalingkis yung mga kamay niya sa akin, eh...
Kumawala ako."Mr. garcia, nakakahalata na ako, eh... Kanina ka
pa," sabi ko, then he let go of me.

"One more thing, di kaya kailangan mo akong ligawan?"

"WHAAAT?"

"But of course."

"Pero-"

"No ifs, no buts."

"Okay, okay, I'll start today."

Isn't it cute?! Reminder, I was not the one who wrote that :)

tsss

My head is unclear, blurred. My brain is not functioning so well. My brain cells are dead, so dead. I just hate it when this happens. I've been releasing everything by playing the piano. I've been playing the whole day. Oh well...

numb?!

I know I'm numb but remember I said that I was slowly melting? Well, is it possible for me to stop melting and freeze again? I din't know losing some numbness (heck, is there even such word?!) and adding some sensitivity can make you feel bad. Damn.

i'm hurt

Yes, I'm hurt. No not the hurt you're thinking about. I'm hurt, physically. I cut myself awhile ago with the art knife. Stupid me. I didn't know about it until I had to put the adhesive and it went to my cut and it stinged. It stopped from hurting. At least physical cuts can heal at once.

wanted

Anyone has the piano piece of 214 and Gemini? I badly need it. If anyone has, please send it to me. Thanks!

.....

Isn't it frustrating when you find out that the only thing you've been holding on to all this time has never been in your hands right from the very start?! That that certain thing is just in you mind and it isn't true, more like you've been imagining it. Yeah, I just figured that out last night. Who am I kidding?! And you know how it feels?! It feels like crap. Now what's left with me? Nothing. Totally NOTHING. As in N-O-T-H-I-N-G. And what am I supposed to do?! Damn it. And I thought things were just in its worst situation. But no, if there's something such as worst than worst, it would have to be this. Isn't life so wonderful?! (sarcasm)...

congrats!!!

For those people who got in the audtions awhile ago, congratulations!!! Karina, Mina, Karel, Kay, Nicole, Mica, Camille and Ninia congrats! Wow, 7 juniors, good job guys! :) And for those who did not get in, I still congratulate you for having the guts to join the auditions and you still did well anyway! At least you tried! And they will still pick 2-7 more pa naman eh. You still have the chance. :)

Yeah, right...

If it were true, then I would be happy. But it isn't, so what's the point?! Those things aren't true but how I wish they were, how I wish. And I guess my wish will forever remain as one...

Fall On Me

I first heard this one last Tuesday during our computer class. I was listening to the songs listed in the WMP when I heard this one. But I had no clue what this song was nor who sang it. And it was only today that I got to know about it. The title is Fall On Me and Moonstar88 sang this one. Nice song if you ask me.

Fall On Me

so you're down there
confused you can't bear
when things arent easy
hiding is not the answer

[Chorus:]
anxiety then faithless you'll be
oh, just fall on me
there's no other answer
ill catch you just fall on me

hear me now
hear my voice
speaking the words of the love
betrayed and died
how lucky you are
just open your eyes and see

[Chorus:]
anxiety then faithless you'll be
oh, just fall on me
there's no other answer
i'll catch you just fall on me

there's no other answer i'll catch you
just fall on me

i'm tired, free me
pick me up from this mess i made
hear me, reach me by your hands
and ease me
there's no other answer
i'll catch you just fall on me

there's no other answer
i'll catch you
no other answer i'll catch you
just fall on me..

asteeg!

Heto ang astig, "I the devil needs an angel to protect me from all evil" Ang galing noh?! Wala lang, galing lang talaga. Very poetic.

impeachment?!

I know the impeachment will not push through but the minority wants to push it through. We don't need an impeachment this time. We need unity. We need to be one. What are we showing right now? The Filipino people is again divided. Our country will not rise if this will be our attitude. Why can't we stop thinking of our own interests even just for awhile and start to have reconciliation. I mean, we keep on complaining about corruption but what government is not corrupt? Where in the world would you find a government which is not corrupt? The only difference is that they have a good economy and we don't. Why? Because they are one and we are divided. TV Patrol awhile ago interviewed this man who did not join the what-was-supposed-to-be EDSA rally last night. He said, "Ganyan naman sila. Tingnan mo, 'yung magkaka laban dati tulad ni Cory Aquino at Ping Lacson magkasama ngayon. Pagkatapos ano? Wala magiging magka laban nanaman sila para sa sariling interes..." He was right. Very right.

.....

I'll catch you just fall on me...

naiinis ako

Naiinis ako!!! Inis na inis!!! Bakit ba ganun?! Argh! Hay pina-iiral ko nanaman kasi ang kat*ngahan ko. Ano ba Ayeen?! Kulang na lang sulatan ka sa noo mo para maalala mo palagi eh! Engot!

no more inchican

Awww. No more Inchican. (Oh yeah I've decided to write in whatever language that suites my entry or whatever I would want to use. And obviously, I would like to use English for this one. hehe) So yeah, no more Inchican. Actually, I really, really want to teach my students. Why? I want them to learn how to read. I mean, I've been teaching 6 students. They're the ones who chose me to teach them. I wonder why they did. I was the one who was always masungit when we were teaching the whole class. So I was shocked that those boys (yes, they are all boys na mahaharot) picked me. Then, they learned I wasn't as evil as I look. haha I had fun with them, really. I'm still not yet done with the sounds of the alpahabet pa nga eh. The last sound I taught them was the F sound which they couldn't do. haha They have been trying and trying that one. They would say, "Ma'am! Ganito po ba?! *makes the P sound*" Then they would try it again and again. They were having a hard time but they would laugh it off. haha Okay, I want to go back there and teach again. Weird?! Yeah I know. Most of my classmates hated it but I don't. I would want to go back there. Oh well, we still might. Sister Criselda decided to stop the outreach because we weren't ready yet. But Ms. Jane told us that when they had the Faculty Development meeting last week, they suggested that it would be our class who would go there and teach. And we weill only teach those who are really slow learners (like those whom I teach). Why us? 'Cause it's our class who can handle them. We have the "star quality", as Ms. Jane said. Oh well, I hope it's really us who's going there. :)

pakiramdaman?

Ano tingin ninyo dito? Pakiramdaman. Mahirap 'di ba? Dahil 'di ka sigurado kung tama 'yung pinapakiramdaman mo. 'Di ka sigurado kung ang iniisip mong nararamdaman niya ay 'yung totoo nga niyang nararamdaman. Tama ba? Kaya kayo mga tao, kung may nararamdaman kayo, sabihin niyo na. Mahirap ang pakiramdaman. Hindi naman kami si Madam Auring (at malamang 'di niyo naman gugustuhin maging siya) na huhulaan ang nararamdaman niyo. Pakiramdaman? Eh pano kung mali 'yung pakiramdam mo? Eh 'di nag-assume ka. Nagmukha ka pang t*nga. Hindi na uso 'yang pakiramdaman na 'yan. Mahirap talaga 'yan. Dahil hindi ka sigurado sa nararamdaman ng isang tao sa'yo hanggat hindi niya sinasabi. Eh pano kung hindi na sabihin kahit kailan? Parehas kayong t*nga. 'Di niyo alam na pareho ang nararamdaman niyo para sa isa't-isa dahil dinaan niyo lang sa PAKIRAMDAMAN. Nasayang 'yung pagkakataon na dapat ay napakita niyo sa isa't-isa ang nararamdaman niyo. Bakit? Dahil akala niyo, madadaan niyo ang lahat sa simpleng pakiramdaman lamang.

masaya ako :)

Masayang masaya!!! Bakit? Kasi una, nakita ko ang 3 crush ko!!! Kung 'di ka pa naman sumaya niyan eh ewan ko na lang! hehe Pero mga 30% lang 'yan kung bakit masayang masaya ako. haha 'Yung natitirang 70% ay dahil dininig ni Lord ang panalangin ko. :) O di ba? Lakas ba kay Lord?! haha Parang kagabi lang, habang nagtytype ako ng entry ko dito, may pinagdadasal ako. Sinong may alam na pagkatapos lang ng siguro ay 2 o 3 oras ay sasagutin niya ito agad? haha 'Da best si Lord! :) Kaso mukhang sobra-sobra nanaman ata 'to. hmmm...Kung anu-ano nanaman tuloy pumapasok sa utak ko. Pero hindi, ASA ka lang Ayeen. haha Hay basta masaya ako. At kung ano man ang dahilan nun, sana malaman ko agad. 'Di ba Lord?! hehe :)

cm o in?!haha

Grabe, nabobobo na talaga ako. Biruin mo, hindi ko alam kung saan sa ruler ang cm! haha Akala ko (sa totoo lang, namin ni mikee!haha) na ang cm ay 'yung na sa pagitan ng in. haha Engot! Tapos nalaman ko na 10 mm nga pala ay 1 cm. haha Kaya pala nung gumagawa ako ng triangle eh napaka liit niya. Talaga naman! haha Ang utak ko ay unti-unti ng natatanga. haha

epal!

Hay nako, nakita ko nanaman si epal kanina! Hindi lang 'yun! Nagulat ako pagtingala ko (medyo naka yuko kasi ako kanina) na sa harap ko na siya!!! waaaa Ayun, nagkatitigan kami, with matching irap 'yung akin. haha Tae naman kasi, kailangan ba talagang ganun? Nakakagulat siya no!!! Hay epal nga naman!!!

excuse me...

Gaano nga ba kahirap sabihin ang katagang to? Dalawang salita lang 'yan. 3 pantig. Mahirap ba? Kanina na sa Big R kami. May 2 lalaki na binangga ako. 'Di man lang magsabi ng excuse me! Grabe ha! Asan ang manners mo dude? Nakaka-asar lang kasi simula bata pa tayo tinuturuan na tayo niyan. Bakit kapag matanda ka na eh saka mo pa makakalimutan? Hay mga tao talaga ngayon. tsk tsk

panalo La Salle!!!

ANIMO!!! Panalo ang La Salle kanina laban sa UP!!! :) Kaya nga lang, 'yung huling laban nila nung Huwebes laban sa UE, natalo sila. Pagkatapos ng laro ay nagreklamo ang UE na hindi pumasok ang bola na shinoot ni Villanueva. Kaya ayun. awww :( May 2 laro pa ang La Salle at para makapasok sa Final Four ay dapat manalo sila sa parehas na laban at sana (alam ko masama ako..mwahaha) sana...matalo ang UP at UE sa mga laban nila. :) Pasensya na sa may mga fans diyan. Okay naman 'yung dalawang eskwelahan eh. 'Yun nga lang, sila ang ka-kumpetensya ng La Salle ngayon. :)

buhay nga naman

'Di ko maintindihan. Alam ko pinagdasal ko kay Lord 'yun, pero hindi ganito. Lord naman oh, sana sa ibang paraan naman. Ganun na ba ko kalakas sa inyo at sobra-sobra 'yung binibigay ninyo sa akin? Pero parang gusto ko na bawiin, mas hindi ko yata nagugustuhan to. :/ Bahala na nga si Lord...

asteeg!!!

Napanood ko ang bagong video ng Hale! Grabe, ang asteeg, sobra! Ang cute nung video. Tapos ang cute ni Sheldon (may part dun na ngumiti siya, tapos na sa kanya 'yung camera.haha) Tapos ang cute ng gitara ni Champ!!! 'Yun 'yung ginamit niya sa gig nila dito sa Pavi. Kulay green! hehe Wala lang! :)

Suntok sa Buwan

Heto, naaayon sa kalagayan ngayon. haha Tae.

Suntok sa Buwan
Session Road

Hindi mo ba alam
Damdamin ko'y pinagtakpan
Makasama ka'y suntok sa buwan

'Di mo nga alam
Mundo mo nga'y iyong tignan
Kung ganyan, walang pupuntahan

Hindi ko 'to gusto
Pero 'wag kang lalayo

Itanong mo sa akin
At tatanungin ko rin
Kung ika'y aamin
Lahat ay gagawin

'Di mo napapansin
Kailangan mo akong dinggin
'Di habang buhay ika'y aantayin

Ito'y aking hiling
At sana naman ay tanggapin
Ng puso ko'y 'di nabibitin

english or tagalog?

Sige, magtatagalog pa rin ako. Pero nag-iisip ako kung ano mas gusto ninyong gamitin ko, english o tagalog? Wala lang. Wala naman akong problema sa kahit alin sa dalawang 'yan. Pero nag-iisip ako kung tagalog o english. Minsan kasi may mga bagay na mas nasasabi ko ng tama kapag tagalog, minsan naman ingles. Ano nga ba?! Kayo, ano tingin ninyo?

tama nga si Mau

Tama si Mau. Minsan sa buhay natin makakagawa tayo ng isang katangahan. Pero para sa atin, wala tayong pagsisisihan kasi pinili natin iyon. Tama ba ko? Ang mga tao mahilig magpakatanga, lalo na sa pag-ibig. tsk tsk Pag-ibig nga naman. Tama rin si Mau nung sinabi niya na si _ _ _ _ ay masyadong napaaga ang pagiging tanga. Girl, heto ang payo ko: Huwag mo sayangin ang buhay mo sa taong mahal mo pero ginag*go ka lang. Pag-ibig nga naman! Lahat ng katangahan gagawin pagdating sa pag-ibig. Ano nga bang meron sa pag-ibig?! 'Yan ang isang misteryong kahit kailan any hindi masasagot. Kaya nga misteryo eh! Tingnan ninyo, kung tatanungin bakit mahal ninyo ang isang tao, ano sinasagot ninyo? Kasi mabait? Kasi maalalahanin? Kasi ganito, kasi ganyan. Pero kung iisipin, marami namang ibang mabait diyan, maraming ibang maalalahanin, pero bakit siya? Kasi siya 'yun eh. 'Yun lang ang maisasagot mo, kasi SIYA 'yun. Tama?! Tulad ni _ _ _ _. Bakit 'yun pa ang minahal niya? Samantalang marami pa namang ibang kalbo na may mga bituin sa mukha. Marami namang ibang magaling kumanta ng This Is The Moment. Pero bakit siya? Wala lang, naisip ko lang.

ANIMO!!!

Hanep! Ang galing ng pagkapanalo ng La Salle kahapon laban sa UE! 1 segundo na lang at lamang ang UE ng 2 puntos. Pero naka shoot si Villanueva kaya over time! Yehey! Tapos sa over time, puro turn overs ang UE tapos ang La Salle sunod-sunod na 3 points! Galing halos lahat kay Casio! At tulad ng dati, ang gwapo pa rin ni YEO!! haha :) Wala lang, astig kasi! :)

Hmmm...

I've been hopeless
Waiting here in my door

From the top of my head
Down to this narrow floor

I've been so awake
I've been so afraid
To know... To know...

* Tell me what to do,
I don't know why I'm hopeless
In this show
Tell me it doesn't hurt,
If I'll find out
That I'm alone

Coz I've been waiting for so long
Do I need to wait here or go

Wait or go... Wait or go...

Coz I've been waiting for so long
Do I need to wait here or go

* Tell me what to do,
I don't know why I'm hopeless
In this show
Tell me it doesn't hurt,
If I'll find out
That I'm alone

* Tell me what to do,
I don't know why I'm hopeless

Wait or go... Wait or go...